"Yes?"

She tried to smile; then spread her handkerchief on her knee, and

folded it over and over with elaborate self-control. "Dr. King

thinks--I ought not to have him. He says," she stopped; the effort to

repeat William King's exact words drove the color out of her face. "He

says he made a mistake in advising you to give David to me. He

thinks--"

she caught her breath with a gasp;--"I am not to be trusted to--to

bring him up." She trembled with relief; the worst was over. She had

kept her promise, to the letter. Now she would begin to fight for her

child: "You will let me have him? You will!--Please say you will, Dr.

Lavendar!"

"Why does Dr. King think you are not to be trusted?" said Dr.

Lavendar.

"Because," she said, gathering up all her courage, "he thinks that I--

that David ought to be brought up by some one more--more religious, I

suppose, than I am. I know I'm not very religious. Not as good as

everybody in Old Chester; but I will bring him up just as you want me

to! Any way at all you want me to. I will go to church regularly;

truly I will, Dr. Lavendar; truly!"

Dr. Lavendar was silent. The lump of coal in the grate suddenly split

and fell apart; there was a crackling leap of flames, and from between

the bars a spurt of bubbling gas sent a whiff of acrid smoke puffing

out into the room.

"You will let me have him, won't you? You said you would! If you take

him away from me--"

"Well?"

She looked at him dumbly; her chin shook.

"The care of a child is sometimes a great burden; have you considered

that?"

"Nothing would be a burden if I did it for David!"

"It might involve much sacrifice."

"I have sacrificed everything for him!" she burst out.

"What?"

"There was something," she said evasively, "that I wanted to do very

much; something that would have made me--happier. But I couldn't if I

kept David; so I gave it up."

Dr. Lavendar ruminated. "You wanted David the most?"

"Yes?" she said passionately.

"Then it was a choice, not a sacrifice, wasn't it, my dear? No doubt

you would make sacrifices for him, only in this matter you chose what

you wanted most, And your choice was for your own happiness I take

it,--not his?"




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