Women in Love

She gave him a quick kiss.

'Fancy your actually having said it,' she said with a touch of

raillery.

He stood as if he had been beaten.

'Try to love me a little more, and to want me a little less,' she said,

in a half contemptuous, half coaxing tone.

The darkness seemed to be swaying in waves across his mind, great waves

of darkness plunging across his mind. It seemed to him he was degraded

at the very quick, made of no account.

'You mean you don't want me?' he said.

'You are so insistent, and there is so little grace in you, so little

fineness. You are so crude. You break me--you only waste me--it is

horrible to me.' 'Horrible to you?' he repeated.

'Yes. Don't you think I might have a room to myself, now Ursula has

gone? You can say you want a dressing room.' 'You do as you like--you can leave altogether if you like,' he managed

to articulate.

'Yes, I know that,' she replied. 'So can you. You can leave me whenever

you like--without notice even.' The great tides of darkness were swinging across his mind, he could

hardly stand upright. A terrible weariness overcame him, he felt he

must lie on the floor. Dropping off his clothes, he got into bed, and

lay like a man suddenly overcome by drunkenness, the darkness lifting

and plunging as if he were lying upon a black, giddy sea. He lay still

in this strange, horrific reeling for some time, purely unconscious.

At length she slipped from her own bed and came over to him. He

remained rigid, his back to her. He was all but unconscious.

She put her arms round his terrifying, insentient body, and laid her

cheek against his hard shoulder.

'Gerald,' she whispered. 'Gerald.' There was no change in him. She caught him against her. She pressed her

breasts against his shoulders, she kissed his shoulder, through the

sleeping jacket. Her mind wondered, over his rigid, unliving body. She

was bewildered, and insistent, only her will was set for him to speak

to her.

'Gerald, my dear!' she whispered, bending over him, kissing his ear.

Her warm breath playing, flying rhythmically over his ear, seemed to

relax the tension. She could feel his body gradually relaxing a little,

losing its terrifying, unnatural rigidity. Her hands clutched his

limbs, his muscles, going over him spasmodically.

The hot blood began to flow again through his veins, his limbs relaxed.

'Turn round to me,' she whispered, forlorn with insistence and triumph.

So at last he was given again, warm and flexible. He turned and

gathered her in his arms. And feeling her soft against him, so

perfectly and wondrously soft and recipient, his arms tightened on her.

She was as if crushed, powerless in him. His brain seemed hard and

invincible now like a jewel, there was no resisting him.