An Ambitious Man
Page 71Just as Mrs Irving had written her story for her daughter to read,
she told it, in the main, to the rector a few days before her death.
Only once before had the tale passed her lips; then her listener was
Horace Irving; and his only comment was to take her in his arms and
place the kiss of betrothal on her lips. Never again was the painful
subject referred to between them. So imbued had Berene Dumont become
with her belief in the legitimacy of her child, and in her own
purity, that she felt but little surprise at the calm manner in which
Mr Irving received her story, and now when the rector of St Blank's
Church was her listener, she expected the same broad judgment to be
given her. But it was the calmness of a great and all-forgiving love
which actuated Mr Irving, and overcame all other feelings.
the extreme ideas of orthodox society on these subjects, the girl
Berene and the woman Mrs Irving had lived a life so wholly secluded
from the world at large, so absolutely devoid of intimate
friendships, so absorbed in her own ideals, that she was incapable of
understanding the conventional opinion regarding a woman with a
history like hers.
In all those years she had never once felt a sensation of shame. Mr
Irving had requested her to rear Joy in the belief that she was his
child. As the matter could in no way concern anyone else, Mrs
Irving's lips had remained sealed on the subject; but not with any
idea of concealing a disgrace. She could not associate disgrace with
spiritual widow, as it were. His mortal clay and legal name only
belonged to his wife.
Mr Irving had met Berene on a railroad train, and had conceived one
of those sudden and intense passions with which a woman with a past
often inspires an innocent and unworldly young man. He was sincerely
and truly religious by nature, and as spotless as a maiden in mind
and body.
When he had dreamed of a wife, it was always of some shy, innocent
girl whom he should woo almost from her mother's arms; some gentle,
pious maid, carefully reared, who would help him to establish the
Christian household of his imagination. He had thought that love
then love for some such maiden; instead it had swooped down upon him
in the form of an intense passion for an absolute stranger--a woman
travelling with a theatrical company. He was like a sleeper who
awakens suddenly and finds a scorching midday sun beating upon his
eyes. A wrecked freight train upon the track detained for several
hours the car in which they travelled. The passengers waived
ceremony and conversed to pass the time, and Mr Irving learnt
Berene's name, occupation and destination. He followed her for a
week, and at the end of that time asked her hand in marriage.