She laid her head down on his desk and sobbed bitterly. For the

first time she realized that he had indeed gone--gone without one

word of adieu, one look of kindness or reconciliation. Her tortured

heart whispered: "Write him a note; ask him to come home; tell him

you will not leave his house." But pride answered: "He is a tyrant;

don't be grieved at his indifference; he is nothing to you; go to

work boldly and repay the money you have cost him." Once more, as in

former years, a feeling of desolation crept over her. She had

rejected her guardian's request, and isolated herself from sympathy;

for who would assist and sympathize with her mental difficulties as

he had done? The tears froze in her eyes, and she sat for some time

looking at the crumpled note. Gradually an expression of proud

defiance settled on her features; she took the purse, walked up to

her room, and put on her bonnet and mantle. Descending to the

breakfast room, she drank a cup of coffee, and, telling Mrs. Watson

she would be absent an hour or two, left the house and proceeded to

Madam St. Cymon's. She asked to see Miss Sanders, and, after waiting

a few minutes in the parlor, Clara made her appearance. She looked

wan and weary, but greeted her friend with a gentle smile.

"I heard of your triumph yesterday, Beulah, and most sincerely

congratulate you."

"I am in no mood for congratulations just now. Clara, did not you

tell me, a few days since, that the music teacher of this

establishment was ill and that Madam St. Cymon was anxious to

procure another?"

"Yes; I have no idea she will ever be well again. If strong enough

she is going back to her family in Philadelphia next week. Why do

you ask?"

"I want to get the situation, and wish you would say to madam that I

have called to see her about it. I will wait here till you speak to

her."

"Beulah, are you mad? Dr. Hartwell never will consent to your

teaching music!" cried Clara, with astonishment written on every

feature.

"Dr. Hartwell is not my master, Clara Sanders! Will you speak to

madam, or shall I have to do it?"

"Certainly, I will speak to her. But oh, Beulah! are you wild enough

to leave your present home for such a life?"

"I have been elected a teacher in the public schools but shall have

nothing to do until the first of October. In the meantime I intend

to give music lessons. If madam will employ me for two months she

may be able to procure a professor by the opening of the next term.

And, further, if I can make this arrangement I am coming immediately

to board with Mrs. Hoyt. Now speak to madam for me, will you?"




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