"Clara and I have talked about it again and again," Herbert pursued,

"and the dear little thing begged me only this evening, with tears in

her eyes, to say to you that, if you will live with us when we come

together, she will do her best to make you happy, and to convince her

husband's friend that he is her friend too. We should get on so well,

Handel!"

I thanked her heartily, and I thanked him heartily, but said I could not

yet make sure of joining him as he so kindly offered. Firstly, my

mind was too preoccupied to be able to take in the subject clearly.

Secondly,--Yes! Secondly, there was a vague something lingering in my

thoughts that will come out very near the end of this slight narrative.

"But if you thought, Herbert, that you could, without doing any injury

to your business, leave the question open for a little while--"

"For any while," cried Herbert. "Six months, a year!"

"Not so long as that," said I. "Two or three months at most."

Herbert was highly delighted when we shook hands on this arrangement,

and said he could now take courage to tell me that he believed he must

go away at the end of the week.

"And Clara?" said I.

"The dear little thing," returned Herbert, "holds dutifully to her

father as long as he lasts; but he won't last long. Mrs. Whimple

confides to me that he is certainly going."

"Not to say an unfeeling thing," said I, "he cannot do better than go."

"I am afraid that must be admitted," said Herbert; "and then I shall

come back for the dear little thing, and the dear little thing and I

will walk quietly into the nearest church. Remember! The blessed darling

comes of no family, my dear Handel, and never looked into the red book,

and hasn't a notion about her grandpapa. What a fortune for the son of

my mother!"

On the Saturday in that same week, I took my leave of Herbert,--full

of bright hope, but sad and sorry to leave me,--as he sat on one of the

seaport mail coaches. I went into a coffee-house to write a little note

to Clara, telling her he had gone off, sending his love to her over and

over again, and then went to my lonely home,--if it deserved the name;

for it was now no home to me, and I had no home anywhere.




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