I spend the whole fucking night fantasizing about me running my hands and my tongue all over her badass body. I woke up with a damn hard on. And have been in more physical pain than one can imagine, looking at her with yet another short tight dress, what the hell is she tying to do to me? All I want is to be with her, I wish I had the ability to rewind time, I would have asked her to the dance, and she would have given me a chance to show her how I feel about her. Now I’m left feeling like a piece of shit, as I watch the girl I love, lip lock with someone I know I would never be able to complete with. I mean I’ve heard the other girls talk about him, most of the girls see him as their dream guy.
Fuck my life!
The funny thing is everyday Amy is all over me, coming on to me, and rubbing herself on me, today nothing, today, the damn day that I need a damn distraction is the day she decides to leave me hanging to wallow in my own pain, crazy huh. I can’t spend the day thinking of what could have been or dreaming of a girl I can’t have, the best way to get over someone is to find someone new, I know Amy is up for this, so I think I will finally make my move, she’s no Malaya, but she is the next best thing around here.