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The rain, a steady, drumming splatter, began before morning. It rode on a kicky little wind that had the tender green leaves shivering and foamed the surf. Throughout the day it continued to blow and spit, until the air was raw with damp, the sea as unremittingly gray as the sky. It showed no signs of abating by evening.

It was good for the flowers, Mia told herself as she stood at the window and stared at the unbroken dullness of the gloom. The earth needed a good soaking, and despite the chill, there would be no frost to damage delicate buds.

The first fine day, she would take off work and spend hours gardening. An entire, precious day with no company, and no demands but her flowers.

That was the beauty and privilege of owning her own business.

The occasional privilege helped balance out the weight of responsibility. Of business, and of magic. She had a dozen things to do in the store that day. It didn't matter that she'd slept poorly, tossed in her dreams, or that her mood was so low she'd wanted nothing so much as to bury herself under the blankets. The fact that she'd considered it, even briefly, had been sufficiently appalling to get her up and out.

Then she'd forgotten, and she never forgot anything, that Nell and Ripley were coming to the house. At least they were a distraction, something to keep her mind off her memories and dreams, unwelcome intruders into the disciplined order of her life.

He'd snuck into her dreams. The bastard.

"Would you rather do this another time? Mia?"

"What?" Frowning, she looked up. Blinked. By the goddess, she wasn't even paying attention to her distraction. "No, no. Sorry. The rain's making me edgy."

"Right." Ripley slouched in her chair, hooked a leg over its arm. There was a bowl of popcorn in her lap, and she popped pieces in her mouth quickly, carelessly. "Like it's a weather pattern that got under your skin."

Saying nothing, Mia walked to the sofa, curled up. Tucking her bare feet under the spread of her skirt, she flicked a finger at the stone fireplace across the room. The logs burst into snapping, sizzling flame.

"There, that's better." She plumped one of her velvet pillows as if she had no concern other than her own comfort. "Now, Nell, what did you want to talk to me about before we discuss our plans for the solstice?"

"Get her." Ripley gestured with her wineglass, and dumped a neat fall of popcorn in her mouth with her free hand. "Sounds like the chairwoman for some ladies social club."

"Not so far off. Club, coven. But anytime you want to take charge, Deputy Fife - "

"Okay." Nell held up a hand for peace. It seemed she was always calling for peace when Mia and Ripley spent more than ten minutes together. There were times when she thought it would be simpler to just knock their heads together. "Why don't we move beyond the insult portion of our program? I wanted to say that I thought the first meeting of the cooking club went well."

Mia steadied her temper. Nodded. She leaned over, contemplated the glossy purple grapes she'd arranged on a pale green dish. Selected one. "It did. It was a terrific idea, Nell. I think we'll find it brings business into the store, and the cafe. We sold a dozen cookbooks that night, and a dozen more since."

"I was thinking after we give it a couple of months to see if interest holds, we might want to plan a combination event with the book club. Maybe around Christmas. I know that's a long way off, but - "

"But it never hurts to plan," Mia finished and, nipping into a second grape, leveled a smirk in Ripley's direction. "There are a number of novels that have food playing a major role, and some even have recipes. We might suggest one for the book club, then the cooking club could prepare the dishes. Everybody has fun."

"And you sell books," Ripley pointed out.

"Which, oddly enough, is the primary function of Cafe Book. Now - "

"There's something else."

Mia paused, lifted an eyebrow at Nell. "All right."

Nervous, Nell pressed her lips together. "I know selling books is the primary function, but, well, I had this idea a while ago. I've been playing with it in my head, trying to see if it would work, or be worthwhile. You may think it's out of line, but - "

"Oh, for heaven's sake, Nell." Out of patience, Ripley shifted in her chair and set the bowl of popcorn aside. "She thinks you should expand the cafe."

"Ripley! Would you just let me tell it my way?"

"I would, but I don't have a week to spare before I get home."

"Expand the cafe?" Mia interrupted. "It already takes up nearly half the square feet on the second level."

"Yes, the way things are now." After shooting Ripley a hot look, Nell turned back to Mia. "But if you took out the windows on the east side, added a terrace of, oh, say six feet by ten feet, used atrium or sliding doors leading out to it, you'd have more room for seating, and the benefit of alfresco seating in good weather."

