"So I was listing to the radio today," she says and I nod for her to keep going "there was this love story about a guy who apparently met the girl of his dream. He tried everything to make her fall in love with him. After trying for a few weeks it finally happen. Everything was going great with them until one day out of the blue she disappeared leaving no trace behind. So like any prince charming he has done everything in his power to find her but no one seems to know where she went it's like she disappeared in thin air," she says smiling. Sammy is a hopeless romantic just like me well before everything happen of course. "He's been looking for her ever since but for some odd reason he can't find her so he came up with a genius. Everyday at exactly the same time he starts calling every radio stations in the USA asking them to play the same song as he sends his dream girl a message".
That sounds like a sweet story I hope he finds his girl, it's not every day you find a prince charming. "I hope he finds her" I say meaning it from the bottom of my heart. She smiles up at me "I knew you would like that story". I instantly drop my head to look down at my hands trying to avoid her stare it makes me uncomfortable. "What's the song?" I ask just out of pure curiosity. From the corner of my eyes I see her shrug her shoulders "I don't know I didn't get to hear it". Hopefully the girl gets to hear the song and realize that she made a huge mistake by leaving him. I never get the chance to talk to Sammy face to face not because she doesn't want to but because I don't. Every time we are alone she always want to talk about me and how I am doing. I just ignore her and walk away but now I feel like talking to her just not about me. I shift into my side to face her "Can I ask you something?". I know we might end up fighting but I have to ask it's killing me not knowing. "What?" she stares at me in blank. She has no idea what I'm about to ask her. "Are you and Raul having...you know...sex?" I blurt out.
I know that it's none of my business if she is or not but I just hate the idea of her having sex with that scumbag. He doesn't deserve that privilege she should lose her virginity to some one that truly loves and respect her. Not that asshole who is only using her for god knows what. "That's none of your business," she scowls "but no we aren't" she answers a little annoyed. Oh thank God! I let out a small breath of relief "I'm glad you aren't having sex," I might as well get this over with "I just think that your first time should be with some one who will take care of you and most importantly some one you won't regret later on if things don't work out". She tucks a strand of her hair behind her ear "I'm not ready for that step yet I care for Raul but I don't love him". I'm so glad to hear that maybe there is still hope for her after all. I lean in and embrace her into a hug "Please please don't do it if you aren't 100 percent sure and even than come talk to me first". I will personally make sure to change her mind if that should happen. I feel her arms go around me as she pins me to her body "Thanks Jane" she says into my skin.