On re-entering the parlour, I found Diana standing at the window,

looking very thoughtful. Diana was a great deal taller than I: she

put her hand on my shoulder, and, stooping, examined my face.

"Jane," she said, "you are always agitated and pale now. I am sure

there is something the matter. Tell me what business St. John and

you have on hands. I have watched you this half hour from the

window; you must forgive my being such a spy, but for a long time I

have fancied I hardly know what. St. John is a strange being--"

She paused--I did not speak: soon she resumed "That brother of mine cherishes peculiar views of some sort

respecting you, I am sure: he has long distinguished you by a

notice and interest he never showed to any one else--to what end? I

wish he loved you--does he, Jane?"

I put her cool hand to my hot forehead; "No, Die, not one whit."

"Then why does he follow you so with his eyes, and get you so

frequently alone with him, and keep you so continually at his side?

Mary and I had both concluded he wished you to marry him."

"He does--he has asked me to be his wife."

Diana clapped her hands. "That is just what we hoped and thought!

And you will marry him, Jane, won't you? And then he will stay in

England."

"Far from that, Diana; his sole idea in proposing to me is to

procure a fitting fellow-labourer in his Indian toils."

"What! He wishes you to go to India?"

"Yes."

"Madness!" she exclaimed. "You would not live three months there, I

am certain. You never shall go: you have not consented, have you,

Jane?"

"I have refused to marry him--"

"And have consequently displeased him?" she suggested.

"Deeply: he will never forgive me, I fear: yet I offered to

accompany him as his sister."

"It was frantic folly to do so, Jane. Think of the task you

undertook--one of incessant fatigue, where fatigue kills even the

strong, and you are weak. St. John--you know him--would urge you to

impossibilities: with him there would be no permission to rest

during the hot hours; and unfortunately, I have noticed, whatever he

exacts, you force yourself to perform. I am astonished you found

courage to refuse his hand. You do not love him then, Jane?"

"Not as a husband."

"Yet he is a handsome fellow."




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