Because Mia said nothing, just lifted her glass from the table, Nell rushed on. "I could extend the menu here and there, adding more entree selections for a nice, casual dinner during the summer evening hours. Of course you'd have to take on more help, and . . . and I should mind my own business."

"I didn't say that." Mia leaned back. "But it is a complicated idea. There's zoning, and building codes. Then there's cost, and the ratio of profit projection against that cost. The potential loss of business during that kind of remodel."

"I've, um, looked into it. A little." With a quick, sheepish smile, Nell pulled a stack of papers out of her satchel.

Mia stared, then sat back with a long laugh. "You've been busy, little sister. All right, let me look it all over, think about it. It's intriguing," she murmured. "More seating, entree selections . . . I imagine, if successful, it would nip into the hotel's dinner business, at least during the season."

At Mia's small, satisfied smile, Nell felt a wave of guilt. "There's one more thing. We had Sam Logan over for dinner," she blurted out.

Mia's smile slipped away. "Excuse me?"

"You had that rat bastard at your table!" Ripley popped out of her chair. "You fed him a meal? Did you at least poison him while you were at it?"

"No, I didn't poison him. Damn it, I didn't invite him, Zack did. They're friends." Nell sent Mia a look filled with misery and guilt. "I can't tell Zack who he can or can't invite to the house."

"Just let Booke try asking some traitorous son of a bitch to leach off us." Ripley bared her teeth as if she was ready to take a bite out of her new husband whether he had the thought or not. "Zack always was stupid."

"Now, just a minute."

"He's been my brother longer than he's been your husband," Ripley shot back. "I can call him stupid, especially when he is."

"There's no point in this," Mia said quietly and drew both Nell's and Ripley's attention. "No point in casting blame or in recriminations. Zack's entitled to choose his friends, and to have them in his home. That's nothing Nell should feel guilty over. What's between Sam and me is between Sam and me, and it doesn't affect anyone else."

"Doesn't it?" Nell shook her head. "Why didn't anyone tell me he was one of us?"

"Because he's not." It all but exploded out of Ripley. "Sam Logan isn't one of us."

"I don't think Nell was implying he's a girl," Mia said dryly. "Or even an islander. Though, of course, since he was raised here he'll always be considered an islander." She waved her hand as if brushing that aside. "The fact that he has the gift has nothing to do with us."

"You're sure of that?" Nell demanded.

"We are the three." In the stone hearth, flames rose and snapped. "We make the circle. It's for us to do what must be done. Just because some - what was that lovely term of Ripley's - oh, yes, just because some rat bastard has magic doesn't change anything."

Deliberately calm, she stretched out her hand for another grape. "Now, about the solstice."

She wouldn't let it change anything. She would do what had to be done, alone or with her sisters. But she wouldn't allow anyone into their circle. Or into her heart.

In the deepest part of night, while the island slept, she stood on her cliffs. The cold rain poured and the black sea lashed at the jagged rocks as if it would, in one night, wear them to nubs. All around her the irritable wind swirled, snapping at her cloak until it billowed up like wings. There was no light, no relief from the black except the single circling blade from the white tower behind her. It cut over her, the cliffs, the sea. Then left her alone in the dark again. Fly, the canny voice whispered. Fly out and let go, and it will all be over. Why do you fight the inevitable? Why would you live with the loneliness?

How many times, she wondered, had she heard that voice? How many times had she come here, testing herself against it? Even when her heart had been shattered, she'd come. And had won. She would never give in.

"You won't beat me." She felt the cold as the dirty fog slithered over ground and rock. Felt it like icy fingers wrapping around her ankles, where it could tug, and tempt. "I'll never give up." She raised her arms, spread them wide.

And the wild, whirling wind she called tore the fog to tatters.

"What's mine I serve and protect and keep." She lifted her face to the rain, let it wash over her like tears. "Whether I wake or whether I sleep, to what I am I will be true in what I say, in what I do."

Magic poured into her and pulsed like a heart.

"This vow I make, and will not break: I will meet my destiny. As I will, so mote it be."

With her eyes closed, she fisted her hands as if she could beat against the night. As if she could use them to rip through the veil that blinded her from what would come for her.

"Why don't I know ? Why can't I feel? Why can't I do anything but feel?"

Something shivered on the air, like warm hands brushing her cheeks. It wasn't comfort she wanted, or the urges to be patient. So, she turned from them, from the cliffs, and the sea. Her cloak whipped behind her as she ran toward the lights of home.

