And that night it was that impression of elusiveness that stopped

Harvey's amiable prattle about the weather and took him to her with his

arms out.

"Sara Lee!" he said. "Don't look like that!"

"Like what?" said Sara Lee prosaically.

"I don't know," he muttered. "You--sometimes you look as though--"

Then he put his arms round her. "I love you," he said. "I'll be good

to you, Sara Lee, if you'll have me." He bent down and put his cheek

against hers. "If you'll only marry me, dear."

A woman has a way of thinking most clearly and lucidly when the man has

stopped thinking. With his arms about her Harvey could only feel. He

was trembling. As for Sara Lee, instantly two pictures flashed through

her mind, each distinct, each clear, almost photographic. One was of

Anna, in her tiny house down the street, dragged with a nursing baby.

The other was that one from a magazine of a boy dying on a battlefield

and crying "Mother!"

Two sorts of maternity--one quiet, peaceful, not always beautiful,

but the thing by which and to which she had been reared; the other

vicarious, of all the world.

"Don't you love me--that way?" he said, his cheek still against hers.

"I don't know."

"You don't know!"

It was then that he straightened away from her and looked without seeing

at the blur of light which was the phonograph. Sara Lee, glancing up,

saw him then as he was in the photograph, face set and head thrust

forward, and that clean-cut drive of jaw and backward flow of heavy hair

that marked him all man, and virile man.

She slipped her hand into his.

"I do love you, Harvey," she said, and went into his arms with the

complete surrender of a child.

He was outrageously happy. He sat on the arm of Uncle James' chair where

she was almost swallowed up, and with his face against hers he made his

simple plans. Now and then he kissed the little hollow under her ear,

and because he knew nothing of the abandon of a woman in a great passion

he missed nothing in her attitude. Into her silence and passivity he

read the reflection of his own adoring love and thought it hers.

To be fair to Sara Lee, she imagined that her content in Harvey's

devotion was something more, as much more as was necessary. For in Sara

Lee's experience marriage was a thing compounded of affection, habit,

small differences and a home. Of passion, that passion which later she

was to meet and suffer from, the terrible love that hurts and agonizes,

she had never even dreamed.




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