One of them (young Roger) had made an heroic attempt to free the rising

generation, by speaking of Timothy as an 'old cat.' The effort had

justly recoiled upon himself; the words, coming round in the most

delicate way to Aunt Juley's ears, were repeated by her in a shocked

voice to Mrs. Roger, whence they returned again to young Roger.

And, after all, it was only the wrong-doers who suffered; as, for

instance, George, when he lost all that money playing billiards; or

young Roger himself, when he was so dreadfully near to marrying the girl

to whom, it was whispered, he was already married by the laws of Nature;

or again Irene, who was thought, rather than said, to be in danger.

All this was not only pleasant but salutary. And it made so many hours

go lightly at Timothy's in the Bayswater Road; so many hours that must

otherwise have been sterile and heavy to those three who lived there;

and Timothy's was but one of hundreds of such homes in this City of

London--the homes of neutral persons of the secure classes, who are out

of the battle themselves, and must find their reason for existing, in

the battles of others.

But for the sweetness of family gossip, it must indeed have been lonely

there. Rumours and tales, reports, surmises--were they not the children

of the house, as dear and precious as the prattling babes the brother

and sisters had missed in their own journey? To talk about them was

as near as they could get to the possession of all those children and

grandchildren, after whom their soft hearts yearned. For though it is

doubtful whether Timothy's heart yearned, it is indubitable that at the

arrival of each fresh Forsyte child he was quite upset.

Useless for young Roger to say, "Old cat!" for Euphemia to hold up her

hands and cry: "Oh! those three!" and break into her silent laugh with

the squeak at the end. Useless, and not too kind.

The situation which at this stage might seem, and especially to Forsyte

eyes, strange--not to say 'impossible'--was, in view of certain facts,

not so strange after all. Some things had been lost sight of. And first,

in the security bred of many harmless marriages, it had been forgotten

that Love is no hot-house flower, but a wild plant, born of a wet night,

born of an hour of sunshine; sprung from wild seed, blown along the road

by a wild wind. A wild plant that, when it blooms by chance within the

hedge of our gardens, we call a flower; and when it blooms outside we

call a weed; but, flower or weed, whose scent and colour are always,

wild! And further--the facts and figures of their own lives being

against the perception of this truth--it was not generally recognised

by Forsytes that, where, this wild plant springs, men and women are but

moths around the pale, flame-like blossom.




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