“They said that kidnapping looks unlikely at this point. Only one tiny set of prints in the snow leading from the house into the woods. Unfortunately, they get sporadic from there once the canopy of evergreens shields large sections of the forest floor.”
“Okay, give Rafe a call back and tell him I’ll be there ASAP.”
Cat stood, wrapping a sheet around her and started for the bathroom. “I’m coming, too. I want to help.”
He relayed that to Galen who, to his credit, didn’t ask why he was with Cat so early in the morning. “They have five guys from the precinct there now,” Galen said, “but the rest of the volunteers are neighbors and family, so I know they’ll appreciate your expertise.”
He gave Shane the address and they disconnected. By the time he got his socks and shoes on, Cat was coming out of the bathroom fully dressed.
“Make sure you put on snow boots.”
“What about you?” she asked, peering down at the dress shoes he’d worn for his date the night before.
“No time. I’ll be fine.”
She looked like she wanted to argue but then nodded. “Let’s go.”
The twenty-minute ride felt like an eternity, and in spite of her efforts to fill the heavy silence, he could feel the rising tension between them. He wished he knew why, or how to stop it, but right now, every ounce of his energy needed to be focused on Grace Abbott. Gracie, Galen had called her.
Gracie, whom they would find alive and well.
“It’s this left,” Cat said, pointing to a narrow, snow-covered road marked PAWTUCK 7-15.
He made the turn and pulled up to the small house where a dozen people stood in a half-circle around Rafe, who was handing out sheets of paper.
He and Cat exited the car and approached the group.
“Thanks for coming, guys, much appreciated.” Rafe gestured for Shane to stand next to him, and Cat moved to line up with the other civilian volunteers.
Shane scanned the group, taking in the expectant faces pinched with worry. His old friend continued in an authoritative, steady tone. “This is Shane Decker. Shane is a specialist and has traveled all over the world developing search-and-rescue procedures for government and private organizations alike, as well as spearheading rescues for countless global disasters. We’re very lucky to have him here today to help us find little Gracie.”
He turned to Shane and handed him a map. “We have one group out now—ten people including the parents—with our field officers, and a three-man crew of park rangers from the fish and game department. They’re focusing on the perimeter of the lake.”
The group was dressed appropriately, thank God, and seemed highly motivated and ready to listen. He took a long look at the map before addressing them.
“That’s a good start,” Shane said with a nod. “If she’s already gotten to a main road, which seems unlikely, there’s a better chance of her being found or seen. So, for now, we’re going to start with the three square miles of wooded terrain surrounding the house. If we work in ever-widening circles around the lake rather than taking a few square acres at a time, we’ll form a virtual net of eyes and ears. That way, if she’s still on the move, it will minimize the chance of her always being one section ahead of or behind us.”
The volunteers murmured and nodded.
Several officers exited the cottage, and an older woman followed to stand on the porch. Her arms were crossed over her chest tight, and her face was a mask of grief.
Rafe followed his line of sight and pursed his lips. “That’s the grandmother, Maggie Abbott. She’s not in the best of health but wanted to come and help. She’s going to stay at the house and wait in case Grace finds her way back.”
“Cat, can you go with Maggie and see if the two of you can set up a hot drink and food station for the team? It could be a while and in these temperatures, people are going to have to rest, warm up, and refuel. Maybe also see if you can dig up spare sets of gloves, hats, and scarves in case things get wet or lost?”
Cat’s eyes narrowed, but she nodded briskly and crunched through the snow toward Maggie. He watched her receding back, saying one more silent prayer for Gracie. He’d sent Cat to be with the grandmother partly for the reason he’d said, and partly because Maggie Abbott clearly needed a strong shoulder. But if he was being honest with himself, there was a far bigger reason.
He scanned the volunteers and swallowed the bile that rose in his throat. One of these people would find Gracie. He knew it as sure as he knew his own name because he wouldn’t sleep until they did. What he didn’t know was whether she would be alive or dead.
Sometimes he fucking hated this job.
“Okay, team. Here’s how we’re going to do it.”
…
Cat stared out the window while stirring the pot of hot chocolate on the stove. It had been three hours, and soon, another major storm was set to pass through. The teams had made a full pass through the woods to no avail, aside from a tiny red boot that had been found on one of the trails an hour before. Shane had doubled the number of people searching that area, but so far, they hadn’t heard any news.
“We’ve got four coming in right now,” Maggie called from the front door.
Cat ran over to stand next to her, trying to make out the silhouettes in the distance. No Shane. He had only come in once since they’d arrived, and that had only been to fill a thermos full of coffee and go back out. She tamped down the worry, reminding herself for the hundredth time that he was the expert. He’d know when it was time to take a break. She went back into the kitchen to ladle up four steaming mugs of cocoa and then set them on the table.
Maggie bustled in a moment later and grabbed a log from the woodpile near the door. “I’m going to build up the fire a bit.”
Cat nodded. “Good idea.” She watched Maggie struggle with the log through the doorway to the living room, but knew better than to offer to help. Somehow, right from the get-go, Shane had known that Maggie needed a job to do, and had Cat give her one that she was taking very seriously. In the midst of this horrifying, chaotic event in her life, he’d given her a purpose, and Cat was fairly certain that purpose was the only thing holding the older woman together right now.
