That his overtired nerves and her exhausted soul and body would have

recovered balance in time, did not occur to Rachael. She suffered with

all the intensity of a strongly passionate nature. Warren had changed

to her; that was the terrible fact. She went about stunned and sick,

neglecting her meals, forgetting her tonic, refusing the distractions

that would have been the best thing possible for her. Little things

troubled her; she said to herself bitterly that everything, anything,

caused irritation between herself and Warren now. Sometimes the

atmosphere brightened for a few days, then the old hopeless tugging at

cross purposes began again.

"You're sick, Rachael, and you don't know it!" said Magsie Clay

breezily. June was coming in, and Magsie was leaving town for the

Villalonga camp. She told Rachael that she was "crazy" about Kent

Parmalee, and Rachael's feeling of amazement that Magsie Clay could

aspire to a Parmalee was softened by an odd sensation of relief at

hearing Magsie's plans--a relief she did not analyze.

"I believe I am sick!" Rachael agreed. "I shall be glad to get down to

the shore next week." She told Warren of Magsie's admission that night.

"Kent! She wouldn't look at him!" Warren said comfortably.

"It would be a brilliant match for her," Rachael countered quietly.

She saw that she had antagonized him, but he did not speak again. One

of their unhappy silences fell.

Home Dunes, as always, restored health and color magically. Rachael

felt more like herself after the first night's sleep on the breezy

porch, the first invigorating dip in the ocean. She began to enjoy her

meals again, she began to look carefully to her appearance. Presently

she was laughing, singing, bubbling with life and energy. Alice,

watching her, rejoiced and marvelled at her recovery. Rachael's beauty,

her old definite self-reliance, came back in a flood. She fairly

radiated charm, glowing as she held George and Alice under the spell of

her voice, the spell of her happy planning. Her letters to Warren were

in the old, tender, vivacious strain. She was interested in everything,

delighted with everything in Clark's Hills. She begged him for news;

Vivian had a baby? And Kent Parmalee was engaged to Eliza

Bowditch--what did Magsie's say? And did he miss her? The minute she

got home she was going to talk to him about having a big porch built

on, outside the nursery, and at the back of the house; what about it?

Then the children could sleep out all the year through. George and

Alice positively stated that they were going around the world in two

years, and if they did, why couldn't the Gregorys go, too?

"You're wonderful!" said Alice one day. "You're not the same woman you

were last winter!"

"I was ill last winter, woman! And never so ill as when they all

thought I was entirely cured! Besides--" Rachael looked down at her

tanned arm and slender brown fingers marking grooves in the sand.

"Besides, it's partly--bluff, Alice," she confessed. "I'm fighting

myself these days. I don't want to think that we--Greg and I--can't go

back, can't be to each other--what we were!"

What an April creature she was, thought Alice, seeing that tears were

close to the averted eyes, and hearing the tremble in Rachael's voice.

"Goose!" she said tenderly. "You were a nervous wreck last year, and

Warren was working far too hard! Make haste slowly, Rachael."

"But it's three weeks since he was here," Rachael said in a low voice.

"I don't understand it, that's all!"

"Nor I--nor he!" Alice said, smiling.

"Next week!" Rachael predicted bravely. And a second later she had

sprung up from the sand and was swimming through the surf as if she

swam from her own intolerable thoughts.

The next week-end would bring him she always told herself, and usually

after two or three empty Sundays there would come a happy one, with the

new car which was built like a projectile, purring in the road, George

and Alice shouting greetings as they came in the gate, Louise excitedly

attempting to outdo herself on the dinner, and the sunburned noisy

babies shrieking themselves hoarse as they romped with their father.

To be held tight in his arms, to get his first big kiss, to come into

the house still clinging to him, was bliss to Rachael now. But as the

summer wore away she noticed that in a few hours the joy of homecoming

would fade for him, he would become fitfully talkative, moodily silent,

he would wonder why the Valentines were always late, and ask his wife

patiently if she would please not hum, his head ached--

"Dearest! Why didn't you say so!"

"I don't know. It's been aching all day!"

"And you let those great boys climb all over you!"

"Oh, that's all right."

"Would you like a nap, Warren, or would you like to go over to the

beach, just you and me, and have a swim?"

"No, thank you. I may run the car into Katchogue"--Katchogue, seven

miles away, was the site of the nearest garage--"and have that fellow

look at my magneto. She didn't act awfully well coming down!"

