But they do in this case.
Without murder, Jethro and I would never be allowed to get married. We’d never be allowed to live.
The deadline of my own demise tried to shred my confidence. I might be the killer currently, but soon, I would be back to being the prey.
Spittle flew from Bonnie’s lips. “Impossible. Jethro is loyal. He knows his responsibilities—”
“Responsibilities?” I laughed in her face. “Your son shot him. That loyalty died the moment you had him killed in cold blood. We’re together. Against all of you.”
Bonnie shuddered. “Never. A Hawk would never work with a Weaver.”
“Lies. I know more of your history now. I know that Hawks gave Weavers leniencies throughout the years. I also know there was more than one generation who tried to stop this ludicrous debt.”
“You know nothing, you insolent child.”
My heart raced as I shook my head. Short black hair curtained my cheeks, giving the illusion we were already in a coffin, blocked off from the world.
“I know Jethro walked in and saw his brother dead. I know he helped me clean up. I know he—”
“How that boy is still alive is beyond me.” Bonnie interrupted me as if she couldn’t stand to hear more. Perhaps she did care, after all. “It’s an abomination of nature.”
My fingers tightened. “No, I’ll tell you what’s the abomination. That’s you. You’re the abomination. You twisted your family into criminals.”
I waved at the room, the majestic Hall, the entire Hawksridge estate. “This is more than most people will have in their entire lives. You have everything, yet you seek to destroy everyone.”
I rushed my parting words. “Once Jethro arrived, he helped me dispose of Daniel. We took him outside the fence of Almasi Kipanga. We left him on the plains…”
Understanding etched Bonnie’s grey-washed face.
“You know, don’t you? You know what happened from there.”
Her pallor turned sickly, her lips tinting blue. “They ate him.”
I nodded. “They ate him. Piece by piece. Chunk by chunk. Daniel no longer exists. Just like you will no longer exist.”
My arm pushed harder, pressing her against the carpet. “I’ve killed your grandson, but I haven’t finished.”
Bonnie tried to yell.
I clamped a hand over her lips. “Ah, no bringing attention to us. I haven’t told you the best part yet.”
She shook her head, trying to free her mouth.
“I’m going to kill your son. I’m going to ensure your mad family tree dies. Only sane Hawks will continue. I’m going to kill Cut. I don’t know how, but I will. The only one who will pay the Debt Inheritance is him.”
Her struggles became frantic.
I held her down, riding her like she was a bucking bronco. I waited for her to tire herself out so I could look her in the eye as I strangled her. Only…she never tired.
Her body moved inhumanely, twitching like the undead, knocking me off her with super strength. Her gaze locked with mine; she stiffened and bowed. Her right arm flailed outward and the ire in her gaze changed to terror.
My stomach tangled as her entire body scrunched up in agony.
Shit.
Four-hundred and five.
Four-hundred and six.
Four-hundred…and seven…heartbeats.
She’s having a heart attack.
Seconds whizzed past as the knowledge sank deep.
No!
Fate stole her death away from me.
I wanted to take it.
Her heart.
Her life.
She owed me.
But the very thing I’d stabbed in Daniel was now failing in Bonnie.
Thump—thump. Thump…
“Damn you, Bonnie.” I climbed to my feet, standing over her with the flower shears. I’d wanted to capture her soul as it escaped her body but destiny hadn’t judged me worthy. Perhaps claiming Daniel’s soul was all I was allowed. Bonnie’s belonged to more powerful entities.
The ghosts of my ancestor’s filled her chest cavity, slipping into heart chambers, blocking veins and arteries.
Her back arched as if an exorcism was performed. She reached for me. The greyness of her face slipped straight into starch white. “He—hel—help…”
“No…”
I backed away.
I wasn’t worthy enough to take her life, but I would watch every moment. I would stand vigil as she passed away at my feet and would cherish the moment when she existed no more.
But then the door swung in.
The fucking door swung and Cut entered.
He stormed into the room. Summoned by deep family bond, his posture switched from confident and assured to frozen in shock. His eyes bounced between me standing over his mother with sharp scissors and Bonnie convulsing on the floor. His eyes glittered, his face arranging into symptoms of disbelief, shock, and outrage.
How long did it take someone to die of cardiac arrest?
Die, Bonnie. Die.
The mantra repeated from when I’d killed Daniel.
Die, Hawk. Die.
“Fuck!” Cut launched into action, sprinting across the boudoir and slamming to his knees beside his mother.
She rattled and chortled, breathless and wheezing. Her eyes begged for help while her heart suffocated.
“Hold on. Hold on.” Raising his voice, he screamed, “Someone call a fucking ambulance!”
No one replied. No Diamond Brothers spilled into the room. No one to take orders.