While Mia wrapped herself in isolation, cocooned in the house on the cliff, Lulu was propped in bed with her third glass of wine, her latest true crime book, Diary of an American Cannibal , and a bag of cheese-and-garlic potato chips. Across the room, the bedroom TV blasted out gunfire as Mel Gibson and Danny Glover kicked ass in Lethal Weapon.

It was, for Lulu, her Saturday-night ritual.

Her nightclothes consisted of ratty shorts, a T-shirt that announced it was better to be rich than stupid, and a book light fastened to a ball cap.

She munched, sipped, divided her attention between the book and the video, and considered herself in her own personal heaven.

Rain drummed outside the windows of her colorful little saltbox, and the breeze rattled the love beads that dangled in lieu of curtains. Content, marginally tipsy, she sprawled under the spread she'd quilted from squares of madras, paisley, and tie-dyed scraps.

You could take the child out of the sixties, but you couldn't take the sixties out of this child, she often thought.

The words on the page began to blur, so she adjusted her glasses, boosted herself up in bed a little more. She just wanted to finish one more chapter and find out if the young prostitute was going to be stupid enough to get her throat slit and her internal organs gutted. Lulu was banking on it.

But her head dipped. She jerked it back up. Blinked. She could have sworn she heard someone whisper her name.

Hearing things, she thought in disgust. Getting old was God's big rip-off. She polished off the glass of wine, glanced toward the TV.

And there was Mel, his pretty face filling the screen, his eyes brilliantly blue as they grinned at her. "Hey, Lu. How's it going?"

She rubbed her eyes, blinked rapidly. But the image was still there. "What the hell?"

"That's what I say! What the hell!" The image drew back, far enough for her to see the gun. Its barrel looked to be the size of a cannon. "Nobody wants to live forever, right?"

The explosion boomed out of the set, flashed hot red light into the room. The sharp pain in Lulu's chest had her crying out, frantically pressing her hands between her breasts. Chips flew as she scrambled up, looking for blood.

She found nothing but her own wildly beating heart.

On the screen Mel and Danny were arguing about police procedure.

Shaken, and feeling like an old fool, Lulu staggered to the window. A little fresh air, she thought. Clear her head. Must've fallen asleep for a minute, she decided as she pushed the rattling beads aside and shoved her window all the way up.

She shivered. It was cold as winter - colder, she realized, than it should have been. And the mists swirling out of the ground had an odd tone to them. Like floating bruises, all dull purples and sickly yellows.

She could see her calliope of flowers, and the moonball rising up through them. Her rude little gargoyle who stuck his tongue out of a grinning mouth at passersby. The rain sounded icy now, and when she reached out the window, cold, sharp shards of it stabbed into her palm. Her glasses slid down as she jerked her hand back. And when she shoved them back into place, she'd have sworn the gargoyle was closer to the house, turned so that instead of his profile she could see three-quarters of the homely face.

Her chest began to hurt from the racing of her heart.

Need new glasses, she thought. Eyes are going.

As she stared, frozen in shock, the gargoyle swiveled to face her. And bared long, vicious teeth.

"Jesus H. Christ!"

She could hear them, actually hear the greedy snap of them as he inched through the fog toward the house. Toward the open window. Behind him, the little flute-playing frog she'd bought the week before began to hop closer. And the flute he held was now a long, jagged-edged knife.

"Nobody will care."

Reeling, she snapped her head around. On TV a huge cartoon snake with Mel Gibson's handsome face leered at her.

"Nobody will give two good shits if you're dead. You've got nobody, do you, Lu? No man, no kid, no family. Nobody to give a rat's ass about you."

"That's bull!" Terror screamed through her as she saw that the gargoyle and his companion had come within a foot of the house while she was looking away. Teeth snapped - a hungry sound, and the knife swished through the thick fog like a deadly metronome.

"That's just horseshit." Her shaking hands fumbled at the window, her breath panting out in puffs as she fought to find a grip on the sash.

As she slammed it down, she fell backward and hit the floor with a jar of her bones. She lay there, struggling to catch her breath, struggling to find her nerve. When she managed to get to her knees, she crawled whimpering toward her sewing basket and grabbed two knitting needles as weapons.

But when she managed to find the courage to go back to the window, the rain was falling warm and gentle, the mists had cleared. And the gargoyle, homely and harmless, squatted in its usual spot, ready to insult the next visitor.

