He felt, through her body, the slight recoil of spirit, and drew away,

and arose to his feet.

"You're angry?"

He laughed.

"Oh, no. I'm not angry; why should I be? I'm a superman. I'm

made--let's say--of alabaster. Women with great eyes and wonderful

voices and the beauty of broad-browed nymphs walking gravely down

under forest arches, such women give me only a great, great longing to

read aloud very slowly and carefully a 'Child's History of the English

Race'!" He took the book, tossed it across the room, then stood,

ashamed and defiant, laughing a little, a boy in disgrace.

Joan looked at him in profound bewilderment and dawning distress.

"Now," she said, "you are angry with me. You always are when you

talk that queer way. Won't you please explain it to me, Mr. Gael?"

"No!" said he sharply. "I won't." And he added after a moment, "You'd

better go to bed. You're sleepy and as stupid as an owl."

"Oh!"

"Yes. And you've destroyed what little superstitious belief I had left

concerning something they tell little ignorant boys about a woman's

intuition. You haven't got a bit. You're stupid and I'm tired of

you--No, Joan, I'm not. Don't mind me. I'm only in fun. Please! Damn!

I've hurt your feelings."

Her lips were quivering, her eyes full. "I try so awful hard," she

said. It was a lovely, broken trail of music.

He bent over her and patted her shoulder. "Dear child! Joan, I won't

be so disagreeable again. Only, don't you ever think of me?"

"Yes, yes; all the while I'm thinking of you. I wisht I could do more

for you. Why do I make you so angry? I know I'm awful--awfully stupid

and ignorant. I--I must drive you most crazy, but truly"--here she

turned quickly in his arm and put her hands about his neck and laid

her cheek against his shoulder--"truly, Mr. Gael, I'm awful fond of

you." Then she drew quickly away, quivered back into the other corner

of her great chair, put her face to her hands. "Only--I can't help

seein'--Pierre."

Just her tone showed him that still and ghastly youth, and again he

saw the brown hand that moved. He had stood between her and that

sight. The man ought to have died. He did not deserve his life nor

this love of hers. Even though he had failed to kill the man, he would

not fail to kill her love for him, sooner or later, thought Prosper.

If only the hateful spring would give him time. He must move her from

her memory. She had put her hands about his neck, she had laid her

head against his shoulder, and, if it had been the action of a child,

then she would not have started from him with that sharp memory of

Pierre.




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