"Please, please, don't let us talk of this," he said, sitting

down, and at the same time feeling rise up and stir within his

heart a hope he had believed to be buried.

"If I did not like you," she said, and tears came into her eyes;

"if I did not know you, as I do know you . . ."

The feeling that had seemed dead revived more and more, rose up

and took possession of Levin's heart.

"Yes, I understand it all now," said Darya Alexandrovna. "You

can't understand it; for you men, who are free and make your own

choice, it's always clear whom you love. But a girl's in a

position of suspense, with all a woman's or maiden's modesty, a

girl who sees you men from afar, who takes everything on trust,--

a girl may have, and often has, such a feeling that she cannot

tell what to say."

"Yes, if the heart does not speak..."

"No, the heart does speak; but just consider: you men have views

about a girl, you come to the house, you make friends, you

criticize, you wait to see if you have found what you love, and

then, when you are sure you love her, you make an offer...."

"Well, that's not quite it."

"Anyway you make an offer, when your love is ripe or when the

balance has completely turned between the two you are choosing

from. But a girl is not asked. She is expected to make her

choice, and yet she cannot choose, she can only answer 'yes' or

'no.'"

"Yes, to choose between me and Vronsky," thought Levin, and the

dead thing that had come to life within him died again, and only

weighed on his heart and set it aching.

"Darya Alexandrovna," he said, "that's how one chooses a new

dress or some purchase or other, not love. The choice has been

made, and so much the better.... And there can be no repeating

it."

"Ah, pride, pride!" said Darya Alexandrovna, as though despising

him for the baseness of this feeling in comparison with that

other feeling which only women know. "At the time when you made

Kitty an offer she was just in a position in which she could not

answer. She was in doubt. Doubt between you and Vronsky. Him

she was seeing every day, and you she had not seen for a long

while. Supposing she had been older...I, for instance, in her

place could have felt no doubt. I always disliked him, and so it

has turned out."




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