Lulu stood in the bedroom while another firefight broke out on television. She rubbed her hand over her clammy face.

"That must've been some bottle of chardonnay," she said aloud.

But for the first time since she'd moved into the little house, she - armed with her needles - walked through it locking all the doors and windows.

A man, however dedicated, was entitled to some time off. That's what Sam told himself as he drove away from the village. He'd spent hours at his desk, in meetings, doing inspections, reading reports. If he didn't clear his mind, it was going to fry.

And it was Sunday. The rain had finally blown out to sea, leaving the island sparkling like a jewel. Getting out, seeing what on this little clump of land had changed, and what hadn't, was as important to his business as ledgers and projections.

That sensibility, he knew, had skipped a generation in theLogan family. He'd always been aware that his parents had viewed the twenty-odd years they'd spent on Three Sisters as a kind of exile. Which, he imagined, was why they'd found excuses to leave it so often during that period - and then to pull up stakes permanently when his grandfather had died.

It had never been home for them.

Coming back had proved that to him, just as it had proved the island was home for him. One answer he'd come back to find was clear to him now. Three Sisters was his. Pleasure boats were skimming along the water, motors humming or sails fat with wind. It brought him a steadying kind of pleasure to see them. Buoys bobbed, orange, red, white, against the cool blue surface. The land jutted or curved or tumbled out to meet the water.

He saw a family clamming and a young boy chasing gulls.

There were houses that hadn't been there when he'd left. And the time between came home to him as he noticed the weathered silver of cedar and the thick clumps of vegetation. Growth, he thought. Man's and nature's.

Time didn't stand still. Not even on Three Sisters.

As he approached the north point of the island, he turned onto a narrow shale road, listened to his wheels crunch. The last time he'd driven this stretch he'd had a Jeep, with its top off so the air had streamed over him. And his radio had been going full blast.

He had to smile at himself as he realized that while he might be in a Ferrari, he had still put the top down. And turned the stereo up to scream.

"You can take the boy off the island," he murmured, then pulled off the side of the road opposite the bluffs and the house that rose from them.

The house hadn't changed, he decided, and wondered how long it would take the islanders to stop referring to it as theLogan place. Two stories, it rambled over the bluff, jutting out, shooting up as if on its own whim. Someone had recently painted its shutters a dark blue to contrast with the silvered wood. The screened porch and the open decks offered stunning views of the cove, and the sea. The windows were wide, the doors glass. He remembered that his room had faced the water, and how much time he'd spent staring out at it.

How often its changing and unpredictable moods had reflected his own. The sea had always spoken to him.

Still, the house didn't bring him any tug of sentiment, or any lovely haze of nostalgia. The islanders could call it theLogan place for another decade, but it had never been Sam's. It was, in his opinion, a good property in a prime location that had been well maintained by its absentee owners. He hoped the man who owned the Land Rover parked outside it felt he'd gotten his money's worth. Dr. MacAllister Booke, Sam thought now, of the New York Bookes. A man with a brilliant mind, and an unusual bent. Paranormal science. Fascinating. He wondered if Booke had felt like a round peg in the square hole of his family, as he himself had.

Sam got out of his car, walked toward the bluff. It wasn't the house that called him, but the cove. And the cave.

It pleased him, more than he'd expected, to see a bright-yellow sailboat tied to the dock below. And it was a honey, he mused, studying its lines. He'd had a boat tied there too. For as long as he could remember. For that, at least, he felt the tug, the soft haze.

Sailing had been the single real interest that father and son had shared. The best times he'd had with Thaddeus Logan, the only times there had ever been that click of kinship between them, Sam remembered, had been when they were sailing.

They'd actually communicated, connected, during those hours on the water, not just as two people who happened, through circumstance, to occupy places in the same family, the same house. But as father and son who shared a common interest. It was good to remember that.

"Pretty, isn't she? I just got her last month."

Sam turned and, through the lenses of his shaded glasses, watched the man who had spoken walk toward him. Dressed in faded jeans and a gray sweatshirt ragged at the hem, he was tall, with a strong, lean face shadowed by a night's growth of beard. Dark blond hair blew in the frisky breeze, and friendly brown eyes squinted against the flash of sunlight. He had a tough, disciplined build that Sam could admit he hadn't expected from a scholarly spook hunter.

