The Well of Ascension
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"What time are we leaving, Mistress?" OreSeur asked.
Vin paused. "Actually, OreSeur, I wasn't planning to bring you. I still intend to keep your cover with the other people in the palace, and I think it would look very suspicious of me to bring my pet dog on this particular trip."
OreSeur was silent for a moment. "Oh," he said. "Of course. Good luck, then, Mistress."
Vin felt only a tiny stab of disappointment; she'd expected him to object more. She pushed the emotion aside. Why should she fault him? He'd been the one to rightly point out the dangers of going into the camp.
OreSeur simply lay down, resting head on paws as he watched her continue applying her makeup.
"But, El," Ham said, "you should at least let us send you in our own carriage."
Elend shook his head, straightening his jacket as he looked in the mirror. "That would require sending in a coachman, Ham."
"Right," Ham said. "Who would be me."
"One man won't make a difference in getting us out of that camp. And, the fewer people I take with me, the fewer people Vin and I have to worry about."
Ham shook his head. "El, I. . ."
Elend laid a hand on Ham's shoulder. "I appreciate the concern, Ham. But, I can do this. If there's one man in this world I can manipulate, it's my father. I'll come out of this with him feeling assured that he has the city in his pocket."
Ham sighed. "All right."
"Oh, one other thing," Elend said hesitantly.
"Yes?"
"Would you mind calling me 'Elend' instead of just 'El'?"
Ham chuckled. "I suppose that one's easy enough to do."
Elend smiled thankfully. It's not what Tindwyl wanted, but it's a start. We'll worry about the "Your Majesty"s later.
The door opened, and Dockson walked in. "Elend," he said. "This just arrived for you." He held up a sheet of paper.
"From the Assembly?" Elend asked.
Dockson nodded. "They're not happy about you missing the meeting this evening."
"Well, I can't change the appointment with Straff just because they want to meet a day early," Elend said. "Tell them I'll try and visit when I get back."
Dockson nodded, then turned as a rustling sounded from behind him. He stepped to the side, a strange look on his face, as Vin walked up to the doorway.
And she was wearing a dress—a beautiful blue gown that was sleeker than the common courtly fare. Her black hair sparkled with a pair of sapphire barrettes, and she seemed. . .different. More feminine—or, rather, more confident in her femininity.
How much she's changed since I first met her, Elend thought, smiling. Almost two years had passed. Then she had been a youth, albeit one with the life experiences of someone far older. Now she was a woman—a very dangerous woman, but one who still looked up at him with eyes that were just a bit uncertain, just a bit insecure.
"Beautiful," Elend whispered. She smiled.
"Vin!" Ham said, turning. "You're wearing a dress!"
Vin flushed. "What did you expect, Ham? That I would meet with the king of the Northern Dominance in trousers?"
"Well. . ." Ham said. "Actually, yes."
Elend chuckled. "Just because you insist on going about everywhere in casual clothing, Ham, doesn't mean that everyone does. Honestly, don't you get tired of those vests?"
Ham shrugged. "They're easy. And simple."
"And cold," Vin said, rubbing her arms. "I'm glad I asked for something with sleeves."
"Be thankful for the weather," Ham said. "Every chill you suffer will seem far worse to the men out in those armies."
Elend nodded. Winter had, technically, started. The weather probably wouldn't get bad enough to be more than a mild discomfort—they rarely got snow in the Central Dominance—but the chill nights certainly wouldn't improve morale.
"Well, let's go," Vin said. "The sooner we get this over with, the better."
Elend stepped forward, smiling, taking Vin's hands. "I appreciate this, Vin," he said quietly. "And you really do look gorgeous. If we weren't marching off to near certain doom, I'd be tempted to command a ball be held tonight just for the opportunity to show you off."
Vin smiled. "Near certain doom is that compelling?"
"Guess I've been spending too much time with the crew." He leaned down to kiss her, but she yelped and jumped back.
"It took me the better part of an hour to get this makeup on right," she snapped. "No kissing!"
Elend chuckled as Captain Demoux poked his head in the door. "Your Majesty, the carriage has arrived."
Elend looked at Vin. She nodded.
"Let's go," he said.
Sitting inside the carriage Straff had sent for them, Elend could see a solemn group standing on the wall, watching them roll away. The sun was near to setting.
He commands us to come in the evening; we'll have to leave when the mists are out, Elend thought. A crafty way of pointing out how much power he has over us.
It was his father's way—a move, in a way, that was similar to the attack on the walls a day before. To Straff, everything was about posturing. Elend had watched his father at court, and had seen him manipulate even obligators. By holding the contract to oversee the Lord Ruler's atium mine, Straff Venture had played a game even more dangerous than his fellow noblemen. And he had played that game very well. He hadn't factored in Kelsier throwing chaos into the mix, but who had?
