As the spring advanced Harvey grew increasingly bitter; grew morbid

and increasingly self-conscious also. He began to think that people were

smiling behind his back, and when they asked about Sara Lee he met with

almost insulting brevity what he felt was half-contemptuous kindness.

He went nowhere, and worked all day and until late in the night. He did

well in his business, however, and late in March he received a

substantial raise in salary. He took it without enthusiasm, and told

Belle that night at dinner with apathy.

After the evening meal it was now his custom to go to his room and there,

shut in, to read. He read no books on the war, and even the quarter

column entitled Salient Points of the Day's War News hardly received a

glance from him now.

In the office when the talk turned to the war, as it did almost hourly,

he would go out or scowl over his letters.

"Harvey's hit hard," they said there.

"He's acting like a rotten cub," was likely to be the next sentence.

But sometimes it was: "Well, what'd you expect? Everything ready to get

married, and the girl beating it for France without notice! I'd be sore

myself."

On the day of the raise in salary his sister got the children to bed and

straightened up the litter of small garments that seemed always to

bestrew the house, even to the lower floor. Then she went into Harvey's

room. Coat and collar off, he was lying on the bed, but not reading.

His book lay beside him, and with his arms under his head he was staring

at the ceiling.

She did not sit down beside him on the bed. They were an undemonstrative

family, and such endearments as Belle used were lavished on her children.

But her eyes were kind, and a little nervous.

"Do you mind talking a little, Harvey?"

"I don't feel like talking much. I'm tired, I guess. But go on. What

is it? Bills?"

She came to him in her constant financial anxieties, and always he was

ready to help her out. But his tone now was gruff. A slight flush of

resentment colored her cheeks.

"Not this time, Harve. I was just thinking about things."

"Sit down."

She sat on the straight chair beside the bed, the chair on which, in

neat order, Harvey placed his clothing at night, his shoes beneath, his

coat over the back.

"I wish you'd go out more, Harvey."

"Why? Go out and talk to a lot of driveling fools who don't care for me

any more than I do for them?"




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