Without You

“Lex, I want to give you this promise ring as a symbol of my love and my commitment to our future together. I want you to know that when we make love tonight, when I take you as mine, I intend on making you mine forever.”

Lex let out a small sob and quickly wiped away the tears rolling down her face. She looked into my eyes and whispered, “It’s beyond beautiful.”

I reached for her hand and slipped the ring onto her finger. The ring was white gold with four small round diamonds framing the center diamond. The band consisted of two rows of diamonds that formed an infinity symbol on each side.

Lex started crying harder as I pulled her hand up. I kissed the back of it and then the ring.

“My mother helped design it, and my grandfather made it. This ring was made especially for you, sweetheart. I hope you like it.”

“Will, it’s the most beautiful ring. I love it!” She threw herself into my arms and held on to me tightly.

My heart was soaring, and I knew I had set the tone for what I hoped would be the most amazing night of her life.

I pulled back and looked into her baby-blue eyes. “I love you, Lex.”

The left side of her mouth moved up into a smile. She pulled her T-shirt up and over her head, and it felt like all the breath had been knocked from my body.

“I love you, too, Will.”

I stood up and dropped the box onto the floor. I reached for her hands and pulled her up into a standing position. When I reached down and touched her stomach, she jumped slightly. I moved my hand down and began to unbutton her jeans. My heart was pounding so hard in my chest that it echoed in my ears. I was sure Lex could hear it.

I dropped to my knees. She held on to my shoulder while I pulled her shoes off. I reached up and began removing her jeans. I looked back up at her body and let out a moan. She was wearing black lace panties that matched her bra.

“Your body is so beautiful, Lex.” I placed my hands on her hips, and I watched goose bumps cover her entire body.

When I gently kissed her stomach, she let out a long, soft moan. Her hands went to my hair, and I had to force myself not to push her panties down and bury myself in her.

A few weeks ago, the guys had been sitting around, and Luke had talked about his sexual encounters and orgasms. He’d said a girl needed to have a few orgasms before her first time. Luke’s words popped into my head.

If given the chance, give her the first one through oral sex.

I wanted to taste Lex, but I wasn’t sure how she would feel about it. I slowly began pulling her panties off as she moved one hand and began touching her breast through her bra.

Holy shit. I’m gonna come before I even get inside her.

“Oh God, Will…yes,” she whispered.

If I’d thought my heart was beating hard a minute ago, it was about to pound the fuck out of my chest. She stepped out of her panties, and I just stared at her.

I closed my eyes and then looked up at her. “Lex, I want to taste you.”

She snapped her head down and looked into my eyes. When she smiled and nodded her head, I was pretty sure all the blood rushed straight to my dick. It was so hard that it hurt, and I was almost positive I was about to pass out. I stood up and reached behind her to unclasp her bra. I gently pushed it off her shoulders and looked at her amazing breasts.

“Lex…I’m about to die.”

She giggled. “Please don’t. You’ve got me so worked up, Will. Please…”

“Lie down on the bed, Lex. I want you to be comfortable.”

She bit down on her lower lip and quickly moved onto the bed. When she lay down on my bed, I had to close my eyes. I’d been dreaming of being with her for so long, and now, my dreams were coming true. I moved onto the bed and got between her legs. When I placed my hands on her upper legs, she jumped.

“Lex?”

She shook her head. “Please don’t stop. It’s just…your touch, Will. It always makes my body feel like electricity is running through it.”

I swallowed hard. I didn’t want to mess this up for her. “Lex, I’ve never…I mean…you’re the first person I’ve ever done anything like this with. Baby, I just want it to feel good.”

She lifted herself up and rested her body on her elbows. I saw the tears building in her eyes, and I wasn’t sure if they were happy tears or what-in-the-fuck-am-I-doing tears.

She smiled sweetly and said, “Will, it’s all going to be perfect because it’s you. I’ve dreamed of this for so long.”

I smiled at her and then moved between her legs. She was still watching me as I gently began kissing her inner thigh. When I looked up at her, she was chewing on her bottom lip. I used my tongue and ran it up her thigh, and she dropped her head back and let out a whimper.