"Yes."

"His memory of events, at that past time, is hopelessly enfeebled," said

Ezra Jennings. "It is almost to be deplored, poor fellow, that even

the wreck of it remains. While he remembers dimly plans that he

formed--things, here and there, that he had to say or do before his

illness--he is perfectly incapable of recalling what the plans were, or

what the thing was that he had to say or do. He is painfully conscious

of his own deficiency, and painfully anxious, as you must have seen, to

hide it from observation. If he could only have recovered in a complete

state of oblivion as to the past, he would have been a happier man.

Perhaps we should all be happier," he added, with a sad smile, "if we

could but completely forget!"

"There are some events surely in all men's lives," I replied, "the

memory of which they would be unwilling entirely to lose?"

"That is, I hope, to be said of most men, Mr. Blake. I am afraid it

cannot truly be said of ALL. Have you any reason to suppose that the

lost remembrance which Mr. Candy tried to recover--while you were

speaking to him just now--was a remembrance which it was important to

YOU that he should recall?"

In saying those words, he had touched, of his own accord, on the very

point upon which I was anxious to consult him. The interest I felt in

this strange man had impelled me, in the first instance, to give him the

opportunity of speaking to me; reserving what I might have to say, on my

side, in relation to his employer, until I was first satisfied that he

was a person in whose delicacy and discretion I could trust. The little

that he had said, thus far, had been sufficient to convince me that I

was speaking to a gentleman. He had what I may venture to describe as

the UNSOUGHT SELF-POSSESSION, which is a sure sign of good breeding, not

in England only, but everywhere else in the civilised world. Whatever

the object which he had in view, in putting the question that he had

just addressed to me, I felt no doubt that I was justified--so far--in

answering him without reserve.

"I believe I have a strong interest," I said, "in tracing the lost

remembrance which Mr. Candy was unable to recall. May I ask whether you

can suggest to me any method by which I might assist his memory?"

Ezra Jennings looked at me, with a sudden flash of interest in his

dreamy brown eyes.

"Mr. Candy's memory is beyond the reach of assistance," he said. "I have

tried to help it often enough since his recovery, to be able to speak

positively on that point."

This disappointed me; and I owned it.




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