Twilight's Dawn
Page 53Nothing sly about the question, no digging for gossip. She heard delicate concern in the older Queen’s voice.
“We decided to do three small gatherings instead of one large one,” Surreal said. “The Queens from Kaeleer’s other Territories will be coming next week for an informal afternoon, and the following week, Daemon and I will spend a day with my mother’s clan.”
“And for your honeymoon?”
“A week in Amdarh.”
“That’s not . . .” Zhara stopped. She shook her head. “Forgive me, but . . .”
Surreal grinned. “The Queen of Amdarh is about to tell me her city isn’t romantic enough for a honeymoon?”
“No, of course not. I love the city, but . . .” Flustered, Zhara stopped again.
“But you thought the Prince would choose someplace else?” When Zhara nodded, Surreal smiled, feeling a little misty about the other woman’s concern. “Amdarh was my choice. Shopping. Concerts. The theater. I won’t be able to stay in the city without Sadi or Yaslana as escort until after the baby is born—and I won’t put everyone at risk by trying to defy that request and provoke their protective instincts.”
Zhara knew how sharp Sadi’s protective instincts could be. She had been there when Daemon had threatened to purge Dhemlan the next time someone tried to harm Jaenelle Angelline.
Anyone who remembered that threat and learned Daemon was the High Lord of Hell now would be scared witless.
“I’m going to indulge myself in the shops and let him fuss over me while I do it,” Surreal continued. “That should please both of us.”
Zhara laughed. “Yes, it should. Ah. I think your husband has sent a negotiator.”
Surreal looked over her shoulder and saw Lucivar walking toward her.
Lucivar greeted Zhara, then held out his hand to Surreal. “We’re dancing.”
“Do you know how to negotiate?”
“Sure.You want to lead?”
Surreal looked at Zhara, who shrugged. Then she looked back at Lucivar. “Why are we dancing?”
“I think your husband figured if you didn’t kick me in the balls, you were ready to suffer a dance with him.”
Suffer a dance. That didn’t sound like words from a husband who hoped for a warm welcome on his wedding night.
“He’s really upset that I wouldn’t let him stay and watch me pee?”
She wasn’t sure Zhara was still breathing. She wasn’t sure Lucivar was breathing either until he said, “Well, shit. Come on. I’ll dance with you and knock some sense into his head afterward.”
“You’d have more luck knocking sense into a stone wall.”
“Don’t push it, witchling.”
So she danced with Lucivar, then was handed off to Holt. And she watched a roomful of Dhemlan’s Queens and their aristo companions stand there with their mouths hanging open when Lucivar grabbed his brother and almost yanked Daemon off his feet as he hauled Sadi out of the ballroom.
When they returned, both looking a little rumpled but otherwise unscathed, Daemon asked her for a dance—a request she granted.
“Lucivar says I’m being an ass,” Daemon said.
“He could have been looking in a mirror when he said it,” she replied sweetly.
He let out a startled laugh. “I like the suggestion, but he was right. I can’t protect you from morning sickness or the other physical discomforts that will come, but I do want to protect you. I don’t want you to hurt.”
“Everything has a price, Sadi.” She smiled at him. “But it eases the discomfort some to know you’re suffering with me in your own way.”
“Really?”
“Shit, no.”
Chuckling, he drew her closer. “All right, Lady. I will try to behave and be reasonable.”
“So will I, Prince. So will I.”
“Do you think Daemon and Lucivar have tossed the last of the guests out the door?” Surreal asked Marian hours later. Pleading fatigue halfway through the festivities, she had come up to the family sitting room, and Marian and the children had come with her.
“Don’t encourage Lucivar by saying things like that,” Marian said. “We live on a mountain. When someone gets tossed out of our house, there’s a long drop after the first step.”
Surreal set her dinner tray on the table in front of the sofa. “How did we end up playing hawks and hares by ourselves?”
“We let Daemonar and Titian go up to the playroom with the Scelties. They ran around until they all fell asleep. I didn’t want to run around, and you’re not allowed to run around. So we ended up here, playing hawks and hares, eating dinner off a tray, and not having to be polite.” Marian looked at the clock. “Shouldn’t you get ready for your wedding night?”
“Do you think there will be one?” She tried to smile, but her eyes filled with tears.
“Why would you say that?” Marian asked as she reached over and held one of Surreal’s hands.
“He flinched when I slipped the wedding ring on his finger.”
“I didn’t see that, and I was standing right next to you.”
“I doubt anyone saw it, but I felt it. He’d been steady until that point, but he flinched when it came time to wear a wedding ring again.”
Marian looked alarmed. “It’s not the same ring, is it?”
“No. He had a new one made, but what it stands for . . .” Surreal sighed. “He’ll never get over Jaenelle. She will always be the love of his life.”
“That doesn’t mean he won’t love you.”
“I didn’t ask him to.” She rested her head on the back of the sofa and looked at the ceiling instead of at Marian. “When the conditions for the marriage were set, that was something he couldn’t promise, so it’s nothing I can expect.”
“Get some rest,” Marian said gently. “We’ll see you in the morning.”
