Without You

I had asked Lex if she wanted to go take a quick drive and see the stars while everyone was engrossed in the horror film.

“It’s so peaceful and beautiful out here,” Lex said.

We were lying in the back of my truck bed, looking up at the night sky.

“Yeah, it is.”

“I’m going to miss this.” She turned and faced me.

I did the same. “Miss what? The stars?”

She giggled and nodded her head. “That’s one thing I’m going to miss. Will, I’m afraid. What if we meet other people and—”

I put my finger to her lips to stop her from talking. Ever since Lex had gone to UT for a week, she had been acting different. She was unsure of everything, including us.

“Lex, I love you. I’m not going to lie and say it’s not going to be hard to be away from you, your touch, your heavenly smell, and your amazing smile.”

She grinned and looked down. I placed my finger under her chin and lifted her face until her eyes met mine.

“Lex, do you love me?”

She sucked in a breath of air. “Yes! More than anything, Will.”

“Then, have faith in our love.”

Her eyes began to fill up with tears. “Promise me you won’t meet anyone, Will. Promise me.”

I leaned her back and crawled on top of her. I pushed my body against hers. “Lex, no one will ever make me feel the way you do. No one. I promise you, it will always be just you and me.”

“Always you and me, Will. Always.”

I nodded my head and gently kissed her lips. “Always.”

“Make love to me, Will.”

Sitting up, I began taking off my T-shirt and unbuttoning my pants as Lex watched me. She was biting on her lower lip the entire time, and I couldn’t wait to make love to her, to show her how much I loved her.

I got up and started taking off my pants as Lex sat up and began undressing. I had laid a few blankets down in the back of my truck, knowing I was going to be with her tonight. There was no way I would leave tomorrow without giving her another piece of me.

She lay back down, and I took her body in. She was breathtaking. Her body was beyond perfect. She wasn’t stick thin at all. She had beautiful curves and toned muscles that drove me crazy mad.

When I reached down and placed my fingers inside her, I found she was soaking wet. I closed my eyes and whispered, “Damn, Lex. You are always so wet.” I opened my eyes and looked into hers. “Do you want me, Lex?”

She arched her back and let out a low, soft moan. “Yes. Will, I want you so much.”

I moved my lips to her neck and then down to her breast where I sucked on one nipple before moving to the next one. I ran my tongue down her stomach to right above her clit.

“Oh God, yes, Will.”

I gently blew on her clit as I slipped two fingers into her and began moving in and out.

“More…” Lex panted.

I smiled as I leaned in closer and began sucking on her clit. It didn’t take Lex long before she was calling out my name. She bucked her hips and cried out. I pulled my fingers out and tasted my girl. I reached for a condom, quickly put it on, and positioned myself at her entrance. I slowly began to push myself into her, and we both let out a moan.

I dropped my head and began kissing her neck. “You feel so good. God, you feel so good.”

Her hands lightly began to move up and down my back as she whispered over and over how good it felt.

“Will, please go slow. I don’t want this night to end.”

My heart broke as I made love to Lex in the back of my truck under the stars where we had grown up and fallen in love.

She will always be mine. Always.

I felt her bearing down on my dick.

She let out a gasp and whispered, “Will, I’m coming.”

I leaned down and captured her moans with my lips as I began coming. I stayed inside her for a few minutes as I let my breathing and heart rate come back down.

“I’m going to miss you so much, Will.”

I felt the tears building in my eyes. “I’m going to miss you, too, Lex. I promise to come visit all the time, baby.”

“Promise me, Will. Promise me.”

“I swear, baby. I swear, I’ll come and visit as much as I can.”

I moved and pulled myself out of her warm body.

She whimpered and said, “I wish you hadn’t used a condom. I just want to feel you once.”

I shook my head. “Lex, that is playing a very dangerous game, and I won’t do that to you or our future.”

She smiled and placed her hand on the side of my face. “I love you, William Gregory Hayes.”