Valentine (On Dublin Street 5.5)
Page 14Ellie held her hand up cutting me off. “Liv, no one thinks you’re a bad mother okay. Calm down. It’s hard. We all know it is. You have to work at it. Make time. Why does the ball have to be in Nate’s court?”
I sat back and processed that. Ellie was right. As a modern woman it was kind of shocking of me to place all of the romantic responsibility on Nate. “You’re right. It’s unfair to put the expectation on him. Perhaps I can get Nathan and Sylvie to look after the girls next weekend.” They were Nate’s parents and they’d helped us out before in the past.
“Doesn’t hurt to ask.”
“Olivia?”
At the deep, somewhat familiar, male voice I looked up from my lunch to see a tall, good-looking guy standing over our table. I stared at him until his gorgeous light green eyes caused recognition to hit me.
“Ben?” I pushed back my chair and stood up. “Benjamin Livingston?”
“She remembers me.” He grinned at me before pulling me in for a hug that I returned happily.
This guy, this handsome tall Scotsman was the reason Nate and I were together. I’d had a crush on Ben when he was a post-grad student at the university and I’d ask Nate to help me become more confident and seductive to win Ben over. Of course in doing so I ended up falling for Nate and vice versa, but during the ‘down’ moments of our ‘courtship’ I’d spent time with Ben and he was a great guy.
He pulled back, still smiling. “You must still work at the library?”
“I do. I’m head librarian now.”
“Hot.” He grinned and Ellie laughed drawing his attention. “Hi, nice to meet you.”
“Oh we met once before.”
He studied her and then nodded. “Ellie, right?”
“Right. Good memory!”
Ben nodded. “If you’re sure?”
“Of course.”
“Let me just grab something to eat.”
Once he was out of earshot Ellie leaned across the table and said in a low voice, “How funny. And he hasn’t changed a bit.”
It was funny to see him of all people on a day when I was feeling so nostalgic for the early days in my relationship with Nate. To clarify I was nostalgic for the post-Benjamin days. Nothing in the world could make me want to relive the angst of being with Nate but not really being with Nate, breaking up with Nate and thinking I’d lost him forever.
“So, how are things?” Ben said without preamble as he sat at the table with us.
“Really good.” I lifted my diamond-adorned left hand. “Married. With two girls.”
“To whom?”
I blushed, remembering how he stepped back from pursuing a relationship with me because of Nate. “Nate Sawyer.”
“Like I didn’t already know that.” He said and then held up his left hand where a platinum wide band encircled his ring finger. “Three years. Her name is Jules and she’s pregnant with our first kid.”
“I’m happy for you,” I said with genuine feeling.
“I’m happy for you too.” He smiled and then turned politely to Ellie.
She answered before he even asked. “Married to my brother’s best friend even though it was like pulling teeth to get him to even attempt a relationship with me. We have two little boys, Will and Braden, and they are quite possibly the cutest kids known to man.”
“Dinner and a party a colleague is hosting. You?” Ellie said.
“Well I actually live in Aberdeen now but we came back home for my mum and dad’s fortieth wedding anniversary. The celebrations are lasting a whole week.” He shook his head, laughing I assumed at his family. “Jules is being dragged around while my mother picks out baby clothes, and I tried to tag along but my mother is adamant when she wants something and she wants alone time with Jules, so I decided to grab some lunch and do some work.” He patted the laptop bag at his feet.
I eyed the bag. “What do you do now that you’re no longer a student?”
“I’m an academic.” He shrugged. “There’s nothing much else out there for a guy with a PhD in history but to continue on. I’m a professor at the University of Aberdeen.”
“That’s wonderful.”
“Thanks. You still happy at the library?”
“Very. It keeps me busy. So do the girls.”
“No plans for Valentine’s Day tonight then? Are you like me and Jules… at the mercy of our family?”
I shook my head, feeling that annoying little knot I knew shouldn’t feel. It was just Valentine’s Day for goodness sake! “Nope. No plans.”
***
“Liv, your phone is ringing in your bag.” Angie, one of my library assistants rushed out to the help desk. “It keeps ringing. Someone clearly wants to get a hold of you.”
Worried, I let her take over with the student I was helping and hurried into the staff room to rummage through my bag for my phone. I shot apologetic looks at the staff that were trying to work as I looked at the screen.
It was Nate.
“Hey, babe. I tried you a few times,” he said.
“I know, is it urgent? Why didn’t you call the office?”
“Because it’s not urgent.”
“Then why try me three times?”
“Because I want to talk to you.”
Hearing the rumble of affection in his voice I slumped down on the closed toilet seat and smiled, that little knot in my chest loosening a little. “Yeah? About?”
“Your day. I had to rush out of the house this morning so fast I didn’t even kiss you properly. I felt bad.”
Relief whooshed over me. “Yeah, I noticed.”
“Aye, I know you would have noticed that, that’s why I’m calling to make sure you know I noticed it too.”
“Well I appreciate that.” I laughed softly. “Is that all you were calling about?”
“I’m on a break so I just thought I’d call. If you have to get back to work though it’s fine.”
“Nope.” I shook my head, enjoying hearing his voice too much to let him go just yet. “How did the shoot go?”
“Great. Mikael turned up with the bloody lens, which was good because we needed it after all. How’s your day been so far?”