"Would you like me to go with you, Warren?"

"Love it, my dear, but I have to take Pierre. He's got twice the sense

I have about it!"

And again a sense of heaviness, of helplessness, would fall upon

Rachael, so that on Sunday afternoon it was almost a relief to have him

go away.

"Well," she would say in the nursery again, after the good-byes,

kissing the fat little shoulder of Gerald Fairfax Gregory where the old

baby white ran into the new boyish tan, "we will not be introspective

and imaginative, and cry for the moon. We will take off our boys'

little old, hot rumply shirts, and put them into their nice cool

nighties, and be glad that we have everything in the world--almost! Get

me your Peter Rabbit Book, Jimmy, and get up here on my other arm.

Everybody hasn't the same way of showing love, and the main thing is to

be grateful that the love is there. Daddy loves his boys, and his home,

and his boys' mother, only it doesn't always occur to him that--"

"Are you talking for me, or for you, Mother?" Jimmy would sometimes

ask, after puzzled and attentive listening.

"For me, this time, but now I'll talk for you!" Rachael satisfied her

hungry heart with their kisses, and was never so happy as when both fat

little bodies were in her arms. She grudged every month that carried

them away from babyhood, and one day Alice Valentine found her looking

at a book of old photographs with an expression of actual sadness on

her face.

"Look at Jim, Alice, that second summer--before Derry was born! Wasn't

he the dearest little fatty, tumbling all over the place!"

"Rachael, don't speak as if the child was dead!" Alice laughed.

"Well, one loses them almost as completely," Rachael said, smiling.

"Jim is such a great big, brown, mischievous creature now, and to think

that my Derry is nearly two!"

"Think of me, with Mary fifteen!" Mrs. Valentine countered, "and just

as baby-hungry as ever! But I shall have to do nothing but chaperon

now, for a few years, and wait for the grandchildren."

"I shouldn't mind getting old, Alice," Rachael said, "if I were like

you; you're so temperate and unselfish and sweet that no one could help

loving you! Besides, you don't sit around worrying about what people

think, you just go on cutting out cookies, and putting buttons on

gingham dresses, and let other people do the worrying!"

And suddenly, to the other woman's concern, she burst into bitter

crying, and covered her face with her hands.

"I'm so frightened, Alice!" sobbed Rachael. "I don't know what's the

matter with me, but I FEEL--I feel that something is all wrong! I don't

seem to have any HOLD on Warren any more--you can't explain such

things--but I'm--"

She got to her feet, a splendid figure of tragedy, and walked blindly

to the end of the long porch, where she stood staring down at the

heaving, sun-flooded expanse of the blue sea, and at the roofs of

little Quaker Bridge beyond the bar. Lazy waves were creaming, in great

interlocked circles, on the white beach, the air was as clear as

crystal on the cloudless September morning. Not a breath of wind

stirred the tufted grass on the dunes; down by the weather-blown

bath-houses a dozen children, her own among them, were shouting and

splashing in the spreading shallows.

Alice Valentine, her plain, sweet face a picture of sympathy, sat dumb

and unmoving. In her own heart she felt that Rachael's was a terrible

situation. What WAS the matter with Warren Gregory, anyway, wondered

Alice; he had a beautiful wife, and beautiful children, and if George,

with all his summer substituting and hospital work, could come to his

family, as he did come every Friday night, it was upon no claim of hard

work that Warren could remain away. As a matter of fact, Alice knew it

was not for work that he stayed, for George, the least critical of

friends, had once or twice told her of yachting parties in which Warren

had participated--men's parties, of which Rachael perhaps might not

have disapproved, but of which Rachael certainly did not know. George

had told her vaguely that Greg liked to play golf on Saturday

afternoons, and sleep late on Sunday, and seemed to feel it more of a

rest than coming down to the shore.

"I am a fool to break down this way," said Rachael, interrupting her

guest's musings to come back to her chair, and showing a composed face

despite her red eyes, "but my--my heart is heavy to-day!" Something in

the simple dignity of the words brought the tears to Alice's eyes. She

held out her hand and Rachael took it and clung to it, as she went on:

"I had a birthday yesterday--and Warren forgot it!"

"They all do that!" Alice said cheerfully. "George never remembers

mine!"

