Finally.
"You know why I thought you'd save me?" he tried to whisper to her, though he somehow knew that his lips weren't properly forming the words. "The voice. You were the first person I ever met that it didn't tell me to kill. The only person."
"Of course I didn't tell you to kill her," God said.
Zane felt his life seeping away.
"You know the really funny thing, Zane?" God asked. "The most amusing part of this all? You're not insane.
"You never were."
Vin watched quietly as Zane sputtered, blood coming from his lips. She watched cautiously; a knife to the throat should have been enough to kill even a Mistborn, but sometimes pewter could let one do awesome things.
Zane died. She checked his pulse, then retrieved her dagger. After that, she stood for a moment, feeling. . .numb, in both mind and body. She raised a hand to her wounded shoulder—and in doing so, she brushed her wounded breast. She was bleeding too much, and her mind was growing fuzzy again.
I killed him.
She flared pewter, forcing herself to keep moving. She stumbled over to TenSoon, kneeling beside him.
"Mistress," he said. "I'm sorry. . .."
"I know," she said, staring at the terrible wound she'd made. His legs no longer worked, and his body lay in an unnatural twist. "How can I help?"
"Help?" TenSoon said. "Mistress, I nearly got you killed!"
"I know," she said again. "How can I make the pain go away? Do you need another body?"
TenSoon was quiet for a moment. "Yes."
"Take Zane's," Vin said. "For the moment, at least."
"He is dead?" TenSoon asked with surprise.
He couldn't see, she realized. His neck is broken.
"Yes," she whispered.
"How, Mistress?" TenSoon asked. "He ran out of atium?"
"No," Vin said.
"Then, how?"
"Atium has a weakness," she said. "It lets you see the future."
"That. . .doesn't sound like a weakness, Mistress."
Vin sighed, wobbling slightly. Focus! she thought. "When you burn atium, you see a few moments into the future—and you can change what will happen in that future. You can grab an arrow that should have kept flying. You can dodge a blow that should have killed you. And you can move to block an attack before it even happens."
TenSoon was quiet, obviously confused.
"He showed me what I was going to do," Vin said. "I couldn't change the future, but Zane could. By reacting to my attack before I even knew what I was going to do, he inadvertently showed me the future. I reacted against him, and he tried to block a blow that never came. That let me kill him."
"Mistress. . ." TenSoon whispered. "That is brilliant."
"I'm sure I'm not the first to think of it," Vin said wearily. "But it isn't the sort of secret that you share. Anyway, take his body."
"I. . .would rather not wear the bones of that creature," TenSoon said. "You don't know how broken he was, Mistress."
Vin nodded tiredly. "I could just find you another dog body, if you want."
"That won't be necessary, Mistress," TenSoon said quietly. "I still have the bones of the other wolfhound you gave me, and most of them are still good. If I replace a few of them with the good bones from this body, I should be able to form a complete skeleton to use."
"Do it, then. We're going to need to plan what to do next."
TenSoon was quiet for a moment. Finally, he spoke. "Mistress, my Contract is void, now that my master is dead. I. . .need to return to my people for reassignment."
"Ah," Vin said, feeling a wrench of sadness. "Of course."
"I do not want to go," TenSoon said. "But, I must at least report to my people. Please, forgive me."
"There is nothing to forgive," Vin said. "And thank you for that timely hint at the end."
TenSoon lay quietly. She could see guilt in his canine eyes. He shouldn't have helped me against his current master.
"Mistress," TenSoon said. "You know our secret now. Mistborn can control a kandra's body with Allomancy. I don't know what you will do with it—but realize that I have entrusted you with a secret that my people have kept sacred for a thousand years. The way that Allomancers could take control of our bodies and make slaves of us."
"I. . .don't even understand what happened."
"Perhaps it is better that way," TenSoon said. "Please, leave me. I have the other dog's bones in the closet. When you return, I will be gone."
Vin rose, nodding. She left, then, pushing through the mists and seeking the hallway outside. Her wounds needed tending. She knew that she should go to Sazed, but somehow she couldn't force herself in that direction. She walked faster, feet taking her down the hallway, until she was running.
Everything was collapsing around her. She couldn't manage it all, couldn't keep things straight. But she did know what she wanted.
And so she ran to him.
He is a good man—despite it all, he is a good man. A sacrificing man. In truth, all of his actions—all of the deaths, destructions, and pains that he has caused—have hurt him deeply. All of these things were, in truth, a kind of sacrifice for him.
48
ELEND YAWNED, LOOKING OVER THE letter he'd penned to Jastes. Perhaps he could persuade his former friend to see reason.
If he couldn't. . .well, a duplicate of the wooden coin Jastes had been using to "pay" the koloss sat on Elend's desk. It was a perfect copy, whittled by Clubs himself. Elend was pretty certain that he had access to more wood than Jastes did. If he could help Penrod stall for a few more weeks, they might be able to make enough "money" to bribe the koloss away.
