“Oh, you don’t have to,” I tried to protest, but he waved me off and sauntered away, disappearing into the kitchen.
As I waited, I stewed over the fact that I was going to Nantucket instead of spending time with Caleb. It shouldn’t have bothered me so much, but it did.
“I’m sorry.” Harper came hurrying out of the kitchen toward me. She practically fell into the seat opposite me. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes had this bright kind of madness to them that I recognized. She was in a creative mood and high on it.
“Hey, I can leave,” I said, not wanting to interrupt her flow. “If you need to get back in there.”
“Nah.” She shook her head. “Everything I can do right now is done. What do you need to tell me?”
Before I could open my mouth, the kitchen doors swung open and a guy I didn’t recognize in chef whites appeared. He was carrying two plates of food, which he brought over to us. “From Jason. Enjoy.” And he disappeared just as quickly.
I stared down at a beautiful plate of pan-fried hake, heritage potatoes, mussels, and a saffron butter sauce. It was one of my favorite dishes on the current menu. “Oh, yum. Who was the guy?” I asked, digging in, not one to lose my appetite when I was anxious or nervous.
“Denny, new sous chef.” She shrugged, picking up her fork and knife.
“Oh, what happened to Kevin?”
“New job. I didn’t tell you?”
“Nope.”
She looked up from her plate. “We’re not here to talk about our staffing situation. What happened this morning?”
And that’s how over the best lunch I’d had in a while I told Harper everything about Nick on Saturday night, then coming to a real understanding with Caleb, him advising me to talk to Nick, and finally what Nick actually had to say.
When I was done, Harper slumped back in her chair, looking exhausted for me. “Babe.”
“Right.”
“God, it never ceases to amaze me how messed up people are.”
My smile was sad. “I know.”
She narrowed her eyes on me. “So … you’re not even a little gratified?”
“About what?”
“That all this time the bastard has been so hung up on you that he screwed up his whole life.”
“You know me better than that.”
“You’re sad for Gemma.” She sighed and nodded. “I get that.”
“I’m even a little sad for him,” I whispered, hating to admit it. “He screwed up his marriage over something that wasn’t even real. I was only ever an infatuation. He didn’t know me like I thought he knew me, and I definitely didn’t know him. Plus, you don’t cheat on someone you apparently adore, right? I don’t even think it was our relationship he was holding on to either. I think he just … he didn’t want to grow up. He always seemed to be the one in control when we were kids, the protector, the one Gem and I could rely on. After high school he just seemed so lost. I remember how the thought of the future scared the shit out of him. He preferred living in the past.”
“Right.” She dropped her fork and knife on her empty plate. “But after all this time, with everyone thinking you got the raw deal, that you were the victim, it turns out you were the one who escaped.”
I nodded, having thought the same myself. “I know. I realized that as he left my office this morning. I finally realized that I was the lucky one. As heartbroken as I am for Gem, I can’t tell you how much peace it gives me knowing my life is better for the fact that he left me.”
Harper reached across the table and squeezed my hand. “I’m glad.”
I covered her hand with mine and then took a deep breath to prompt, “Speaking of relationships.” She immediately tried to pull her hand away but I held on. “I’m not judging, Harp. I just … I’m just a little concerned.”
She wouldn’t meet my eyes. “There’s nothing to be concerned about.”
“Vince doesn’t seem so happy and supportive anymore about your job. And you just sat there letting that groupie flirt with him right in front of you. Not Harper-like behavior.”
Harper yanked her hand free, glaring at me. “I was being classy.”
“Oh, unlike me?”
Her lips twitched, amusement cutting through the chill in her eyes. “No, it was funny when you shooed her away.”
“So why didn’t you?”
“I promised Vince I wouldn’t react to the girls. He warned me that they get a bit much and he’s had problems with girlfriends before not reacting well to it. I know that it’s just part of the industry he wants to be in and so I have to learn to let it go.”
“The same way he’s letting the fact that you work long hours go?”
Harper stared at me, clearly deciding between being pissed at me for asking and being grateful I cared enough to. Thankfully she decided on the latter. “He’d never mentioned it before. Saturday night was the first night he ever said something negative about it. We talked yesterday and he admitted that my hours do bother him, but not for him, for me. He’s worried I’m burning myself out.”
That I could understand. “And what did you say?”
She sucked in a breath. “I’m not going to lie, Ava. I worry about it too sometimes. That if I’m going to be working this hard, then surely it should be for myself.”
“You want to open your own restaurant?”
“Dessert bar.” She smiled shyly. “Eventually. Not yet, anyway. I convinced him that I’m good and he seemed to accept it.”
There was something in her tone that was off. She sounded placating, and that wasn’t Harper. She did what she wanted, no matter what anyone else said. “Okay. As long as you’re happy.”
“Very. Now, what about you?” She sought to change the subject. “And Mr. Scott?”
The reminder that I didn’t have him for long crashed over me. “It looks like we’ll be finishing things up sooner that I’d thought. The Shrew called. This time on Wednesday I’ll be in goddamn Nantucket.”
Eighteen
While Caleb vented about his day at the office, I tried my best not to be distracted by the longing in my chest, that harsh pang of feeling I got anytime I remembered tonight would be the last night we spent together.
When we met at my favorite Italian restaurant in Back Bay, one of the first things I wanted to ask him was when he was leaving. It seemed even more crucial to know since he’d been unable to meet me the night before. Things at the office had exploded and Caleb was up to his neck in the disaster. He video-called me from the office to show me him standing in the North American division CFO’s office surrounded by piles and piles of files.
That meant that if he was leaving sooner than expected, tonight was all we had. However, I didn’t want to seem desperate or upset when the guy was clearly stressed out.
“Long story short,” he said, sipping at the Scotch he’d ordered, “the bastard was not only lazy—he was using company money for private investments. Savvy investments too. If only he’d used that savvy tae do his job right, I wouldn’t be sitting here having not slept for thirty-six hours. Anyway, I presented my findings tae the CEO. He took it tae our bosses in Tokyo. A few hours later we dragged the sleekit wee bastard into a conference call and he was fired.”
“My God, what an idiot.” I shook my head, thinking about all the people who would kill for a chance at a six-figure salary.
“Aye, well, they wanted me tae stick around and interview new candidates for the position, but I’m needed back in the Glasgow office.” He stifled a yawn with his fist as my heart began to thump hard in my chest.
“When do you leave?”
Caleb’s gaze suddenly intensified as he leaned back in his seat. “Thursday morning. I dinnae think I’ll be much use tae you tonight, but that still gives us Wednesday.”
I winced. “Actually, it doesn’t.”
He scowled. “Why?”
“Do you remember when I mentioned the difficult client I have right now?” At his nod, I continued, “She’s demanding I head back out to the house on Nantucket tomorrow. I won’t be back until Thursday.”