"But Warren always has before," Rachael said, smiling sadly, "and--and

it came to me last night--I didn't sleep very well--that I am

thirty-four, and--and I have given him all I have!"

Again tears threatened her self-control, but she fought them

resolutely, and in a moment was herself again.

"You love too hard, my dear woman," Alice Valentine remonstrated

affectionately; "nothing is worse than extremes in anything. Say to

yourself, like a sensible girl, that you have a good husband, and let

it go at that! Be as cool and cheerful with Warren as if he

were--George, for instance, and try to interest yourself in something

entirely outside your own home. I wonder if perhaps this place isn't a

little lonely for you? Why don't you try Bar Harbor or one of the

mountain places next year, and go about among people, and entertain a

little more?"

"But, Alice, people BORE me so--I've had so much of it, and it's always

the same thing!"

"I know; I hate it, too. But there are funny phases in marriage,

Rachael, and one has to take them as they come. Warren might like it."

Rachael pondered. Elinor Pomeroy and the Villalongas, the Whittakers

and Stokes and Parmalees again! Noise and hurry, and dancing and

smoking and drinking again! She sighed.

"I believe I'll suggest it to Warren, Alice. Then if he's keen for it,

we'll do it next year."

"I would." Mrs. Valentine rose, and looked toward the beach with an

idea of locating Martha and Katrina before sending for them. "Isn't it

almost lunch time?" she asked, adding in a matter-of-fact tone: "Don't

worry any more, Rachael; it's largely a bad habit. Just look the whole

thing in the face, and map it out like a campaign. 'The way to begin

living the ideal life is to begin,' my father used to say!"

This talk, and others like it, had the effect of bracing Rachael to

fresh endurance and of spurring her to fresh courage for the few days

that its effect lasted. But sooner or later her bravery would die away,

and an increasing discouragement possess her. Lying in her bare, airy

bedroom at night, with sombre eyes staring at the arch of stars above

the moving sea, an almost unbearable loneliness would fall upon soul

and body; she needed Warren, she said to herself, often with bitter

tears. Warren, splashing in his bath, scattering wet towels and

discarded garments so royally about the place; Warren, in a discursive

mood, regarding some operation as he stropped his razor; Warren's old,

half-unthinking "you look sweet, dear," when, fresh and dainty, his

wife was ready to go downstairs--for these and a thousand other

memories of him she yearned with an aching desire that racked her like

a bodily pain.

"Oh, it isn't right for him to torture me so!" she would whisper to

herself. "It isn't right!"

October found them all back in the city, an apparently united and

devoted family again. Rachael entered with great zest into the delayed

matter of redecorating and refurnishing the old home on Washington

Square, finding the dignified house--Warren's birthplace--more and more

to her liking as modern enamel fixtures went into the bathrooms, simple

modern hangings let sunshine and air in at the long-darkened windows,

and rich tapestry papers and Oriental rugs subdued the effect of severe

cream woodwork and colonial mantels.

She found Warren singularly unenthusiastic about it, almost ungracious

when he answered her questions or decided for her any detail. But

Rachael was firmly resolved to ignore his moods, and went blithely

about her business, displaying an indifference--or an assumed

indifference--that was evidently somewhat puzzling to Warren and to all

her household. She equipped the boys in dark-blue coats and

squirrel-skin caps for the winter, marvelling a little sadly that their

father did not seem to see the charms so evident to all the world. A

rosier, gayer, more sturdy pair of devoted little brothers never

stamped through snowy parks, or came chattering in for chops and baked

potatoes. Every woman in the neighborhood, every policeman, knew Jim

and Derry Gregory; their morning walks were so many separate little

adventures in popularity. But Warren, beyond paternal greetings at

breakfast, and an occasional perfunctory query as to their health, made

no attempt to enter into their lives. They were still too small to

interest their father except as good and satisfactory babies.

One bitter December day the thunderbolt fell. Rachael felt that she had

always known it, that she had been sitting in this hideous hotel

dining-room for years watching Warren--and Margaret Clay.

There was a bitter taste of salt water in her mouth, there was a

hideous drumming at her heart. She felt sick and cold from her

bewildered brain down to her very feet. When one felt like this--one

fainted.

But Rachael did not faint, although it was by sheer power of will that

she held her reeling senses. No scene--no, there mustn't be a

scene--for Jimmy's sake, for Derry's sake, no scene. She was here, in

the Waldorf Grill, of course. She had been--what had she been doing?

