That "small" emotion, love, grows amazingly when threatened with

extinction. Jon reached Paddington station half an hour before his time

and a full week after, as it seemed to him. He stood at the appointed

bookstall, amid a crowd of Sunday travellers, in a Harris tweed suit

exhaling, as it were, the emotion of his thumping heart. He read the

names of the novels on the book-stall, and bought one at last, to avoid

being regarded with suspicion by the book-stall clerk. It was called

"The Heart of the Trail!" which must mean something, though it did not

seem to. He also bought "The Lady's Mirror" and "The Landsman." Every

minute was an hour long, and full of horrid imaginings. After nineteen

had passed, he saw her with a bag and a porter wheeling her luggage. She

came swiftly; she came cool. She greeted him as if he were a brother.

"First class," she said to the porter, "corner seats; opposite."

Jon admired her frightful self-possession.

"Can't we get a carriage to ourselves," he whispered.

"No good; it's a stopping train. After Maidenhead perhaps. Look natural,

Jon."

Jon screwed his features into a scowl. They got in--with two other

beasts!--oh! heaven! He tipped the porter unnaturally, in his confusion.

The brute deserved nothing for putting them in there, and looking as if

he knew all about it into the bargain.

Fleur hid herself behind "The Lady's Mirror." Jon imitated her behind

"The Landsman." The train started. Fleur let "The Lady's Mirror" fall

and leaned forward.

"Well?" she said.

"It's seemed about fifteen days."

She nodded, and Jon's face lighted up at once.

"Look natural," murmured Fleur, and went off into a bubble of laughter.

It hurt him. How could he look natural with Italy hanging over him? He

had meant to break it to her gently, but now he blurted it out.

"They want me to go to Italy with Mother for two months."

Fleur drooped her eyelids; turned a little pale, and bit her lips. "Oh!"

she said. It was all, but it was much.

That "Oh!" was like the quick drawback of the wrist in fencing ready for

riposte. It came.

"You must go!"

"Go?" said Jon in a strangled voice.

"Of course."

"But--two months--it's ghastly."

"No," said Fleur, "six weeks. You'll have forgotten me by then. We'll

meet in the National Gallery the day after you get back."

Jon laughed.

"But suppose you've forgotten me," he muttered into the noise of the

train.

Fleur shook her head.

"Some other beast--" murmured Jon.

Her foot touched his.

"No other beast," she said, lifting "The Lady's Mirror."




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