"I scarcely think so. Please tell me."
"You'll be shocked," warned Kate.
"Just so it isn't enough to set my heart rocking again," said Mrs.
Jardine.
"We'll stop before that," laughed Kate. "Then if you will have
it, I want of life by the time I am twenty a man of my stature,
dark eyes and hair, because I am so light. I want him to be
honest, forceful, hard working, with a few drops of the milk of
human kindness in his heart, and the same ambitions I have."
"And what ARE your ambitions?" asked Mrs. Jardine.
"To own, and to cultivate, and to bring to the highest state of
efficiency at least two hundred acres of land, with convenient and
attractive buildings and pedigreed stock, and to mother at least
twelve perfect physical and mental boys and girls."
"Oh, my soul!" cried Mrs. Jardine, falling back in her chair, her
mouth agape. "My dear, you don't MEAN that? You only said that
to shock me."
"But why should I wish to shock you? I sincerely mean it,"
persisted Kate.
"You amazing creature! I never heard a girl talk like that
before," said Mrs. Jardine.
"But you can't look straight ahead of you any direction you turn
without seeing a girl working for dear life to attract the man she
wants; if she can't secure him, some other man; and in lieu of
him, any man at all, in preference to none. Life shows us woman
on the age-old quest every day, everywhere we go; why be so
secretive about it? Why not say honestly what we want, and take
it if we can get it? At any rate, that is the most important
thing inside my sunbonnet. I knew you'd be shocked."
"But I am not shocked at what you say, I agree with you. What I
am shocked at is your ideals. I thought you'd want to educate
yourself to such superiority over common woman that you could take
the platform, and backed by your splendid physique, work for
suffrage or lecture to educate the masses."
"I think more could be accomplished with selected specimens, by
being steadily on the job, than by giving an hour to masses. I'm
not much interested in masses. They are too abstract for me; I
prefer one stern reality. And as for Woman's Rights, if anybody
gives this woman the right to do anything more than she already
has the right to do, there'll surely be a scandal."
Mrs. Jardine lay back in her chair laughing.
"You are the most refreshing person I have met in all my travels.
Then to put it baldly, you want of life a man, a farm, and a
family."
"You comprehend me beautifully," said Kate. "All my life I've
worked like a towhead to help earn two hundred acres of land for
someone else. I think there's nothing I want so much as two
hundred acres of land for myself. I'd undertake to do almost
anything with it, if I had it. I know I could, if I had the
shoulder-to-shoulder, real man. You notice it will take
considerable of a man to touch shoulders with me; I'm a head
taller than most of them."