She had been--she came downtown after breakfast--of course, shopping.

Shopping for the children's Christmas. They were to have coasters--they

were old enough for coasters--she must go on this quiet way, thinking

of the children--five was old enough for coasters--and Jim always

looked out for Derry.

She couldn't go out. They hadn't seen her; they wouldn't see her, here

in this corner. But she dared not stand up and pass them again.

Warren--and Magsie. Warren--and Magsie. Oh, God--God--God--what should

she do--she was going to faint again.

Here was her shopping list, a little wet and crumpled because she had

put her glove on the snowy handle of the motor-car door. Mary had said

that it would be a white Christmas--how could Mary tell?--this was only

the eighteenth, only the eighteenth--ridiculous to be panting this way,

like a runner. Nothing was going to hurt her--

"Anything--anything!" she said to the waiter, with dry, bloodless lips,

and a ghastly attempt at a smile. "Yes, that will do. Thank you, yes, I

suppose so. Yes, if you will. Thank you. That will do nicely."

And now she must be quiet. That was the main thing now. They must not

see her. She had been shopping, and now she was having her lunch in the

Grill. If she could only breathe a little less violently--but she

seemed to have no control over her heaving breast, she could not even

close her mouth. Nobody suspected anything, and if she could but

control herself, nobody would, she told herself desperately.

She never knew that the silent, gray-haired waiter recognized her, and

recognized both the man and woman who sat only thirty feet away. She

had not ordered coffee, but he brought her a smoking pot. It was not

the first time he had encountered the situation. Rachael drank the

vivifying fluid, and her nerves responded at once.

She sat up, set her lips firmly, forced herself to dispose of gloves

and napkin in the usual way. Her breath was coming more evenly--so much

was gained. As for this deadly cold and quivering sensation of nausea,

that was no more than fatigue and the frightfully cold wind.

So it was Magsie. Rachael had not been seven years a wife to misread

Warren's eyes as he looked at the girl. No woman could misread their

attitude together, an attitude of wonderful, sweet familiarity with

each other's likes and dislikes under all its thrilling newness.

Rachael had seen him turn that very glance, that smiling-eyed yet

serious look--

Oh, God! it could not be that he had come to care for Magsie! Her

hard-won calm was shattered in a second, she was panting and quivering

again. Her husband, her own big, tender, clever Warren--but he was

hers, and the boys--he was HERS! Her husband--and this other woman was

looking at him with all her soul in her eyes, this other woman

cared--all the world might see how she cared for him--and was loved in

return!

What had she been hearing, lately, of Magsie? Rachael began dizzily to

recall what she could. Magsie had been "on the road," she had had a

small part in an unsuccessful play early in the winter. Rachael had

been for some reason unable to see it, but she had sent Magsie flowers,

and--she remembered now--Warren had represented himself as having

looked in on the play with some friends, one evening, and as having

found it pretty poor stuff. So little had Magsie and Magsie's affairs

seemed to matter, then, that Rachael could not even remember the name

of the play, nor of hearing it discussed. The world in general had not

seemed inclined to make much of the professional advent of Miss

Margaret Clay, and presently the play closed, and Warren, in answer to

a careless question from Rachael, had said that they would probably

take it on the road until spring.

And then, some weeks ago, she had asked about Magsie again, and Warren

had said: "I believe she's in town. Somebody told me the other day that

she was to have a part in one of Bowman's things this winter."

"It's amazing to me that Magsie doesn't get ahead faster," Rachael had

mused. No more was said.

And how pretty she was, how young she was, Rachael thought now, with a

stabbing pain at her heart. How earnestly they were talking--no

ordinary conversation. Presently tears were in the little actress's

eyes; she had no handkerchief, but Warren had. He gave it to her, and

she surreptitiously wiped her eyes, and smiled at him, like a pretty

child, in her furs.

Rachael felt actually sick with shock. She felt as if some vital cord

in her anatomy had been snapped, and as if she could never control

these heavy languid limbs of hers again. Her head ached. A lassitude

seemed to possess her. She felt cold, and old, and helpless in the face

of so much youth and beauty.

Magsie--and Warren. She must accustom herself to the thought. They

cared for each other. They cared--Rachael's heart seemed to shut with

an icy spasm, she felt herself choking and shut her eyes.

