Water Signs: A Story of Love and Renewal
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"Hey, guess what?" Maddy could hardly contain her enthusiasm as
she held the receiver to her ear. It was early February, the twins had gone
home with their parents and the house was back to its normal routine.
"What, sweetheart?" Ken asked. He was spread out on his waterbed,
having just gotten home from work himself. Outside, a hard rain pelted
the windows and the skylight above him.
"I got promoted to Assistant Branch Manager at the employment
agency!" And though it wasn't her life's ambition to remain in this
difficult and tedious industry, Maddy still rejoiced in her accomplishment.
While she was figuring out what to do with her life, she might as well
achieve something else that was good. Unfortunately, Kenny unwittingly
pulled an upsetting imitation of Jake by throwing cold water all over her
news.
"Oh, that's just great," he said sarcastically.
sat down on her bed, deflated by his reaction.
"Well, it's just that-I thought you hated your job. And now this just
ties you deeper to it, that's all. I mean, you don't even want to stay there."
"Well, that's true, but I have worked hard and it's nice to be rewarded
for it. Besides, it's a little more money and definitely less cold calling.
We're going to a hire a new Account Executive to focus on exclusively on
sales."
"Oh." Kenny lay there in the stillness, completely torn up inside.
Though he truly loved her with every fiber of his being, he just couldn't
see a way clear for them anymore. At least, not right now. Until he had an
actual degree and a powerful, high-paying job, he'd always feel inferior to
her family, no matter how nice and welcoming they were. And while he
ached to see her walking down the aisle as his bride and enjoy all of the
bliss of their long-awaited conjugal union, he knew he'd never be happy as
from the start.
Unknown to Madeline, he'd been contemplating a life-altering change
for some time now-one that entailed major upheaval, both literally and
figuratively. Ever since she mailed him that letter last fall, he'd been
searching for signs to help him make the right decision; now it seemed
God had finally answered, although it pained him to hurt her like this.
"Well, I guess I'm gonna hang up then. I'm really sorry you can't be
happy for me." she remarked sadly. But before she could end the call,
Ken stopped her.
"Wait! Maddy, I am so sorry baby. Of course, I am proud of you!"
"Ken, what's the matter?"
"Nothing, honey. I just had a bad day at work and I was taking it out
on you. I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?"
"Of course, I forgive you."
up to PA this weekend."
"Really?" Though she was still a bit perplexed, she welcomed the
chance to see him again; bad storms had prevented them from getting
together the previous weekend and she truly missed his company.
"Yeah, I can drive up Friday night after my shift. We can have dinner,
maybe go out dancing; the whole bit." He sounded much more like the
Kenny she fell in love with, though her feelings remained stubbornly
unexpressed, locked away in some spiritual vault, just waiting for the right
moment to break free.
"Ok then, I'll see you Friday night."
"Maddy?"
"Yes."
"Congratulations, sweetheart. I really am proud of you."