I had made an acquaintance with a very sober, good sort of a woman, who

was a widow too, like me, but in better circumstances. Her husband had

been a captain of a merchant ship, and having had the misfortune to be

cast away coming home on a voyage from the West Indies, which would

have been very profitable if he had come safe, was so reduced by the

loss, that though he had saved his life then, it broke his heart, and

killed him afterwards; and his widow, being pursued by the creditors,

was forced to take shelter in the Mint. She soon made things up with

the help of friends, and was at liberty again; and finding that I

rather was there to be concealed, than by any particular prosecutions

and finding also that I agreed with her, or rather she with me, in a

just abhorrence of the place and of the company, she invited to go home

with her till I could put myself in some posture of settling in the

world to my mind; withal telling me, that it was ten to one but some

good captain of a ship might take a fancy to me, and court me, in that

part of the town where she lived.

I accepted her offer, and was with her half a year, and should have

been longer, but in that interval what she proposed to me happened to

herself, and she married very much to her advantage. But whose fortune

soever was upon the increase, mine seemed to be upon the wane, and I

found nothing present, except two or three boatswains, or such fellows,

but as for the commanders, they were generally of two sorts: 1. Such

as, having good business, that is to say, a good ship, resolved not to

marry but with advantage, that is, with a good fortune; 2. Such as,

being out of employ, wanted a wife to help them to a ship; I mean (1) a

wife who, having some money, could enable them to hold, as they call

it, a good part of a ship themselves, so to encourage owners to come

in; or (2) a wife who, if she had not money, had friends who were

concerned in shipping, and so could help to put the young man into a

good ship, which to them is as good as a portion; and neither of these

was my case, so I looked like one that was to lie on hand.

This knowledge I soon learned by experience, viz. that the state of

things was altered as to matrimony, and that I was not to expect at

London what I had found in the country: that marriages were here the

consequences of politic schemes for forming interests, and carrying on

business, and that Love had no share, or but very little, in the matter.




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