Well, what could they do--at worst? Could Magsie go out now, and get

into the Gregory motor car, and say, "Home, Martin!" to the man? Could

Magsie run up the steps of the Washington Square house, gather the

cream of the day's news from the butler in a breath, and, flinging off

furs and wraps, catch the two glorious boys to her heart?

No! However the situation developed, Rachael was still the wife.

Rachael held the advantage, and whatever poor Magsie's influence was,

it could be but temporary, it must be unrecognized and unapproved by

the world.

Slowly self-control came back, the dizziness subsided, the room sank

and settled into its usual aspect. It was hideous, but it was a fact,

she must face it--she must face it. There was an honorable way, and a

dignified way, and that must be her way. No one must know.

Presently the table near her was empty, and she began to breathe more

naturally. She pondered so deeply that for a long time the room was

forgotten, and the moving crowd shifted about her unseen. Then

abstractedly she rose, and went slowly out to the waiting car. She

carried a heart of lead.

"I've kept you waiting, Martin?"

Martin merely touched his hat. It was four o'clock.

And so Rachael found herself facing an unbelievable situation. To love,

and to know herself unloved, was a cold, dull misery that clung like a

weight to her heart. Her thoughts stumbled in a close, hot fog; from

sheer weariness she abandoned them again and again.

She had never been a reasonable woman, but she forced herself to be

reasonable now. Logic and philosophy had never been her natural

defences, but she brought logic and philosophy to bear upon this

hideous circumstance. She did not waste time and tears upon a futile

"Why?" It was too late now to question; the fact spoke for itself.

Warren's senses were wrapped in the charms of another woman. His own

devoted and still young and beautiful wife was not the first devoted

and young and beautiful woman to have her claim displaced.

For days after the episode in the Waldorf lunch-room she moved like a

conspirator, watching, thinking. Warren had never seemed more

considerate of her happiness, more satisfied with life. He was full of

agreeable chatter at breakfast, interested in her plans, amused at the

boys. He did not come home for luncheon, but usually ran up the steps

at five o'clock, and was reading or dressing when Rachael wandered into

his room to greet him after the day. He never kissed her now, or

touched her hand even by chance; she was reminded, in his general

aspect, of those occasions when the delicious Derry wandered out from

the nursery, evading the nap which was his duty, but full of the airy

conversation and small endearments that only a child on sufferance

knows.

Rachael tried in vain to understand the affair; what evil genius

possessed Warren; what possessed Magsie? She tried to think kindly of

Magsie; poor child, she had had no ugly intention, she was simply

spoiled, simply an egotist undeveloped in brain and soul!

But--Warren! Well, Warren's soft, simple heart had been touched by all

that endearing kittenish confidence, by Magsie's belief that he was the

richest and cleverest and most powerful of men.

So they were meeting for lunch, for tea--where else? What did they talk

about, what did they plan or hope or expect? Through all her hot

impatience Rachael believed that she could trust them both, in the

graver sense. Warren was as unlikely to take advantage of Magsie's

youthful innocence as Magsie was to definitely commit herself to a

reckless course.

But what then? Absurd, preposterous as it was, it was not all a joke.

It had already shut the sun from all Rachael's sky. What was it doing

to Warren--to Magsie? With Rachael in a cold and dangerous mood, Warren

evasive, unresponsive, troubled, what was Magsie feeling and thinking?

Proudly, and with a bitter pain at her heart, Rachael went through her

empty days. Her household affairs ran as if by magic; never was there a

more successful conspiracy for one man's comfort than that organized by

Rachael and her maids. For the first time since their marriage she and

Warren were occupying separate rooms now, but Rachael made it a special

charge to go in and out of his room constantly when he was there. She

would come in with his mail and his newspaper at nine o'clock, full of

cheerful solicitude, or follow him in for the half-hour just before

dinner, chatting with apparent ease of heart while he dressed.

Only apparent ease of heart, however, for Warren's invariable courtesy

and sweetness filled his wife with sick apprehension. Ah, for the old

good hours when he scolded and argued, protested and laughed over the

developments of the day. Sometimes, nowadays, he hardly heard her,

despite his bright, interested smile. Once he had commented upon her

gown the instant she came into the room; now he never seemed to see her

at all; as a matter of fact, their eyes never met.

In February he told her suddenly that Margaret Clay was to open in

another fortnight at the Lyric, in a new play by Gideon Barrett, called

"The Bad Little Lady."