She walked to her old suite. At Daemon’s request, she’d chosen another suite of rooms as their private living quarters within the Hall. It was still in the family wing, but away from the rooms Jaenelle and Saetan used to occupy. Her new bedroom connected with Daemon’s but also had access to the baby’s room, making it a family suite until the child was old enough to have a suite of its own.
That suite was still being renovated. Daemon could be subtle about visiting his new wife’s bed, but she wondered how often he would force himself to make the walk while his bedroom was still distant from hers.
As she began to wonder if tonight would be one of the nights when he chose his own bed, he knocked on the door.
“Come in.”
She’d bought a deep green gown and robe shot with gold threads for this night. It took effort to pretend a calm she couldn’t feel, especially when he leaned back against the door and did nothing but look at her.
Just when she started to fidget, he pushed away from the door and walked up to her. His gold eyes stared at her lips until they started feeling kiss-swollen. She felt the room do one slow spin when one fingertip finally brushed over her lower lip.
Seduction spells. Or maybe it was just his presence when he didn’t try to leash all that sexual heat.
With his hands on her shoulders, he backed her up to one of the bedposts. Removing her robe, he raised her arms just above her head and guided her hands around the post.
“Hold on,” he said.
Be passive. Don’t push me.
She heard those silent commands. He would walk away if she couldn’t give him what he needed tonight—and he might not come back, despite his promise that she wouldn’t spend her marriage being celibate.
He touched her face, her neck, her chest, her belly. Butterfly caresses that whispered over her skin. Heat that reached her through the gown. A touch. A kiss. Sometimes just his breath against her skin. But he didn’t touch her breasts until her nipples hardened from wanting him. Then he touched, kissed, bit just enough to keep her still while his fingers drifted up her thighs and began teasing her until she moaned out of need. Her nightgown vanished as he sank to his knees and used his mouth to finish what his fingers had begun.
She didn’t remember him tucking her into bed, didn’t remember him getting undressed. By the time her brain started working again, he was suckling her breasts and playing with her until she was desperate to have him. That was when he mounted her, pinning her hands over her head as he moved with a lazy rhythm.
Was he moving like that because he was afraid he might hurt the baby? No, she realized in the last moments before her body surrendered to him completely and she couldn’t think at all. He played like this because he liked it—and making her mindless with pleasure was one of the things he liked.
NINE
The birthing room was ready, the adjoining room where the family could wait was ready, and the Healer and her assistant had arrived.
Beale was guarding the Hall’s front door from any premature well-wishers; Helene was giving the family suite another quick cleaning and the crib a last polish, and making sure there were plenty of linens, diapers, blankets, towels, and whatever else a newborn might need. Holt was sorting through the correspondence and business papers so that the new father could make the most efficient use of his available time. And he, the about-to-be new father, was apparently doing nothing but being a pain in the ass.
“I don’t need to sit,” Surreal snarled as she waddled around the birthing room.
She most certainly did need to sit, Daemon thought, but he couldn’t shove her into a chair. Not in her condition. “You’re not comfortable standing,” he pointed out in a soothing voice.
“Whose fault is that?” She grabbed the back of a chair and pressed the other hand to her belly, her face tight with pain.
“Remember what the Healer said about breathing,” Daemon said.
“Go take a piss in the wind.”
He slipped his hands out of his trousers pockets and made an effort to unclench his teeth as he took a step toward her, one hand extended. “Let me help you.”
“You and your cock have done quite enough already,” she snarled as she moved away from him.
“Surreal . . .”
Lucivar walked into the room and gave Surreal a lazy, arrogant smile. “Want to shred something, darling?”
“Yes,” she snapped, “but since he likes his balls, I doubt he’d stand still for it.”
“Surreal . . .,” Daemon soothed.
“Stop hovering over me!” she shouted. “This baby will come when it wants to come, and your pushing at me isn’t going to make it come any faster!”
“I’m not pushing. . . .”
“You prick-assed son of a bitch, get out of here!”
Daemon looked at Lucivar. “I was told she’d be bitchy, but is it normal for her to sound insane?”
“Insane?” Surreal shrieked. “You think I sound insane?”
“Yes,” Lucivar said to Daemon. “Right now, she doesn’t like you much, old son, so come into the next room and give her some peace.”
“Why are you taking my side?” Surreal demanded.
“When Marian was in labor with Daemonar, she wanted the birthing room clear of males on occasion, and when I got stubborn about it, she threatened to cook up the afterbirth and feed it to me.”
Daemon felt like something stringy and greasy was stuck in his throat. He swallowed hard and looked at Surreal.
She looked at him and said, “I’ll stab you before I cook anything.”
“Thank you,” he said faintly. “I appreciate it.”
“Then get out!”
Lucivar hauled him into the adjoining room, closing the door to the birthing room most of the way. That gave Surreal sufficient privacy but made it easy to hear her.
Daemon let out a shaky sigh. “She’s hurting.”
“She’s in labor, old son. Having a baby hurts like a wicked bitch. Or so I’ve been told.”
“There has to be something the Healer can do. Something I can do. Hell’s fire, Lucivar. If I can drain the power from Surreal’s Jewels to make her more comfortable, why can’t I take some of the pain?”
“The Healer has spells to dull the pain. You have to let her take care of that part,” Lucivar said. “You trust her, don’t you?”
“Yes, I trust her but—” Daemon tensed as he heard another voice in the birthing room.