But Hilda nervously moved her chair, so that the images in the glass

should be no longer Visible. She now watched a speck of sunshine that

came through a shuttered window, and crept from object to object,

indicating each with a touch of its bright finger, and then letting them

all vanish successively. In like manner her mind, so like sunlight

in its natural cheerfulness, went from thought to thought, but found

nothing that it could dwell upon for comfort. Never before had this

young, energetic, active spirit known what it is to be despondent. It

was the unreality of the world that made her so. Her dearest friend,

whose heart seemed the most solid and richest of Hilda's possessions,

had no existence for her any more; and in that dreary void, out of which

Miriam had disappeared, the substance, the truth, the integrity of life,

the motives of effort, the joy of success, had departed along with her.

It was long past noon, when a step came up the staircase. It had passed

beyond the limits where there was communication with the lower regions

of the palace, and was mounting the successive flights which led only to

Hilda's precincts. Faint as the tread was, she heard and recognized it.

It startled her into sudden life. Her first impulse was to spring to

the door of the studio, and fasten it with lock and bolt. But a second

thought made her feel that this would be an unworthy cowardice, on her

own part, and also that Miriam--only yesterday her closest friend had

a right to be told, face to face, that thenceforth they must be forever

strangers.

She heard Miriam pause, outside of the door. We have already seen what

was the latter's resolve with respect to any kiss or pressure of

the hand between Hilda and herself. We know not what became of the

resolution. As Miriam was of a highly impulsive character, it may have

vanished at the first sight of Hilda; but, at all events, she appeared

to have dressed herself up in a garb of sunshine, and was disclosed, as

the door swung open, in all the glow of her remarkable beauty. The truth

was, her heart leaped conclusively towards the only refuge that it had,

or hoped. She forgot, just one instant, all cause for holding herself

aloof. Ordinarily there was a certain reserve in Miriam's demonstrations

of affection, in consonance with the delicacy of her friend. To-day, she

opened her arms to take Hilda in.

"Dearest, darling Hilda!" she exclaimed. "It gives me new life to see

you!"

Hilda was standing in the middle of the room. When her friend made a

step or two from the door, she put forth her hands with an involuntary

repellent gesture, so expressive that Miriam at once felt a great chasm

opening itself between them two. They might gaze at one another from the

opposite side, but without the possibility of ever meeting more; or, at

least, since the chasm could never be bridged over, they must tread

the whole round of Eternity to meet on the other side. There was even

a terror in the thought of their meeting again. It was as if Hilda or

Miriam were dead, and could no longer hold intercourse without violating

a spiritual law.




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