"At the Lyric!" Rachael said in a rush of something almost like joy

that they could speak of Magsie at last, "and one of Barrett's! Well,

Magsie is coming on! What part does she take?"

"The lead--the title part--Patricia Something-or-other, I believe."

"The LEAD! At the Lyric--why, isn't that an astonishing compliment to

Magsie!"

Warren looked for his paper-cutter, cut a page, and shrugged his

shoulders without glancing up from his book.

"Well, yes, I suppose it is. But of course she's gone steadily ahead."

"But I thought she wasn't so successful last winter, Warren?"

"I don't know," he said politely, wearily, uninterestedly.

"How did you hear this, Warren?" his wife asked, with a deceitful air

of innocence.

"Met her," he answered briefly.

"Well, we must see the play," Rachael said briskly. For some reason her

heart was lighter than it had been for weeks. This was something

definite and in the open at last after all these days of blundering in

the dark. "We could take a box, couldn't we, and ask George and Alice?"

she added. Warren's expression was that of a boy whose way with his

first sweetheart is too suddenly favored by parents and guardians, and

Rachael could have laughed at his face.

"Well," he said without enthusiasm. A week later he told her that he

had secured the box, but suggested that someone else than the

Valentines be asked, Elinor and Peter, for instance.

"You and George aren't quite as good friends as you were, are you?"

Rachael said, gravely.

"Quite," Warren said with his bright, deceptive smile and his usual

averted glance. "Ask anyone you please--it was merely a suggestion!"

Rachael asked Peter and Elinor, and gave them a delicious dinner before

the play. She looked her loveliest, a little fuller in figure than she

had been seven years before, and with gray here and there in her rich

hair, but still a beautiful and winning presence, and still with

something of youth in her spontaneous, quick speech and ready laughter.

Warren was, as always, the attentive host, but Rachael noticed that he

was abstracted and nervous to-night, and wondered, with a chill at her

heart, if Magsie's new venture meant so much to him as his manner

implied.

It was an early dinner, and they reached the theatre before the curtain

rose.

"It looks like a good house," said Rachael, settling herself

comfortably.

"You can't tell anything by this," Warren said, quickly; "it's a first

night and papered."

"Aren't you smart with your professional terms?" Elinor Pomeroy

laughed, dropping the lorgnette through which she had been idly

studying the house. "What _I_'D like to know," she added interestedly,

"what _I_'D like to know is, who's doing this for Magsie Clay? Vera

Villalonga says she knows, but I don't believe it. Magsie's a little

nobody, she has no special talent, and here she is leading in a Barrett

play--"

Peter Pomeroy's foot here pressed lightly against Rachael's; a hint,

Rachael instantly suspected, that was intended for his wife.

"Now I think Magsie's as straight as a string," the unconscious Mrs.

Pomeroy went on, "but she must have a rich beau up her sleeve, and the

question is, who is he? I don't--"

But here, it was evident, Peter's second appeal to his wife's

discretion was felt, and it suddenly arrested her flow of eloquence.

"--I don't doubt," floundered Elinor, "that--that is--and of course

Magsie IS a talented creature, so that naturally--naturally--some girl

makes a hit every year, and why shouldn't it be Magsie? Which is right,

Peter, 'why shouldn't it be she' or 'why shouldn't it be her?' I never

know," she finished somewhat incoherently.

"I should think any investment in Magsie would be perfectly safe," said

Rachael's delightful voice. And boldly she added: "Do you know who is

backing this, Warren?"

"To a certain extent--I am," Warren said, after an imperceptible pause.

To Peter he added, in a lower voice, the voice in which men discuss

business matters: "It was a question of the whole deal falling

through--I think she'll make good--this fellow Barrett--"

Rachael began to chat with Elinor, but there was bitterness in her

soul. She had leaped into the breach, she had saved the situation, at

least before Elinor and Peter. But it was not fair--not fair for Warren

to have been deep in this affair with Magsie, with never a word to his

wife! She--Rachael--would have been all interest, all sympathy. There

was no reason between civilized human beings why this eternal question

of sex should debar men and women from common ambitions and common

interests! Let Warren admire Magsie if he wanted to do so, let him buy

her her play, and stand between her and financial responsibility, jet

him admire her--yes, even love her, in his generous, big-brotherly way!