He'd imagined a thin, pale, and nerdish bookworm. Instead, he thought, amused with himself, he was getting Indiana Jones.

"How's she handle in the rough?" Sam asked.

"Oh, like a charm."

They spent a few minutes, thumbs tucked in front pockets, admiring and talking about the boat.

"I'm Mac Booke." Mac held out a hand.

"Sam Logan."

"Thought so. Thanks for the house."

"It wasn't mine, but you're welcome."

"Come on inside, have a beer."

He hadn't intended to socialize, but the offer was so easy and unstudied that Sam found himself heading toward the house with Mac. "Ripley around?"

"No, she's on duty this afternoon. Did you want to see her about something?"

"Absolutely not."

Mac only laughed, and after they climbed the steps to the main deck, opened the door. "I guess that feeling's going to be mutual for a while. Until it all settles in."

The deck led into the living room. Sam remembered it as being polished, full of pastels and pale watercolors. Time hadn't stood still here, either, he mused. The colors were bold and bright, the furnishings tailored for comfort. There were homey, untidy piles of newspapers, books, shoes. One of which a busy puppy was currently gnawing.

"Damn it!" Mac leaped in, tripped over the unmauled mate of the sneaker, and made a grab for the other. The pup was faster, and with the shoe in his mouth he scrambled for cover.

"Mulder! Give me that."

Sam angled his head as man and pup went into a little tug-of-war. The pup lost, but didn't look put out by it.

"Mulder?" Sam asked.

"Yeah, you know -  X-Files guy. Ripley said she named him after me. Her little joke." He heaved out a breath. "She's not going to think it's a joke when she sees her shoe."

Sam crouched, and the pup, thrilled at the prospect of company, raced over to leap and lick. "Pretty dog. Golden retriever?"

"Yeah. We've only had him three weeks. He's smart, and mostly housebroken, but he'll chew through rock if you don't watch him, which I wasn't." Sighing, Mac scooped the pup up and went nose to nose.

"You know who's going to take the heat for this, don't you?"

The puppy wriggled in delight and licked Mac's chin. Giving up on the lecture, Mac tucked Mulder under his arm. "Beer's in the kitchen." He led the way back, got two bottles out of the fridge. On the table sat a number of electronic devices, one of which seemed to be gutted. Idly, Sam reached over to pick one up, and set off a series of beeps and blinking red lights.

"Sorry."

"No problem." Mac's eyes narrowed, a speculative look. "Why don't we take these out on the deck?

Unless you want to look around. You know, the old homestead and whatever."

"No, thanks anyway." But as they started back out, Sam glanced toward the stairs, imagined his room as it had been, and himself watching the sea, or watching for Mia, out the window. From the second floor a new beep sounded.

"Equipment," Mac said easily, and had to squelch the urge to dash upstairs and check readings. "I've got my lab set up in one of the extra bedrooms."

"Hmmm."

Once outside, Mac set Mulder down, and he immediately bounded down the steps and began to sniff along the yard. "Anyway . . ." Mac took a swig of beer, leaned on the rail. "Ripley didn't mention that you were a witch."

Sam opened his mouth, closed it again, then just shook his head. "What, am I wearing a sign?"

"Energy readings." Mac gestured toward the house. "And actually, I'd wondered about it, as I've done a lot of research on the island, the families, the bloodlines, and so on. Did you practice inNew York ?"

"Depends on your definition." It wasn't often that Sam found himself being studied like a science experiment, or that he would have allowed it. But something about Mac appealed to him. "I've never neglected the Craft, but I don't advertise either."

"Makes sense. So what do you think of the legend?"

"I've never considered it a legend. It's history, and fact."

"Exactly." Delighted, Mac lifted his bottle in a kind of toast. "I've done a time line, projecting the spin, you might say, of the cycle. By my calculations - "

"We have until September," Sam interrupted. "No later than the equinox."

Mac nodded slowly. "Well, bingo. Welcome home, Sam."

"Thanks." He sipped his beer. "It's good to be back."

"Are you going to be open to working with me?"

"It'd be stupid to turn down the input of an expert. I've read your books."

"Yeah?"

"You have an open and flexible mind."

"Someone else said that to me, once." Mac thought of Mia, but was tactful enough not to mention her name. "Can I ask you a personal question?"

"Yes, as long as I can tell you to mind your own business as an answer."

