Women in Love

'No. How are the rest of your affairs progressing, apart from the

business?' 'The rest of my affairs? What are those? I couldn't say; I don't know

what you refer to.' 'Yes, you do,' said Birkin. 'Are you gloomy or cheerful? And what about

Gudrun Brangwen?' 'What about her?' A confused look came over Gerald. 'Well,' he added,

'I don't know. I can only tell you she gave me a hit over the face last

time I saw her.' 'A hit over the face! What for?' 'That I couldn't tell you, either.' 'Really! But when?' 'The night of the party--when Diana was drowned. She was driving the

cattle up the hill, and I went after her--you remember.' 'Yes, I remember. But what made her do that? You didn't definitely ask

her for it, I suppose?' 'I? No, not that I know of. I merely said to her, that it was dangerous

to drive those Highland bullocks--as it IS. She turned in such a way,

and said--"I suppose you think I'm afraid of you and your cattle, don't

you?" So I asked her "why," and for answer she flung me a back-hander

across the face.' Birkin laughed quickly, as if it pleased him. Gerald looked at him,

wondering, and began to laugh as well, saying: 'I didn't laugh at the time, I assure you. I was never so taken aback

in my life.' 'And weren't you furious?' 'Furious? I should think I was. I'd have murdered her for two pins.' 'H'm!' ejaculated Birkin. 'Poor Gudrun, wouldn't she suffer afterwards

for having given herself away!' He was hugely delighted.

'Would she suffer?' asked Gerald, also amused now.

Both men smiled in malice and amusement.

'Badly, I should think; seeing how self-conscious she is.' 'She is self-conscious, is she? Then what made her do it? For I

certainly think it was quite uncalled-for, and quite unjustified.' 'I suppose it was a sudden impulse.' 'Yes, but how do you account for her having such an impulse? I'd done

her no harm.' Birkin shook his head.

'The Amazon suddenly came up in her, I suppose,' he said.

'Well,' replied Gerald, 'I'd rather it had been the Orinoco.' They both laughed at the poor joke. Gerald was thinking how Gudrun had

said she would strike the last blow too. But some reserve made him keep

this back from Birkin.

'And you resent it?' Birkin asked.

'I don't resent it. I don't care a tinker's curse about it.' He was

silent a moment, then he added, laughing. 'No, I'll see it through,

that's all. She seemed sorry afterwards.' 'Did she? You've not met since that night?' Gerald's face clouded.