The mind is a mirror of the universe.
See the reflections?
The universe is no mirror for the mind.
Nothing out there
Nothing in here
Shows ourselves.
- Kerro Panille, The Collected Poems
WAELA TAOLINI lay in her groundside cubby, fatigue in her body, fatigue in her mind, but unable to sleep. Thomas had no mercy. Everything must be done to his perfectionist demands. He was a fanatic. They had spent twenty-one hours going through the operational routine for the new sub. Thomas would not wait for the arrival of the poet, who was somewhere in the bowels of Processing. No. We will use what time we have.
She tried to take a deep breath. Pain yanked a knot behind her breastbone.
She wondered how Thomas came to them. How could he be from Ship? Things he did not know, things that Shipmen took for granted, worried her. There was the incident with the Hooded Dasher.
He was calm, though, I'll give him that.
What really surprised her was his ignorance of The Game.
A crowd had gathered behind the LTA hangar - off-shift crew, most of them drinking what Shipmen called Spinneret wine.
"What's this about?" Thomas pointed his clipboard at the group.
"It's The Game." She looked at him with a new amazement. "You mean you don't know The Game?"
"What Game? That's just a bunch of drunks having a good tim.... strange, there was nothing in my briefing about liquors of any kind."
"There have always been lab alcohols," she said, "and at one time there were wines and brandies. But officially we can't afford to give up any productive food for wine. Somehow, some do and the market is brisk. Those men," she nodded toward the group, "have traded away some of their food chits for it."
"So, they trade food for wine that costs food to make - maybe less food. Isn't that their right?" His eyes squinted at her.
"Yes, but food's short. They're going hungry. In this place, going hungry means you slow down and here, Raja Thomas, if you slow down you die. And maybe someone else dies because of it."
"Do you do it?" he asked softly.
"Yes," her skin glowed red, "when I can afford the time."
She followed Thomas as he strolled toward the crew, pulled the sleeve of his singlesuit to stop him short.
"There's more."
"What?"
"It requires an even number of players, men or women. Each one buys into The Game with a certain number of food chits. They pair off any way they wish, and each one draws a wihi stick from a basket. They compare, and the longest stick wins a round. The shorter stick of the pair is eliminated, so those drawing the longer sticks pair up. They draw again, and so on until there is only one couple."
"What about the food chits?"
"The players up the ante every round, so if there are a lot of people, The Game gets pretty expensive."
"Does the last couple divide the chits?"
"No, they draw again. The one who draws the longer stick wins the chits."
"That seems boring enough."
"Yes."
She hesitated, then: "The loser runs the perimeter."
She said it offhand, without as much as a blink.
"You mean they run around the outsid.... ?" his thumb hung in the air over his shoulder.
She nodded. "They run it naked."
"But they can't possibl.... that's almost ten kilometers out in the ope...."
"Some make it."
"But why? Not for food, it's not that bad yet, is it?"
"No, not for food. For favors, jobs, quarters, partners. For the thrill. For the chance to go out with a flash from a boring life. The long sticks are the losers. Food chits are a consolation prize. The winner gets to run the P."
Thomas let out a long breath.
"What are the odds?"
"By experience, they work out just like the rest of The Game - fifty-fifty. Half don't make it."
"And it's legal?"
It was her turn to look at him quizzically.
"They have the right to their own bodies."
He turned to watch the people playing thi.... this game.
The crew had paired up, drawn, paired up, drawn, and was now down to the last pair. A man and a woman this time. The man had no nose, but wrinkled slits in his forehead pulsed with the moisture that Thomas took for breath. The woman looked vaguely like someone he had known.
They drew, and the woman matched longer. The crowd cheered and helped her gather her winnings. They tucked them in her collar and sleeves and belt. The last of the wine was passed around and the group began moving toward the west quarter exterior hatch.
"He's really going out there?" Thomas followed them with his eyes.
"Did you notice his right eyebrow?"
"Yes," he looked up at her, "it looked as though he had two eyebrows above it. And the nos...."
"Those were tattoos, hash marks. You get one for running the P."
"Then this is his third?"
"That's right. His odds are still fifty-fifty. But there is a groundside saying: 'You go once, you've had your flirt with death. You go twice, you live twice. Go three times and go for me.'"
"Charming."
"It's a good game."