He set down his pen, rubbing his eyes. It was late. Time to—
His door slammed open. Elend spun, and caught sight of a flustered Vin dashing across the room and into his arms. She was crying.
And she was bloody.
"Vin!" he said. "What happened?"
"I killed him," she said, head buried in Elend's chest.
"Who?"
"Your brother," she said. "Zane. Straff's Mistborn. I killed him."
"Wait. What? My brother?"
Vin nodded. "I'm sorry."
"Forget about that, Vin!" Elend said, gently prying her back and pushing her into his chair. She had a gash on her cheek, and her shirt was slick with blood. "Lord Ruler! I'm going to get Sazed right now."
"Don't leave me," she said, holding his arm.
Elend paused. Something had changed. She seemed to need him again. "Come with me, then. We'll both go see him."
Vin nodded, standing. She teetered just a bit, and Elend felt a spike of fear, but the determined look in her eyes wasn't something he wanted to challenge. He put his arm around her, letting her lean on him as they walked to Sazed's quarters. Elend paused to knock, but Vin simply pushed her way into the dark room, then wobbled and sat down on the floor just inside.
"I'll. . .sit here," she said.
Elend paused worriedly by her side, then raised his lamp and called toward the bedchamber. "Sazed!"
The Terrisman appeared a moment later, looking exhausted and wearing a white sleeping robe. He noticed Vin, blinked a few times, then disappeared into his chambers. He returned a moment later with a metalmind bracer strapped to his forearm and a bag of medical equipment.
"Now, Lady Vin," Sazed said, setting the bag down. "What would Master Kelsier think, seeing you in this condition? You ruin more clothing in this manner, I think. . .."
"This isn't a time for levity, Sazed," Elend said.
"I apologize, Your Majesty," Sazed said, carefully cutting the clothing away from Vin's shoulder. "However, if she is still conscious, then she isn't in serious danger." He peered closer at the wound, absently lifting clean cloths from his bag.
"You see?" Sazed asked. "This gash is deep, but the blade was deflected by the bone, and missed hitting any major vessels. Hold this here." He pressed a cloth to the wound, and Elend put his hand on it. Vin sat with her eyes closed, resting back against the wall, blood dripping slowly from her chin. She seemed more exhausted than in pain.
Sazed took his knife and cut away the front of Vin's shirt, exposing her wounded chest.
Elend paused. "Perhaps I should. . ."
"Stay," Vin said. It wasn't a plea, but a command. She raised her head, opening her eyes as Sazed tisked quietly at the wound, then got out a numbing agent and some needle and thread.
"Elend," she said, "I need to tell you something."
He paused. "All right."
"I've realized something about Kelsier," she said quietly. "I always focus on the wrong things, when it comes to him. It's hard to forget the hours he spent training me to be an Allomancer. Yet, it wasn't his ability to fight that made him great—it wasn't his harshness or his brutality, or even his strength or his instincts."
Elend frowned.
"Do you know what it was?" she asked.
He shook his head, still pressing the cloth against her shoulder.
"It was his ability to trust," she said. "It was the way that he made good people into better people, the way that he inspired them. His crew worked because he had confidence in them—because he respected them. And, in return, they respected each other. Men like Breeze and Clubs became heroes because Kelsier had faith in them."
She looked up at him, blinking tired eyes. "And you are far better at that than Kelsier ever was, Elend. He had to work at it. You do it instinctively, treating even weasels like Philen as if they were good and honorable men. It's not naivete, as some think. It's what Kelsier had, only greater. He could have learned from you."
"You give me too much credit," he said.
She shook a tired head. Then she turned to Sazed.
"Sazed?" she asked.
"Yes, child?"
"Do you know any wedding ceremonies?"
Elend nearly dropped the cloth in shock.
"I know several," Sazed said as he tended the wound. "Some two hundred, actually."
"Which one is the shortest?" Vin asked.
Sazed pulled a stitch tight. "The people of Larsta only required a profession of love before a local priest. Simplicity was a tenet of their belief structure—a reaction, perhaps, to the traditions of the land they were banished from, which was known for its complex system of bureaucratic rules. It is a good religion, one that focused on simple beauty found in nature."
Vin looked at Elend. Her face was bloody, her hair a mess.
"Now, see," he said. "Vin, don't you think that maybe this should wait until, you know—"
"Elend?" she interrupted. "I love you."
He froze.
"Do you love me?" she asked.
This is insane. "Yes," he said quietly.
Vin turned to Sazed, who was still working. "Well?"
Sazed looked up, fingers bloodied. "This is a very strange time for such an event, I think."
Elend nodded in agreement.
"It's just a little bit of blood," Vin said tiredly. "I'm really all right, now that I've sat down."
