"Good-bye, my dear children. I kiss you, my girl, you too, my

son-in-law, and the little one on both cheeks. I am, with best

compliments, your loving father.

"Theodore Rouault."

She held the coarse paper in her fingers for some minutes. The spelling

mistakes were interwoven one with the other, and Emma followed the

kindly thought that cackled right through it like a hen half hidden

in the hedge of thorns. The writing had been dried with ashes from

the hearth, for a little grey powder slipped from the letter on to her

dress, and she almost thought she saw her father bending over the hearth

to take up the tongs. How long since she had been with him, sitting on

the footstool in the chimney-corner, where she used to burn the end of

a bit of wood in the great flame of the sea-sedges! She remembered the

summer evenings all full of sunshine. The colts neighed when anyone

passed by, and galloped, galloped. Under her window there was a beehive,

and sometimes the bees wheeling round in the light struck against her

window like rebounding balls of gold. What happiness there had been

at that time, what freedom, what hope! What an abundance of illusions!

Nothing was left of them now. She had got rid of them all in her soul's

life, in all her successive conditions of life, maidenhood, her marriage,

and her love--thus constantly losing them all her life through, like

a traveller who leaves something of his wealth at every inn along his

road.

But what then, made her so unhappy? What was the extraordinary

catastrophe that had transformed her? And she raised her head, looking

round as if to seek the cause of that which made her suffer.

An April ray was dancing on the china of the whatnot; the fire burned;

beneath her slippers she felt the softness of the carpet; the day was

bright, the air warm, and she heard her child shouting with laughter.

In fact, the little girl was just then rolling on the lawn in the midst

of the grass that was being turned. She was lying flat on her stomach

at the top of a rick. The servant was holding her by her skirt.

Lestiboudois was raking by her side, and every time he came near she

lent forward, beating the air with both her arms.

"Bring her to me," said her mother, rushing to embrace her. "How I love

you, my poor child! How I love you!"

Then noticing that the tips of her ears were rather dirty, she rang at

once for warm water, and washed her, changed her linen, her stockings,

her shoes, asked a thousand questions about her health, as if on the

return from a long journey, and finally, kissing her again and crying

a little, she gave her back to the servant, who stood quite

thunderstricken at this excess of tenderness.




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