She closes her teeth around me, biting me hard.
I grip her hair tightly and she loosens her mouth. “Naughty, sweet girl.” My mind flits through a number of punishments worthy of such a bold move that, if she were my submissive, I could inflict on her. My cock expands to bursting at the thought. I release her and sit back on my knees.
“Stay still, don’t move.” I grab another condom from my bedside table, rip open the foil, and roll the latex over my erection.
Watching her, I see that she’s still, except for the rise and fall of her back as she pants in anticipation.
Leaning over her again, I grasp her hair and hold her so she can’t move her head.
“We’re going to go real slow this time, Anastasia.”
She gasps, and gently I ease into her until I can go no farther.
Fuck. She feels good.
As I ease out I circle my hips and slowly slip into her again. She whimpers and her limbs tense beneath me as she tries to move.
Oh no, baby.
I want you still.
I want you to feel this.
Take all the pleasure.
“You feel so good,” I tell her, and repeat the move again, circling my hips as I go. Slowly. In. Out. In. Out. Her insides start to tremble.
“Oh no, baby, not yet.”
No way am I letting you come.
Not when I’m enjoying this so much.
“Oh, please,” she cries.
“I want you sore, baby.” I pull out and sink into her again. “Every time you move tomorrow, I want you to be reminded that I’ve been here. Only me. You are mine.”
“Please, Christian,” she begs.
“What do you want, Anastasia? Tell me.” I continue the slow torture. “Tell me.”
“You, please.” She’s desperate.
She wants me.
I increase the pace and her insides begin to quiver, responding immediately.
Between each thrust I utter one word. “You. Are. So. Sweet. I. Want. You. So. Much. You. Are. Mine.” Her limbs tremble with the strain of keeping still. She’s on the edge. “Come for me, baby,” I growl.
And on command she shudders around me as her orgasm rips through her and she screams my name into the mattress.
My name on her lips is my undoing, and I climax and collapse on top of her.
“Fuck. Ana,” I whisper, drained yet elated. I pull out of her almost immediately and roll onto my back. She curls up at my side, and as I pull off the condom, she closes her eyes and falls asleep.
SUNDAY, MAY 22, 2011
I wake with a start and a pervading sense of guilt, as if I’ve committed a terrible sin.
Is it because I’ve fucked Anastasia Steele? Virgin?
She’s snuggled up fast asleep beside me. I check the radio alarm: it’s after three in the morning. Ana sleeps the sound sleep of an innocent. Well, not so innocent now. My body stirs as I watch her.