As the class goes on I find it hard to concentrate even more, all the thoughts of how do I hold my head up high, in front of my peers, is pulsating in my mind, creating a migraine. Her every word is playing in my mind continuously, as questions stir. I am so confused. I’ve never had a boyfriend before, should I confront him? I mean I deserve to know, especially if the only thing he wants me for now is sex or do I let it slide, and not even question him.
Deciding to give him the benefit of the doubt I decide to keep my questions to myself, I mean I thought I won’t be able to face the rest of the school again but instead I had a whole lot of girls who actually supported me, most of the girls claimed she is just jealous, while others said that Bitch was her middle name, apparently it isn’t an act, it’s her personality. None of the guys believed her either; apparently most of them respected me, saying that I was such a challenge to get that they doubted it was true, as for Kale and his brothers, they were more pissed than anything, insisting that because they are guys and can’t punch her in the face, then Kayla should do it for them. I was amazed by them. According to Kayla there were rumors about his many affairs, but he has never been seen in the public eye with any other girl, in fact I’m the first girl that he’s been seen with ever. And certainly the first time that he has ever displayed affection for in front of others. As much as that eased my mind a little, it wasn’t the reassurance I needed. I needed to hear it from him, I won’t ask him about it now, but I will wait until the appropriate time to actually ask him.