Since the Collapse, Straff had secured the most stable, and most powerful, kingdom in the Final Empire. He was a crafty, careful man who knew how to plan for years to get what he wanted. And this was the man Elend had to manipulate.
"You look worried," Vin said. She was across from him in the carriage, sitting in a prim, ladylike posture. It was as if donning a dress somehow granted her new habits and mannerisms. Or just a return to old ones—she'd once been able to act like a noblewoman well enough to fool Elend.
"We'll be all right," she said. "Straff won't hurt you—even if things go bad, he won't dare make a martyr of you."
"Oh, I'm not worried about my safety," Elend said.
Vin raised an eyebrow. "Because?"
"Because I have you," Elend said with a smile. "You're worth an army, Vin."
This, however, didn't seem to console her.
"Come here," he said, scooting over and waving her to the seat beside him.
She rose and moved across the carriage—but paused, eyeing him. "Makeup."
"I'll be careful," Elend promised.
She nodded, sitting and letting him put an arm around her. "Be careful of the hair, too," she said. "And your suit coat—don't get anything on it."
"When did you get so fashion-conscious?" he asked.
"It's the dress," Vin said with a sigh. "As soon as I put it on, all of Sazed's lessons started coming back to me."
"I really do like the dress on you," Elend said.
Vin shook her head.
"What?" Elend asked as the carriage bumped, pushing her a bit closer to him. Another new perfume, he thought. At least that's one habit she never got out of.
"This isn't me, Elend," she said quietly. "This dress, these mannerisms. They're a lie."
Elend sat quietly for a moment.
"No objections?" Vin said. "Everyone else thinks I'm speaking nonsense."
"I don't know," Elend said honestly. "Changing into my new clothes made me feel different, so what you say makes sense. If wearing dresses feels wrong to you, then you don't have to wear them. I want you to be happy, Vin."
Vin smiled, looking up at him. Then she leaned up and kissed him.
"I thought you said none of that," he said.
"From you," she said. "I'm Mistborn—we're more precise."
Elend smiled, though he couldn't quite feel jovial. Conversation, however, did keep him from fretting. "I feel uncomfortable in these clothes, sometimes. Everyone expects so much more from me when I wear them. They expect a king."
"When I wear a dress," Vin said, "they expect a lady. Then they're disappointed when they find me instead."
"Anyone who would feel disappointed to find you is too dense to be of any relevance," Elend said. "I don't want you to be like them, Vin. They're not honest. They don't care. I like you as you are."
"Tindwyl thinks that I can be both," Vin said. "A woman and a Mistborn."
"Tindwyl is wise," Elend said. "A bit brutal, but wise. You should listen to her."
"You just told me you liked me how I am."
"I do," Elend said. "But I'd like you however you were, Vin. I love you. The question is, how do you like yourself?"
That gave her pause.
"Clothing doesn't really change a man," Elend said. "But it changes how others react to him. Tindwyl's words. I think. . .I think the trick is convincing yourself that you deserve the reactions you get. You can wear the court's dresses, Vin, but make them your own. Don't worry that you aren't giving people what they want. Give them who you are, and let that be enough." He paused, smiling. "It was for me."
She smiled back, then carefully leaned against him. "All right," she said. "Enough insecurity for the moment. Let's review. Tell me more about your father's disposition."
"He's a perfect imperial nobleman. Ruthless, clever, and infatuated with power. You remember my. . .experience when I was thirteen?"
Vin nodded.
"Well, Father was very fond of skaa brothels. I think that he liked how strong he felt by taking a girl while knowing that she would be killed for his passion. He keeps several dozen mistresses, and if they don't please him, they get removed."
Vin muttered something quietly in response to this.
"He's the same way with political allies. One didn't ally with House Venture—one agreed to be dominated by House Venture. If you weren't willing to be our slave, then you didn't get to contract with us."
Vin nodded. "I've known crewleaders like that."
"And how did you survive when they turned an eye toward you?"
"By acting unimportant," Vin said. "By crawling on the ground when they passed and by never giving them reason to challenge me. Exactly what you're planning to do tonight."
Elend nodded.
"Be careful," Vin said. "Don't let Straff think that you're mocking him."
"All right."
"And don't promise too much," Vin said. "Act like you're trying to seem tough. Let him think he's bullying you into doing what he wants—he'll enjoy that."
"You've had experience with this before, I see."
"Too much of it," Vin said. "But, you've heard this before."
Elend nodded. They'd planned and replanned this meeting. Now he simply had to do what the crew had taught him. Make Straff think we're weak, imply we'll give him the city—but only if he helps us against Cett first.
Outside the window, Elend could see that they were approaching Straff's army. So big! he thought. Where did Father learn to administrate a force like this?