But why shut out of this new interest the kindly cooperation of his

devoted wife, who had never failed him, who had borne him sons, who had

given him the whole of her passionate heart in the full glory of youth,

and in health, and in sickness, when it came, had turned to him for all

the happiness of her life!

The play began, and presently the house was applauding the entrance of

Miss Margaret Clay. She came down a wide, light-flooded stairway, and

in her childish white gown and flower-wreathed shepherdess hat looked

about sixteen. "How young she is!" Rachael thought with a pang. Her

voice was young, too, the fact being that Magsie was frightened, and

that Nature was helping her play her first big ingenue part.

Rachael glanced in the darkness at Warren. He had not joined in the

applause, nor did his handsome face express any pleasure. He was

leaning forward, his hands locked and hanging between his knees, his

eyes riveted on the little white figure that was moving and talking

down there in the bright bath of light beyond the footlights.

Despite all reason, despite her desperate effort at self-control,

Rachael felt an agony of pure jealousy seize her. In an absolute

passion of envy she looked down at Magsie Clay. The young,

flower-crowned head, the slender, slippered feet, the youthful and

appealing voice--what weapons had she against these? And beyond these

was the additional lure--as old as the theatre itself--of the

fascinating profession: the work that is like play, the rouge and

curls, the loves and rages so openly assumed yet so strangely and

stirringly effective! Rachael had gowns a thousand times handsomer than

these youthful muslins and embroideries; Rachael's own home was a

setting far more beautiful than any that could be simulated within the

limits of a stage; if Magsie was a successful ingenue, Rachael might

have been called a natural queen of tragedy and of comedy! And yet--

And yet, it was because she, too, saw the charm and came under the

spell, that Rachael suffered to-night. If she could have laughed it to

scorn, could have admired the surface prettiness, and congratulated

Magsie upon the almost perfect illusion, then she would have had the

most effective of all medicines with which to cure Warren's midsummer

madness.

But it seemed to Rachael, stunned with the terrible force of jealousy,

that Magsie was the great star of the stage, that there never had been

such a play and such a leading lady. It seemed to her that not only

to-night's triumph, but a thousand other triumphs were before her, not

only the admiration of these twelve or fifteen hundred persons, but

that of thousands more! Magsie would be a rage! Magsie's young favors

would be sought far and wide. Magsie's summer home, Magsie's winter

apartments, Magsie's clothes and fads, these would belong to the

adoring public of the most warmhearted and impressionable city in the

world! Rachael saw it all coming with perhaps more certainty than did

even the little actress behind the footlights.

"Cute play, but I don't think much of Magsie!" Elinor Pomeroy said

frankly. Elinor Vanderwall would not have been so impolitic. But

Rachael felt that she would have liked to kiss her guest.

"I think Magsie is rather good," she said deliberately.

"Nothing like praising the girl with faint damns!" Peter Pomeroy

chuckled.

"Well, what do you think, Peter?" his hostess asked.

"I--oh, Lord! I don't see a play once a year," he said, with the

manner, if not the actual presence, of a yawn. "I think it's rather

good. I'll tell you what, Greg, I don't see you losing any money on

it," he added, with interest; "it'll run; the matinee girls will come!"

"Magsie'd kill you for that," Elinor said.

"I don't suppose we could see Magsie, Warren, after this is over?"

Rachael asked to make him speak.

"What did you say, dear?" He brought his gaze from a general study of

the house to a point only a few inches out of range of her own. "No, I

hardly think so," he answered when she had repeated her question.

"She's probably excited and tired."

"You wouldn't mind my sending a line down by the boy?" Rachael

persisted.

"Well, I don't think I'd do that--" He hesitated.

"Oh, I'm strong for it!" Elinor said vivaciously. "It'll cheer Magsie

up. She's probably scared blue, and even I can see that this isn't

making much of a hit!"

The note was accordingly scribbled and dispatched; Rachael's heart was

singing because Warren had not denied Elinor's comment upon the success

of the play. The leading man, a popular and prominent actor, was

disturbingly good, and there was the part of an Irish maid, a comedy

part, so well filled by some hitherto unknown young actress that it

might really influence the run of the play; but still, there was a

consoling indication already in the air that Margaret Clay's talent was

somewhat too slight to sustain a leading woman.

At eleven it was over, and if Rachael had had to endure the comment

that the second act was "the best yet," there was the panacea,

immediately to follow, that the end of the play was "pretty flat."

