We must be brief in descanting upon this part of her career. As I

cannot describe the mysteries of freemasonry, although I have a shrewd

idea that it is a humbug, so an uninitiated man cannot take upon

himself to portray the great world accurately, and had best keep his

opinions to himself, whatever they are.

Becky has often spoken in subsequent years of this season of her life,

when she moved among the very greatest circles of the London fashion.

Her success excited, elated, and then bored her. At first no

occupation was more pleasant than to invent and procure (the latter a

work of no small trouble and ingenuity, by the way, in a person of Mrs.

Rawdon Crawley's very narrow means)--to procure, we say, the prettiest

new dresses and ornaments; to drive to fine dinner parties, where she

was welcomed by great people; and from the fine dinner parties to fine

assemblies, whither the same people came with whom she had been dining,

whom she had met the night before, and would see on the morrow--the

young men faultlessly appointed, handsomely cravatted, with the neatest

glossy boots and white gloves--the elders portly, brass-buttoned,

noble-looking, polite, and prosy--the young ladies blonde, timid, and

in pink--the mothers grand, beautiful, sumptuous, solemn, and in

diamonds. They talked in English, not in bad French, as they do in the

novels. They talked about each others' houses, and characters, and

families--just as the Joneses do about the Smiths. Becky's former

acquaintances hated and envied her; the poor woman herself was yawning

in spirit. "I wish I were out of it," she said to herself. "I would

rather be a parson's wife and teach a Sunday school than this; or a

sergeant's lady and ride in the regimental waggon; or, oh, how much

gayer it would be to wear spangles and trousers and dance before a

booth at a fair."

"You would do it very well," said Lord Steyne, laughing. She used to

tell the great man her ennuis and perplexities in her artless way--they

amused him.

"Rawdon would make a very good Ecuyer--Master of the Ceremonies--what

do you call him--the man in the large boots and the uniform, who goes

round the ring cracking the whip? He is large, heavy, and of a military

figure. I recollect," Becky continued pensively, "my father took me to

see a show at Brookgreen Fair when I was a child, and when we came

home, I made myself a pair of stilts and danced in the studio to the

wonder of all the pupils."




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