Without You

Lex’s face dropped, and she slowly shook her head. Then, she suddenly said, “I have an idea. Help me back up on Banjo.”

A short while later, we were riding up to the barn.

Lex slid off Banjo and yelled, “Hold on!”

I watched her run up the stairs. I looked around to see if any of our friends were still here, but they had all left the barn.

Lex came running back down the stairs. She began looking around and then looked back at me. “Want to be daring?”

“Uh…how daring?”

She bit down on her lower lip. “Really daring.”

I shook my head. “No. I want to live, Lex. My life is really just beginning, and you want to end it prematurely. No, thanks.”

She laughed. “Come on, all our parents are up at the house, and God knows where everyone else is.”

I slid off Banjo and began walking him back to his stall. “Lex, listen to yourself. You want to have sex in your barn—the barn that is close to your house…where your daddy is…with his guns nearby. I want you, Lex. I want you real bad, but I’d like to marry you someday and have kids and—”

I realized what I’d said when her expression changed. I swallowed hard as I turned and gave Banjo some hay and checked his water before I shut the gate to his stall. I turned around, and Lex slammed her body to mine.

“I need you, Will. Now. I have to have you inside me. Please.”

“Shit.”

She ran her hand through my hair and tugged on it hard. I let out a moan and cursed my betraying body.

She pulled away and began climbing the stairs. She glanced over her shoulder and looked back at me. “Luke has a stash of condoms hidden up here.”

Oh good God.

“Lex, maybe we should finish talking.”

She disappeared as I walked back over to the barn entrance and looked out. I didn’t see anyone outside, but I could see people in the house through the kitchen window. I spun around, made my way back to the stairs, and then took them two at a time. I stopped when I saw Lex standing there, naked.

“Fuck,” I whispered.

“I’ll take that, thank you.”

“Lex, we were talking. Don’t you want to finish talking?”

She shook her head and placed her finger in her mouth. I looked her body up and down. I wanted her so damn bad.

She began trailing her finger down her neck, between her breasts, to her stomach. She finally stopped short of where I wanted to bury my face. She lifted her leg and set it down on a nearby bucket. Then, she slowly pushed her fingers inside of herself while she held up a condom in her other hand.

“Fuck it.” I quickly stripped out of my pants and boxers before walking up to her. I grabbed the condom.

She hissed, “Yes,” through her teeth.

I rolled it on and grabbed her leg. I pushed myself into her, and she let out a moan. I stopped moving, so I could just feel her warmth.

Her head dropped back as she whispered, “Finally.”

I began moving in and out, and we both moaned.

I need more.

“Will, I need more.”

I smiled, knowing we both wanted the same thing. I picked her up, and she wrapped her legs around me. I walked her up to the wall and pushed her against it.

“Yes, Will. I’m so sorry. I love you so much, and I never, ever want to be apart from each other.”

I pulled out and pushed into her. “Lex, you’re my everything.”

“Yes, oh God, yes.”

“I love you, Lex. Don’t ever leave me. Don’t ever leave me.”

She shook her head as she began thrusting her hips. “Never, Will. Faster. Will, please do it harder and faster.”

I closed my eyes and prayed to God I lasted long enough for her to come. I began pounding into her over and over as she let out one quiet moan after another. There was no way I would take her to that bed.

Hell no.

“Will! I’m going to come. Kiss me! Oh God, kiss me!”

When I slammed my lips to hers, she began pulsing around my dick and moaning into my mouth. She dug her fingers into my shoulders, and I was glad I had a T-shirt on still.

Then, I felt my buildup.

God, how I’ve missed her.

I pulled out and pushed in deeper, and then I exploded inside her as one of the most powerful orgasms ripped through my body.

I pulled my lips back as I panted, “Jesus…feels so damn good…Lex.”

By the time I was done, my legs and arms were shaking. Lex started kissing me again like she’d never kissed me before.

That was when I heard his voice.