Jordan was now standing in the middle of the living room, white-faced, with his phone forgotten in his hand. Maia could hear a tinny, distant voice coming from it, saying his name.
Maia dropped the menu and hurried across the room to him. She took the phone out of his hand, disconnected the call, and set it on the counter. "Jordan? What happened?"
"My roommate-Nick-you remember?" he said, disbelief in his hazel eyes. "You never met him but-"
"I saw the photos of him," she said. "Has something happened?"
"He's dead."
"How?"
"Throat torn out, all his blood gone. They think he tracked his assignment down and she killed him."
"Maureen?" Maia was shocked. "But she was just a little girl."
"She's a vampire now." He took a ragged breath. "Maia..."
She stared at him. His eyes were glassy, his hair tousled. A sudden panic rose inside her. Kissing and cuddling and even sex were one thing. Comforting someone when they were stricken with loss was something else. It meant commitment. It meant caring. It meant you wanted to ease their pain, and at the same time you were thanking God that whatever the bad thing was that had happened, it hadn't happened to them.
"Jordan," she said softly, and reaching up on her toes, she put her arms around him. "I'm sorry."
Jordan's heart beat hard against hers. "Nick was only seventeen."
"He was a Praetor, like you," she said softly. "He knew it was dangerous. You're only eighteen." He tightened his grip on her but said nothing. "Jordan," she said. "I love you. I love you and I'm sorry."
She felt him freeze. It was the first time she'd said the words since a few weeks before she'd been bitten. He seemed to be holding his breath. Finally he let it out with a gasp.
"Maia," he croaked. And then, unbelievably, before he could say another word-her phone rang.
"Never mind," she said. "I'll ignore it."
He let her go, his face soft, bemused with grief and amazement. "No," he said. "No, it could be important. You go ahead."
She sighed and went to the counter. It had stopped ringing by the time she reached it, but there was a text message blinking on the screen. She felt her stomach muscles tighten.
"What is it?" Jordan asked, as if he had sensed her sudden tension. Maybe he had.
"A 911. An emergency." She turned to him, holding the phone. "A call to battle. It went out to everyone in the pack. From Luke-and Magnus. We have to leave right away."
Clary sat on the floor of Jace's bathroom, her back against the tile of the tub, her legs stretched out in front of her. She had cleaned the blood from her face and body, and rinsed her bloody hair in the sink. She was wearing her mother's ceremonial dress, rucked up to her thighs, and the tiled floor was cold against her bare feet and calves.
She looked down at her hands. They ought to look different, she thought. But they were the same hands she'd always had, thin fingers, squared-off nails-you didn't want long nails when you were an artist-and freckles on the backs of the knuckles. Her face looked the same too. All of her seemed the same, but she wasn't. These past few days had changed her in ways she couldn't quite yet fully comprehend.
She stood up and looked at herself in the mirror. She was pale, between the flame colors of her hair and the dress. Bruises decorated her shoulders and throat.
"Admiring yourself?" She hadn't heard Sebastian open the door, but there he was, smirking intolerably as always, propped against the frame of the doorway. He was wearing a kind of gear she had never seen before: the usual tough material, but in a scarlet color like fresh blood. He had also added an accessory to his outfit-a recurved crossbow. He held it casually in one hand, though it must have been heavy. "You look lovely, sister. A fitting companion for me."
She bit back her words with the taste of blood that still lingered in her mouth, and walked toward him. He caught at her arm as she tried to squeeze past him in the doorway. His hand ran over her bare shoulder. "Good," he said. "You're not Marked here. I hate it when women ruin their skin with scars. Keep the Marks on your arms and legs."
"I'd rather you didn't touch me."
He snorted, and swung the crossbow up. A bolt was fitted to it, ready to fire. "Walk," he said. "I'll be right behind you."
It took every ounce of effort she had not to flinch away from him. She turned and walked toward the door, feeling a burning between her shoulder blades where she imagined the arrow of the crossbow was trained. They moved like that down the glass stairs and through the kitchen and living room. He grunted at the sight of Clary's scrawled rune on the wall, reached around her, and under his hand a doorway appeared. The door itself swung open onto a square of darkness.
The crossbow jabbed Clary hard in the back. "Move."
Taking a deep breath, she stepped out into the shadows.
Alec slammed his hand against the button in the small cage elevator, and slumped back against the wall. "How much time do we have?"
Isabelle checked the glowing screen of her mobile phone. "About forty minutes."
The elevator lurched upward. Isabelle cast a covert glance at her brother. He looked tired-dark circles were under his eyes. Despite his height and strength, Alec, with his blue eyes and soft black hair almost to his collar, looked more delicate than he was. "I'm fine," he said, answering her unspoken question. "You're the one who's going to be in trouble for staying away from home. I'm over eighteen. I can do what I want."
"I texted Mom every night and told her I was with you and Magnus," Isabelle said as the elevator came to a stop. "It's not like she didn't know where I was. And speaking of Magnus..."
Alec reached across her and pulled the elevator's inside cage door open. "What?"
"Are you two okay? I mean, getting along all right?"
Alec shot her an incredulous look as he stepped out into the entryway. "Everything's going to hell in a handbasket, and you want to know about my relationship with Magnus?"
"I've always wondered about that expression," Isabelle said thoughtfully as she hurried after her brother down the hallway. Alec had long, long legs and, though she was fast, it was hard to keep up with him when he wanted it to be. "Why a handbasket? What is a handbasket, and why is it a particularly good form of transportation?"
Alec, who had been Jace's parabatai long enough to have learned to ignore conversational tangents, said, "Magnus and I are okay, I guess."
"Uh-oh," Isabelle said. "Okay, you guess? I know what it means when you say that. What happened? Did you have a fight?"
Alec was tapping his fingers against the wall as they raced along, a sure sign that he was uncomfortable. "Quit trying to meddle around in my love life, Iz. What about you? Why aren't you and Simon a couple? You obviously like him."
Isabelle let out a squawk. "I am not obvious."