She glanced at the clock again and bit her lip. Maggie wasn’t the only one having a hard time keeping it together. In the hours since Gracie’s disappearance, Cat had met her parents, seen the wear on their faces, watched friends and family file in and out, getting more despondent with every passing hour. She’d listened to Maggie tell story after story about her “little love bug.” The first time Gracie had said “grandma,” which came out more like “gamma” and had stuck to this day. The way she loved to play tea party with her dolls, only instead of tea, they had soup because tea was yucky.
As the day progressed and the stories got too hard to tell, Maggie would disappear for a while and Cat would pace around the small cottage, trying not to look at the family photos plastering the walls, slowly driving her insane. Gracie as a chubby toddler in her swimmies on the pier. Gracie on Christmas morning surrounded by gifts, doe-like brown eyes full of wonder. Gracie in her little blue coat by the lake feeding the ducks.
Cat squeezed the bridge of her nose and swallowed hard.
“You okay?”
She dashed the tears from her eyes and turned to find Rafe standing by the table cupping a mug of cocoa in a gloved hand. She hadn’t even heard him come in.
“Yeah, I’m good. Fine. You?”
He nodded grimly. “Yeah. Just fine.”
Neither of them was fine. She needed only to look at the tightness around his mouth and feel the mounting sense of hopelessness hanging between them, unspoken, to know it.
She cleared her throat to dislodge the lump that had wedged itself there. “It’s getting really cold out there. Maybe I should spell one of the search party members who’ve been out all day and someone can come in here? The parents haven’t stopped since this morning.” She wrapped her arms around her shoulders to chase away the shiver that went through her every time she thought of little Gracie out there in the cold for more than five hours.
Rafe shrugged and looked away. “The Abbotts won’t come in until Gracie’s been found. The rest of the crew is dressed for the weather, and it’s stopped snowing, so overall, not too bad as far as cold goes. Plus, you’re doing a great job and I think it’s better for Maggie if you’re here now that you have a rapport.”
“Whatever you think is best.” She wasn’t about to argue with him. She only wanted to help. Still, something in his face—
Frantic shouts from outside and Rafe’s suddenly beeping radio urged them to rush to the front door. Cat’s heart pounded in her chest when they stepped onto the porch and scanned the yard. Three adult silhouettes ran through the snowy woods in the distance, the largest cradling a small, motionless figure.
“Oh sweet Jesus.” Maggie stood in the doorway, face drained of color. “Please, God, please no.”
The shouts grew louder and moving shapes became clearer. Shane. It was Shane, and he had Gracie in his arms wrapped in a blanket, one red boot sticking out of the bottom.
One of the three, a female volunteer, broke away, sprinting toward the house. Tears streamed unchecked down her face. “She’s alive, she’s going to be okay!”
Maggie let out a sob and rushed down the stairs. Rafe followed after her, taking her arm to help her traverse the snowy ground. Cat looked on from the porch, gripping the railing like a lifeline, as Shane strode up to the child’s grandmother and lifted the blanket away from Gracie’s face.
“She’s exhausted. Still dehydrated and won’t drink much. She’s got a moderate case of hypothermia, but I saw no signs of frostbite. An ambulance will be here in five minutes or less to take her to the hospital and have her checked out.”
Maggie dropped her head onto Gracie’s chest. “Thank you, thank you,” she murmured over and over, wrapping her arms around her granddaughter and the man who had brought her home.
“Did someone notify the parents yet?” Rafe asked.
Shane nodded, pulling away from Maggie. “Yes. We called them, and they’re en route now. They were about a mile out, so they’ll be here any minute. Maggie,” he said gently, “let’s get her inside near the fire until the ambulance comes, all right?”
Maggie straightened and took a shuddering breath. “Of course, of course, come on.”
She gripped Shane’s elbow like she couldn’t bear to lose contact and led them up the stairs to where Cat stood looking on. He searched her face. “You okay?”
She pasted on a reassuring smile. “I’m great.” But that was a lie. She peered down at Grace’s face, pink and so very alive, and her relief was so all-encompassing that her legs could barely hold her. She was a nanosecond away from breaking into gut-wrenching sobs, but managed to hold it together through sheer force of will. She followed them into the house, joined by the rescue crews and police officers who had begun trickling in from the woods.
The chatter was jubilant and incessant coming from all directions, but Cat was able to piece together that Gracie had heard a noise outside in the wee hours of the morning and hoped it was Santa coming again. She’d donned her boots and went outside to follow the sounds but, with the snow falling, had quickly gotten lost. At some point, she came across a ground-level wooden hunting blind about a mile from the cottage. She went inside, burrowed beneath an old wool blanket she found on the floor, and fell asleep. One of the volunteers had passed the blind and even approached to look inside, but didn’t see the tiny girl under the dirty old blanket. Luckily, when Shane heard about the boot being found, he went back to the area and saw the blind as well.
“Thank you for coming with me.” Shane had come up behind her and laid a hand on her shoulder. “You did a really great job holding Maggie together.”