He was so very far from being over his trouble that he was under it; a
beaten dog wincing under the blows of memory, stung by the lash of his
longing. He groaned, and Frank thought it was the usual "morning after"
headache, and laughed ruefully.
"Same here," he said. "I've got one like a barrel, and I didn't punish
half the booze you did."
Bud did not say anything, but he reached for the bottle, tilted it and
swallowed three times before he stopped.
"Gee!" whispered Frank, a little enviously.
Bud glanced somberly across at Frank, who was sitting by the stove with
his jaws between his palms and his hair toweled, regarding his guest
speculatively.
"I'm going to get drunk again," Bud announced bluntly. "If you don't
want to, you'd better duck. You're too easy led--I saw that last night.
You follow anybody's lead that you happen to be with. If you follow my
lead to-day, you'll be petrified by night. You better git, and let me go
it alone."
Frank laughed uneasily. "Aw, I guess you ain't all that fatal, Bud.
Let's go over and have some breakfast--only it'll be dinner."
"You go, if you want to." Bud tilted the bottle again, his eyes half
closed while he swallowed. When he had finished, he shuddered violently
at the taste of the whisky. He got up, went to the water bucket and
drank half a dipper of water. "Good glory! I hate whisky," he grumbled.
"Takes a barrel to have any effect on me too." He turned and looked down
at Frank with a morose kind of pity. "You go on and get your breakfast,
kid. I don't want any. I'll stay here for awhile."
He sat down on the side of the cheap, iron bedstead, and emptied his
pockets on the top quilt. He straightened the crumpled bills and counted
them, and sorted the silver pieces. All told, he had sixty-three dollars
and twenty cents. He sat fingering the money absently, his mind upon
other things. Upon Marie and the baby, to be exact. He was fighting the
impulse to send Marie the money. She might need it for the kid. If he
was sure her mother wouldn't get any of it... A year and a half was
quite a while, and fifteen hundred dollars wasn't much to live on these
days. She couldn't work, with the baby on her hands...
Frank watched him curiously, his jaws still resting between his two
palms, his eyes red-rimmed and swollen, his lips loose and trembling.
A dollar alarm clock ticked resonantly, punctuated now and then by the
dull clink of silver as Bud lifted a coin and let it drop on the little
pile.
"Pretty good luck you had last night," Frank ventured wishfully. "They
cleaned me."