“No one. All I’m saying is you’ll end up just like me if you keep it up.”
I want to tell him to fuck off and mind his own damn business, but when I look up at him I see the resemblance I noted when we first sat down at the bar. Fuck.
“Don’t tell her,” I remind him.
“I won’t.” Then he turns to Betsy. “Another round.”
She smiles at him and begins to make our drinks. I don’t think I can handle another.
“I’m good. Right now you have three eyes,” I tell him.
He shrugs. “More for me.”
I’m a shit boyfriend, I think to myself, wondering what Tessie—fuck, Tessa—is doing right now.
“I’m a shit father,” Richard says.
I’m too drunk to comprehend the difference between thinking and speaking, so I don’t know if him saying this is coincidence or I was speaking out loud—
“Move down,” a gruff male voice says to the left of Richard.
I glance over to see a short man with an even fuller beard than my drinking companion’s.
“There aren’t any more stools, partner,” Richard replies slowly.
“Well, then you better move,” the man threatens.
Fuck, not this. Not now.
“We aren’t moving.” I dismiss the man.
The man who then makes the mistake of grabbing Richard by the collar and roughly yanking him upright.
Chapter ten
TESSA
The walk back to my car after yoga feels much longer than usual. The heaviness of Hardin’s expulsion and the move to Seattle were lifted from me during meditation, but now, outside the walls of the classroom, the weight is back and multiplied by ten.
As soon as I begin to pull out of the parking spot, my phone vibrates on the passenger seat. Hardin.
“Hello?” I stop and shift the gear into park.
But it’s a woman’s voice that barks through the speaker, and my heart stops. “Is this Tessa?”
“Yes?”
“Good, I’ve got your father and . . .”
“Her . . . boyfriend . . .” I hear Hardin groan in the background.
“Yeah, your boyfriend,” she says snidely. “I’m gonna need you to pick these two up before someone calls the cops.”
“Calls the cops? Where are they?” I shift back into drive.
“Dizzy’s on Lamar Avenue; you know the place?”
“No, but I’ll Google it.”
“Huh. Of course you will.”
Ignoring her attitude, I hang up the phone and hastily get directions to the bar. Why the hell are Hardin and my father at a bar at three in the afternoon? Why the hell are Hardin and my father even together?
This makes no sense to me—and what about the cops? What did they do? I should have asked the woman on the phone. I can only hope they didn’t get into a fight with each other. That’s the last thing any of us needs.
My imagination has run wild by the time I make it to the bar, and has concluded that Hardin’s either murdered my father or vice versa. There are no cop cars outside the small bar, which is a good sign, I suppose. I park directly in front of the building and hurry inside, wishing I had worn a sweatshirt instead of a T-shirt.
“There she is!” my father calls out jubilantly.
I can tell he’s loaded as he stumbles over to me.
“You should have seen it, Tessie!” He claps his hands. “Hardin just whooped some serious ass!”
“Where is he—” I start, but right then a bathroom door opens and Hardin walks out, wiping his bloody hands on a red-stained paper towel.
“What happened?” I yell to him from the opposite side of the room.
“Nothing . . . calm down.”
I gape as I walk over to him. “Are you drunk?” I ask, then twist slightly to look at his eyes: bloodshot.
He looks off to the side. “Maybe.”
“This is unbelievable.” I cross my arms as he tries to take my hand.
“Hey, you should be thanking me for having your dad’s back. He’d be on the floor right now if it wasn’t for me.” He points to a man sitting on the floor holding a bag of ice against his cheek.
“I won’t be thanking you for anything—you’re drunk in the middle of the afternoon! And with my father, of all people. What the hell is wrong with you?” I storm away from him, back toward the bar, where my father is now sitting.
“Don’t be mad at him, Tessie; he loves you.” My father is defending him.
What the hell is going on here?
As Hardin walks over, I ball my fists at my sides and shout, “So what, you two get drunk together and now you’re best friends? Neither of you should even be drinking!”
“Baby,” Hardin says into my ear and attempts to wrap his arm around me.
“Hey,” the woman behind the bar says, knocking on the counter to get my attention. “You gotta get them out of here.”
I nod at her and glare at the drunken idiots who are my lot. My father’s cheek is pink, giving the impression he was hit, and Hardin’s hands are already swelling.
“You can come to our house for tonight so you can sober up, but this isn’t acceptable behavior.” I want to scold them both, like the children they are. “For either of you.”
I exit the smelly little space and am at the car before they make it to the door. Hardin scowls at my father as the older man tries to rest an arm on his shoulder. I get into my car, disgusted.
Hardin’s intoxication puts me on edge. I know how he is when he’s drunk, and I’m not sure I’ve ever seen him this drunk before, not even that night he destroyed all the china. I miss the days when Hardin didn’t drink anything but water at parties. We have a list of problems right now, and him drinking only adds fuel to the flames.