Maybe she should thank Blue for making her so conscious of the danger. She pressed her hand to her chest in a futile attempt to slow the pounding of her heart. Or she should scold him for alarming her.

Her daughters dashed in and skidded to a stop.

Eleanor looked around. “You moved stuff. How come?”

“It’s a little more convenient this way.”

“Where’s Mr. Blue?” Libby asked.

“He’s gone.”

Libby drooped. “But, Mama, I thought he’d stay.”

“Of course he can’t. Why would you think such a thing?”

Libby sank to her bedroll. “No one ever stays.” She made it sound as if she were alone in the world.

“I’m sure I don’t know what you mean.”

“Our father died.”

“That’s not the same. He was sick and wasn’t going to get better.”

“I know. Then we left. I miss Mary.”

She meant the gardener’s little daughter. At her father’s, Clara had often taken the girls outside to play, and they had become friends with the girl.

“I know you miss her. I’m sorry. But not everyone leaves. I’m not leaving.”

Libby gave her a look of disbelief. “Of course not. You’re our mama.”

Clara laughed. It was good to know Libby trusted her so implicitly. “Soon we’ll find a place where we can stay and settle down.” And be safe.

Libby nodded. “For Christmas. Right?” She gave Clara a trusting look, then turned toward Eleanor. “God will answer our prayer for a new—”

A silent message passed from Eleanor to Libby, and the younger child clamped her mouth shut.

Clara pressed down alarm at Libby’s trusting expectation. God, please don’t let me fail this child.

Eleanor turned to Clara. “Did God send plagues to Grandfather?”

“Why on earth would you think that?” Maybe she’d quit reading Exodus. The girls took it so literally and applied it to their situation.

“’Cause Grandfather said he would never let us go. Just like Pharaoh.”

Clara tried to think how to respond. How could she explain the situation to them without giving them cause for alarm? Without saying things that Libby would inadvertently blurt out at the most inopportune times? “I’m your mother. I’m the one who decides what’s best for you.”

Eleanor nodded, seemingly satisfied with the answer.

“I’d like to see Grandfather’s house full of frogs.” Libby pressed her hand to her mouth to stifle a giggle.

“Girls, it’s time to get ready for bed.” She’d earlier filled the borrowed cooking pot from the borrowed bucket and it heated on the borrowed stove in the borrowed shack.

Borrow. Borrow. Borrow. The word went round and round inside her head. Father would surely see it as failure and use it as proof she couldn’t provide for her children.

She washed the girls as well as she could and heard their prayers. They whispered and giggled for a bit once they lay on their bedrolls. She caught the word Christmas several times, and every time the weight of it increased. Only a few weeks until the day they both looked forward to. Would she be able to keep her promise and provide them a home in time?

Only with God’s help. She’d about run out of opportunity and strength to do anything on her own.

Later, after the girls fell asleep, she explored her options. Bonnie and Claude fed her and provided this place of shelter. She must find a way to repay them.

And she just might be able to do it.

If Blue didn’t prove difficult.

The next morning, she was ready to go to the house for breakfast when Bonnie called. She cautioned the children before they left. “Now, girls, don’t eat too much. And for goodness’ sake, don’t chatter too much.”

Blue crossed the yard as they exited the shack.

Libby rushed up to him. “Carry me.”

He looked surprised for a moment, then swung her into his arms.

“Libby!” She hadn’t thought to warn her daughter against that.

“It’s okay, Mama. Isn’t it, Mr. Blue?” Libby grinned from her perch.

“She’s not heavy.”

Clara wasn’t concerned that he might find her too much of a weight. She was worried that Libby had attached herself to this man so completely after bemoaning the fact that everyone left. Or they left everyone. Libby should be prepared for leaving Blue soon.




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