‘I don’t know.’
Yeah, right. Sighing, she turned away. ‘Seen Antsy?’
‘At the bar.’
‘Typical. Depleting our stock.’
‘Your indecision has left him despondent.’
‘Stuff that, Duiker,’ she snapped, walking from the room, leaving him there with that damned corpse. It was a contest which of them was the less forthcom-ing, in any case, and she was tired of the duck and dodge. Yet, something in all of that had lodged in her the suspicion that the Guild contract out on them was con-nected, somehow, with this old temple and all its grisly secrets. Find the connec-tion, and maybe find the piece of shit who put on the chop on us. Find him, or her, so I can shove a cusser up inside nice and deep.
Antsy was leaning on the bar, glowering at nothing in particular, at least until he found a perfect victim in Picker as she walked up. ‘Careful, woman,’ he growled, ‘I ain’t in the mood.’
‘Ain’t in the mood for what?’
‘For anything.’
‘Except one thing.’
‘Anything you might try on me, is what I meant. As for the other thing, well, I’ve already decided to go it alone if I have to.’
‘So,’ she leaned on the bar beside him, ‘what are you waiting for, then?’
‘Blend. Once she’s back on her feet, Pick, she’ll be hungry enough to take the light to ’em.’ He tugged on his moustache, then scowled at her, ‘It’s you I ain’t figure.’
‘Antsy,’ Picker said, sighing, ‘much as I’d love to murder every damned assas-sin in this city, and the Guild Master, too, they’re not the source of the problem. Someone hired them, only we don’t know who, and we don’t know why. We’ve been through this before. We’re back right where we started, in fact, only this time we’re down two.’ She found she was trembling, and was unable to meet Antsy’s stare. ‘You know, I find myself wishing Ganoes Paran was here-if any-body could work out what’s going on, it’s the Captain.’
Antsy grunted. ‘Master of the Deck, aye.’ He drank down the last of his drink and straightened. ‘Fine, let’s go to the Finnest House, then-maybe he’s in there, maybe he’s not. Either way, it’s doing something.’
‘And leave Blend here on her own?’
‘She’s not alone. There’s Duiker and Scillara. Not to mention that bard. There ain’t nobody coming back to finish us, not in the daytime at least. We can be back before dusk, Pick.’
Still she hesitated.
Antsy stepped close. ‘Listen, I ain’t so stupid, I know what’s goin’ on in your head. But us just sitting here is us waiting for their next move. You know the ma-rine doctrine, Corporal. It ain’t our job to react-it’s our job to hit first and make them do the reacting. Twice now they hit us-they do it again and we’re fin-ished.’
Despite the alcoholic fumes drifting off the man, his blue eyes were hard and clear, and Picker knew he was right, and yet… she was afraid. And she knew he could see it, was struggling with it-badly-since fear was not something he’d ex-pect from her. Not ever. Gods, you’ve become an old woman, Pick. Frail and cowering.
They’ve killed your damned friends. They damn near killed your dearest love.
‘I doubt he’s there,’ she said. ‘Else he’d have been by. He’s gone somewhere, Antsy. Might never be back and why would he? Wherever Paran’s gone, he’s prob-ably busy-he’s the type. Always in the middle of some damned thing.’
‘All right,’ Antsy allowed. ‘Still, maybe there’s some way we can, um, send him a message.’
Her brows rose. ‘Now that’s an idea, Antsy. Glad one of us is thinking.’
‘Aye. Can we go now, then?’
They set out, making use of a side postern gate. Both wore cloaks, hiding armour and their swords, the weapons loose in their scabbards. Antsy also carried two sharpers, each in its own cloth sack, one knotted to his weapon harness and the other down at his belt. He could tug a grenado loose and fling it in its sack as one might throw a slingstone. It was.his own invention, and he’d practised with a stone inside the sack, acquiring passable skill. Hood knew he was no sapper, but he was learning.
Nothing infuriated him more than losing a fight. True, they’d come out the
Other side, while pretty much all of the assassins had died, so it wasn’t really a defecit, but it felt like one. Since retiring, his handful of Malazan companions had come to feel like family. Not in the way a squad did, since squads existed to fight, to kill, to wage war, and this made the tightness between the soldiers a strange one. Stained with brutality, with the extremes of behaviour that made every mo-ment of life feel like a damned miracle. No, this family wasn’t like that. They’d all calmed down some. Loosened up, left the nasty shit far behind. Or so they’d thought.