“We’re almost out of these mountains, Dee. It’s going to get better then.”
“Or worse.”
“Do you believe we’re headed for someplace safe, where we can survive? Maybe get back what we lost?”
“I don’t know, Jack.”
“I think you need to believe that’s what’s going to happen.”
“It’s just so hard. I’m so tired. I’m hungry. And then I look at them and know they’re suffering even more.”
“We could be dead, Dee. All of us or some of us. But we’re not. We’re together. You have to hold onto that. Let it carry you.”
They came out of the woods in the late morning onto a bare hill that sloped down to a river, and several hundred yards past, a paved road. Beyond it all to the east lay miles of badlands—pale, dry country, rippled and treeless.
They worked their way down through the sage to the riverbank and stopped for a drink.
Jack lifted Cole onto his shoulders and waded across, Dee and Naomi following behind, his daughter gasping at the icy shock of the water, which was low in advance of winter, coming only to their knees at the deepest point.
On the other side, at the top of a small rise, they rested in the weeds and watched the road.
Nothing passed. No sound but the river and the wind blowing through the grass.
Early afternoon and low gray clouds streaming across the sky from the west.
Jack stepped into the road. Saw a quarter mile of it from where he stood.
Looking back, that rampart of mountains they’d crossed two days ago soared above everything, powdered with snow.
“What if a car comes?” Dee said. “There’s no way to know if they’re affected.”
“We’ll have to make a split-second decision,” Jack said. “If it’s only one car, with one or two people inside, maybe we chance it. Otherwise, we hide.”
They walked north along the shoulder.
“Let me have the gun, Dee.”
She handed him the Glock and he ejected the magazine, thumbed out the rounds—nine—and loaded them back.
“Do you know what road this is?” Dee asked.
“I think it’s Highway 287.”
“Where does it go?”
“To the Tetons, then north up to Yellowstone and into Montana.”
“We want to go to Montana?” Naomi asked.
“That’s right.”
“Why?”
“Because after Montana comes Canada, and we might be safe there.”
They walked for several hours. No cars passed. The road seemed to be some kind of geographic dividing line—badlands to the east, foothills rising toward mountains in the west.
The clouds thickened and by late afternoon the first raindrops had begun to splatter on the pavement. They had walked about two miles, Jack figured, and hadn’t seen a glimmer of civilization beyond the telephone poles that ran alongside the west shoulder of the road.
“We have to get out of this rain,” Jack said.
They went across the road and up into the trees—tall, straight pines that offered little in the way of shelter.
It was getting dark and the sound of the rainfall filled the woods with a steady hiss.
They sat down against one of the pines, and Jack could instantly feel the difference in his legs from just a few hours of walking on pavement. His knees swollen. Shins riddled with pain like a million tiny fractures. He grimaced as he stood back up.
“I’m going to look for something to keep us dry.”
“Please don’t go far, Jack.”
He wandered away from them up the hillside through the old-growth forest.
After a quarter mile, he came out of the trees.
Stopped, chuckled.
He led them up through the woods into the clearing, gestured proudly toward their accommodations for the evening—the ruins of a stable.
“It ain’t the Hilton,” he said. “But it’ll keep us dry.”
The logs were so weathered and sun-bleached they looked albino. The tin roof, deep brown with rust, only covered half of the shelter, and they filed into the far right corner on the only patch of dry dirt.
The rain drummed on the tin roof.
“We’re lucky to be out of the mountains,” Jack said. “Probably snowing up there.”
Through the doorway, they could see the rain falling and watch the world getting dark—a grayness deepening toward blue.
Cole crawled into Jack’s lap, said, “My stomach hurts.”
“I know, buddy, we’re all hungry.”
“When can we eat?”
“We’ll find something tomorrow.”
“You promise?”
“He can’t promise, Cole,” Naomi said. “He doesn’t know for sure if we’ll find anything to eat tomorrow. All we can do is try.”
Cole began to cry.
Jack kissed his head, Cole’s hair still wet, said, “Hush, baby boy.”
It was still raining. They hadn’t moved from their corner and they weren’t going to be moving anytime soon with it so black out there they couldn’t see their hands in front of their faces.
“I wish we could have a fire,” Naomi said.
“That would be nice.”
“I know how,” Cole said suddenly, just a voice in the dark.
“How to have a fire?” Dee said.
“How we can tell if they’re good or bad.”
“Who are you talking about, honey?”
“If we hear a car coming down the road.”
“You’ve been thinking about that?”
“If they have the light around them, we’ll know they’re bad.”
Jack said, “What light, buddy?”
“The light around their head.”
“What’s he talking about, Jack?”
“I have no idea. Cole, what light do you mean? Do we have it around any of us? Me or your mother or sister?”
“No.”
“Do you have it around you?”
The boy was quiet for a moment. “Yes.”
“What does it look like?”
“Like white light around my head and my shoulders.”
“Why is it around you and not us?”
“Because you didn’t see the lights. They didn’t fall on you.”
“Remember when I asked you if you felt different after the aurora?”
“Yes.”
“Do you have any bad feelings toward any of us right now?”
“No, Daddy.”
“You’re sure?”