He recovered suddenly from the fit of fury and gripped Howard's arm as

he almost shrank back from the burst of despairing rage.

"Forgive me, old man! I didn't mean to turn and rend you like this. I

know you see there is something wrong. There is. But I can't tell you

or any other man. There are some things that have to be borne in

silence, some marks of the branding-iron, which one dare not show to

even one's dearest friend."

Howard turned aside and began to put on his gloves with great care. His

hand shook and his voice also, slightly, as without raising his head,

he said: "Sure there's no help for it, Staff?"

"Sure and certain," responded Stafford. "Not even your wit and wisdom

can be of any avail. I won't ask you not to speak of this again; it

isn't necessary; but I will ask you never, by look or sign, to remind

me of what I have just said to you. It escaped me unawares; but I'll

keep a better watch on myself for the future, and not even the

knowledge of your sympathy shall lure another moan out of me." He made

a gesture with his hand and threw his head back as if he were sweeping

something away; and in something like his usual voice he said, with

perfect calmness: "By the way, Maude asked me to tell you not to be

late to-night; to come before the crush arrives. I think she is relying

on you to help her in some way or other."

Howard nodded, and speaking with his usual drawl, said: "'Awake and call me early, mother.' I will be there in good time. Miss

Falconer does me the great honour of permitting me to flatter myself

that I am sometimes of some slight service to her. I imagine it is

something about the cotillon, concerning which I am absolutely

ignorant, and am therefore capable of offering any amount of advice. I

am a whale at giving advice, and my only consolation is that no one is

ever foolish enough to follow it; so that I can humour my little foible

without suffering the terrors of responsibility. _Au revoir_, my dear

Stafford, until this evening. Good-bye, Tiny! What a selfish little

beast it is; he won't even raise his head!"

Stafford laughed and picked up the dog by the scruff of its neck, and

it nestled against him lovingly, and licked his cheek.

Howard went down-stairs, still putting on his gloves, and as he opened

the door, he swore under his breath fervently.




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