Without You

“Lex…baby, I’m gonna come. Lex.”

Will pushed in deep and hard as he began kissing me, and we both came together for the first time as one.

Will had his arms wrapped around me as he held me while our breathing slowed down. “Are you okay, Lex?”

I smiled. “I’m more than okay. I’ve never felt so wonderful in my life.” I rolled over and faced him.

He was smiling as he ran his finger down the side of my face. “I hope it was special for you.”

My heart slammed in my chest, and I had such an urge to crawl on top of him. “I don’t think you could have possibly made it any more special, Will. It was perfect, beyond perfect.”

“Did I hurt you at all?”

My heart melted at how much Will cared about me. “No.” I ran my tongue across my top teeth as I pushed him onto his back. I crawled on top of him. “Matter of fact, I think I’m ready for some more.”

My core clenched when I felt his hard on growing beneath me. I loved that I could turn him on so easily.

“Lex…” Will whispered as he placed his hands on my hips to stop me from grinding against him. “Condom, baby.”

I leaned over and reached for the box of condoms on the floor. I grabbed one, and then I grinned as a naughty thought entered my head. I moved off of him some and began stroking him.

“Jesus, Lex.”

I was hugging myself internally. I knew I had it in me. I just needed to be a bit more open to things. There were so many things I wanted to try with Will, and I was already wondering when and where we were going to make love after tonight.

Will had his eyes closed, and I looked down at him. He was more than ready to go again. I ripped open the wrapper, and I was about to pull the condom out of it when I suddenly became very brave. Before he could stop me, I leaned over and quickly took him in my mouth. I began moving up and down his shaft with my hand following my movements.

Will jumped and yelled out, “Holy fuck!”

I smiled and then moaned. Will sat up, grabbed me, and pulled me off of him. He was breathing heavily, and I couldn’t help but smile.

“My God, Lex…you can’t…you can’t do that. I almost came right on the spot in your mouth!”

The idea made my insides tighten, and I instantly felt wetness between my legs. “I would have been okay with that.”

Will’s face dropped, and he shook his head. “Wha-what?”

I began chewing on my lower lip. What if Will doesn’t like the idea of me giving him a blow job? I quickly looked away. “I’m sorry I even tried.”

I went to move away from him, but he grabbed my arm.

“Lex, wait. I mean…I want you to do that.” He ran his hand through his hair and smiled at me. “I’ve woken up from dreams of you doing that. I just…I never want you to think you have to do something to make me happy.”

“I know that, Will. I know you would never ask me to do something I didn’t want to do.”

Will’s eyes lit up with something I’d never seen before. “Lex, do you want to be on top? Or do you want to do that?”

Oh God. The idea of being on top of Will and being in control turned me on in more ways than I could count, but giving him something he’d dreamed of also turned me on.

“What do you want me to do?” I asked.

The crooked smile that spread across his face made my stomach take a hard dive south.

“Honestly?”

I nodded my head.

“I want you to ride me.”

Oh. My. God. If I’d thought I was turned-on before, his words had pushed me to the edge of an orgasm, and all he had done was say something to me.

I slowly grinned as I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him back. When he lay back, I took out the condom and began to put it on.

“How do I know if I’m putting it on right?” I intently watched what I was doing as I rolled the condom down his shaft. The whole time, my core was pulsing. “Will, am I doing it right?”

I had it almost all the way on when I looked at Will. His mouth was slightly open, and his chest was heaving up and down. I smiled bigger and gave myself an internal fist pump.

I looked down at it again and tried to think back to health class when we had practiced putting condoms on fake dicks. I was pretty sure I had put it on right. I moved and positioned myself above him. He had his eyes closed, but he placed his hands on my hips. When I moved down, his tip barely pushed in.

He stopped me and opened his eyes. “Lex, this is gonna feel different. It might stretch you open more.”