"Deal. If you knew September was a kind of deadline, why did you wait so long to come back?"

Sam turned his head, looked out on the cove. "It wasn't my time. This is. Now let me ask you one. In your expert opinion, with your research, your calculations, your projections, am I necessary to the Three Sisters?"

"I'm still working on that. I do know you're part of what's necessary to Mia's role in it - the third step."

"Her acceptance of me." When Mac frowned, drummed his fingers on the deck rail, Sam felt unease slither into his belly. "You don't agree."

"Her choice, when it comes, has to do with her own feelings. Accepting them, and what's right for her. That might mean accepting you, or it might mean resolving her emotions by rejecting you - without malice." Mac cleared his throat. "The last step has to do with love."

"I'm fully aware of that."

"It doesn't require her to . . . it doesn't mean, in my opinion, that she'll be obliged to love you now, but that she accepts what she once felt, and that it wasn't meant. To, well, let you go without resentment and cherish what used to be. Anyway, it's a theory."

The hem of Sam's coat snapped in a stray gust of wind. "I don't like your theory."

"I wouldn't like it either from where you're standing. The third sister killed herself rather than face her lover's desertion. Her circle was broken, and she was alone."

"I know the goddamn story."

"Just hear me out. Even then, she protected the island, and her bloodline and the line of her sisters. As far as she could with what she had left. But she couldn't - or wouldn't - save herself. Couldn't or wouldn't live without the love of one man. That was her weakness, and her mistake."

It was direct enough to follow. It was logical. It was maddening. "And Mia's lived without me very well."

"On one level," Mac agreed. "On another, and in my opinion, she's never resolved her feelings, never forgiven you or accepted. She'll have to, one way or the other, and with a whole heart. If she doesn't, she'll be vulnerable, and as the protective spell weakens, she'll lose."

"And if I'd stayed away?"

"The logical conclusion is you weren't meant to stay away. And the presence of more magic on the island . . . well, it can't hurt."

He'd never thought it could. But his conversation with Mac had put doubts in his mind. He'd come back to the island with no questions about what needed to be, and would be done. He would win Mia again, and once things were as they had been between them, the curse would be broken. End of story.

End of story, he thought now as he walked the beach by the cove, because he hadn't wanted to look beyond it. He wanted Mia, was ready for Mia, and that was that.

He'd never once entertained the notion that her not wanting him, not loving him, might be the answer. He looked toward the mouth of the cave. Maybe it was time to explore that possibility, and face his ghosts. As he walked toward the cave, his heart beat too fast. He stopped, waiting until he'd controlled it, then ducked into the cave's shadows.

For a moment, it was filled with sound. Their voices, her laughter. The sighs of lovers. And of weeping.

She'd come here to cry for him. Knowing it, feeling it, sliced him with sharp stabs of guilt. He willed them clear, then stood in the silence, with only the backdrop of the surf lapping at the shore. When he'd been a boy, the cave had been Aladdin's, or a bandit's hideout, or whatever he and Zack and other friends had made it.

Then he'd no longer been a boy, or not quite a boy, and it had been Mia. His legs felt weak as he moved to the far wall, knelt and saw the words he'd carved for her. She hadn't scored them out. Until that moment, until a fist released its squeezing grip on his heart, he hadn't realized he'd been afraid she might. That she could. And if she could, that her heart would be lost to him. Ever and always.

He reached out, and light filled the words, seemed to drip from them like tears of gold. He felt in that light everything the boy had felt when he'd carved them, with magic and utter faith.

It rocked him, staggered him that there had been so much bursting inside that boy that the man he was could still reel from it. And ache for it.

The power was still there. Why would it be, if it meant nothing? Was it only his will, his wish, that brought back to life what had been?

They'd loved here, so wrapped up in each other that the world could have ended without them knowing, or caring. They'd shared bodies, and hearts. And magic.

He could see her now, rising above him, her hair like wildfire and her skin golden. Her arms lifted as she rode them both past reason.

Or curled against him in sleep with her mouth curved in contentment. Or sitting close while they talked, her face alight with excitement, so full of plans. So young. Was it his fate to let her go, before he had her again? To be forgiven, then forgotten?

The idea stabbed at him, left him shaken as he got to his feet. Unable to bear the press of memories any longer, he turned away from them and walked out of the cave.

Into the sunlight, a flash like fire, where she stood with her back to the sea.