Presently they all filed back to the dark, windy stage, and joined

Magsie in her dressing-room. She was glowing, excited, eager for

praise. Never was a young and lovely woman more confident of her charm

than Magsie to-night. A flushed self-satisfaction was present on her

face during every second of the ten minutes she gave them; her laughter

was self-conscious, her smile full of artless gratification; she could

not speak to any member of the little group unless the attention of

everyone present was riveted upon her.

A callow youth, evidently her adorer, was awaiting her. She spoke

slightingly of Bryan Masters, the leading man.

"He's charming, Rachael," said Magsie, smiling her bored young smile,

with deliciously red lips, as she was buttoned into a long fur coat,

"but--he wants to impose on the fact that--well, that I have arrived,

if you know what I mean? As everyone knows, his day is pretty well

over. Now you think I'm conceited, don't you, Greg. Oh, I like him, and

he does do it rather well, don't you think? But Richie"--Richie was the

escorting young man--"Richie and I tease him by breaking into French

now and then, don't we?" laughed Magsie.

Sauntering out from the stage entrance with her friends, Miss Clay was

the cynosure of all eyes, and knew it; part of the audience still

waited for the tedious line of limousines to disperse. She could not

move her bright glance to Warren's without encountering the admiring

looks of men and women all about her; she could not but hear their

whispers: "There, there she is--that's Miss Clay now!" Richie,

introduced as Mr. Gardiner, muttered that his car was somewhere; it

proved to be a handsome car with a chauffeur. Magsie raised her bright

face pleadingly to Warren's as she took his hands for goodbye.

"Say you were proud of me, Warren?"

He laughed, his indulgent glance flashing to Elinor and to Rachael, as

one who invited their admiration of an attractive child, before he

looked down at her again.

"Proud of you! Why, I'm as happy as you are about it!"

"You know," Magsie said to Elinor naively, still holding Warren's

hands, "he's helped me--tremendously. He's been just--an absolute angel

to me!" And real and becoming tears came suddenly to her eyes; she

dropped Warren's hands to find a filmy little handkerchief. A second

later her smile flashed out again. "You don't mind his being kind to

me, do you, Rachael?" she asked childishly.

Rachael's mouth was dry, she felt that her smile was hideous.

"Why should I, Magsie?" she asked a little huskily, "He's kind to

everyone!"

A moment later the Gregorys and their guests were in the car whirling

toward the Pomeroy home and supper. It was more than an hour later that

Rachael and her husband were alone, and then she only said mildly:

"I wish you had let me know you were helping Magsie, so--so

conspicuously, Warren. One hates to be taken unawares that way."

"She asked me to keep the thing confidential," he answered with his

baffling simplicity. "She had this good chance, but she couldn't quite

swing it. I had no idea that you would care, one way or the other."

"Well, she ought to be launched now," Rachael said. She hated to talk

of Magsie, especially in his company, where she could do nothing but

praise, but she could somehow find it difficult to speak of anything

else tonight.

"Cunning little thing, there she was, holding on to my hands, as

innocently as a child!" Warren said with a musing smile. "She's a funny

girl--all fire and ice, as she says herself!"

Rachael smothered a scornful interjection. Let Magsie employ the arts

of a schoolgirl if she would, but at least let the great Doctor Gregory

perceive their absurdity!

"Young Mr. Richie Gardiner seemed louche" she observed after a silence

which Warren seemed willing indefinitely to prolong.

"H'm!" Warren gave a short, contented laugh.

"He's crazy about her, but of course to her he's only a kid," he

volunteered. "She's funny about that, too. She's emotional, of course,

full of genius, and full of temperament. She says she needs a

safety-valve, and Gardner is her safety-valve. She says she can sputter

and rage and laugh, and he just listens and quiets her down. To-night

she called him her 'bread-and-butter'--did you hear her?"

"I wonder what she considers you--her champagne?" Rachael asked with a

poor assumption of amusement.

But Warren was too absorbed in his own thoughts to notice it.

"It's curious how I do inspire and encourage her," he admitted. "She

needs that sort of thing. She's always up in the clouds or down in the

dumps."

"Do you see her often, Warren?" Rachael asked with deadly calm.

"I've seen her pretty regularly since this thing began," he answered

absently, still too much wrapped in the memories of the evening to

suspect his wife's emotion. Rachael did not speak again.




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