"You are right, Varney," said Leicester. "I have this morning been both

fool and villain; and when Elizabeth hears of my unhappy marriage, she

cannot but think herself treated with that premeditated slight which

women never forgive. We have once this day stood upon terms little short

of defiance; and to those, I fear, we must again return."

"Is her resentment, then, so implacable?" said Varney.

"Far from it," replied the Earl; "for, being what she is in spirit and

in station, she has even this day been but too condescending, in giving

me opportunities to repair what she thinks my faulty heat of temper."

"Ay," answered Varney; "the Italians say right--in lovers' quarrels, the

party that loves most is always most willing to acknowledge the greater

fault. So then, my lord, if this union with the lady could be concealed,

you stand with Elizabeth as you did?"

Leicester sighed, and was silent for a moment, ere he replied.

"Varney, I think thou art true to me, and I will tell thee all. I do NOT

stand where I did. I have spoken to Elizabeth--under what mad impulse

I know not--on a theme which cannot be abandoned without touching

every female feeling to the quick, and which yet I dare not and cannot

prosecute. She can never, never forgive me for having caused and

witnessed those yieldings to human passion."

"We must do something, my lord," said Varney, "and that speedily."

"There is nought to be done," answered Leicester, despondingly. "I am

like one that has long toiled up a dangerous precipice, and when he is

within one perilous stride of the top, finds his progress arrested

when retreat has become impossible. I see above me the pinnacle which I

cannot reach--beneath me the abyss into which I must fall, as soon as

my relaxing grasp and dizzy brain join to hurl me from my present

precarious stance."

"Think better of your situation, my lord," said Varney; "let us try the

experiment in which you have but now acquiesced. Keep we your marriage

from Elizabeth's knowledge, and all may yet be well. I will instantly go

to the lady myself. She hates me, because I have been earnest with your

lordship, as she truly suspects, in opposition to what she terms her

rights. I care not for her prejudices--she SHALL listen to me; and I

will show her such reasons for yielding to the pressure of the times

that I doubt not to bring back her consent to whatever measures these

exigencies may require."




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