But not for him was this one supreme glory, the glory of an existence spent with her. She had chosen otherwise--for one fiercely rebellious moment he told himself he had been a fool, and worse, to enter on that infamous bargain with Bruce Cheniston--and henceforth he must put away all thoughts of her, must banish his dreams to that mysterious region where our lost hopes lie--never, so far as we can see, to come to fruition; unless, as some have thought, there shall be in another world a great and marvellous country where lost causes shall be retrieved, forlorn hopes justified, and the thousand and one pitiful mistakes we make in our earthly blindness rectified at last.
* * * * *
The door opened suddenly, and Sir Richard's voice smote cheerily on his ears.
"I've got the car, Anstice, and if you are ready----"
Anstice hastily replaced the photographs, face downwards on the table, and turned to Sir Richard with a trace of confusion in his manner.
"The car there? Oh, yes, I'm ready. You would like me to drive?"
"If you will--then Fletcher can stop at home. You'll come back to dinner with me, of course."
With some haste Anstice excused himself; and after a courteous repetition of the invitation Sir Richard did not press the matter.
* * * * *
Mrs. Carstairs was at home, and alone; and in a moment the two men were ushered into her pretty drawing-room, where she sat, book in hand, over a dancing wood-fire.
She looked up in some surprise as the door opened to admit visitors; but on seeing Sir Richard she rose with a welcoming smile.
"Sir Richard! How good of you to take pity on me on a day like this!" She greeted the old man with almost daughterly affection; and then turned to Anstice with a rather forced expression of cordiality.
"You, too, Dr. Anstice! How sorry Cherry will be to have missed you!"
"Is she in bed, then?"
"Yes, I'm sorry to say she was a naughty girl and was put to bed immediately after tea!" She laughed a little, and Anstice asked, smiling, what had been the extent of Cherry's latest misdemeanour.
"Oh, nothing very serious," said Chloe lightly. "It was really to soothe Tochatti's wounded feelings that I had to banish the poor child. It seems that one day last week, while out walking with Tochatti, Cherry noticed a house in the village with all its blinds down; and on inquiring the reason Tochatti informed her that someone was dead in the house; further entering, so I gather, into full details as to the manner in which Catholics decorate the death-chamber."