The Summer Girls
Page 47“You have your mother’s hair,” Mamaw told her. “So thick and dark.”
“I don’t remember her.”
“It’s no wonder. You were so young when she died. Dear Sophie . . .”
“I don’t even have a picture of her. Everything was lost in the fire.”
“Yes,” Mamaw replied softly.
“What was she like?”
Mamaw paused her hand and sighed. “She was very beautiful. Dark, evocative.” She shrugged. “So French. And rather shy, or perhaps she just didn’t speak English all that well, I don’t know. You are an interesting combination of both of your parents.”
“I wish I got Daddy’s blond hair, like Dora. Not this rat’s nest.” She tugged angrily at her hair, hating the dark color and thickness of it, hating the way the girls sometimes called her a gypsy.
Carson looked at Mamaw with her face pinched in doubt. “No, Mamaw,” she replied, trying to be stoic. “I know I won’t be beautiful when I grow up. Not like Dora.”
Mamaw huffed, releasing her chin. “Yes, it’s true our Dora is beautiful. A Southern belle kind of beauty. Yours is a different beauty. One you’ll have to grow into.”
“Like my mother?”
“Yes,” Mamaw replied. “But did you know, my dear, that you also get your dark looks from our side of the family?”
Carson’s eyes widened. “But everyone’s hair is yellow.”
“Not everyone’s. There is a line of dark Irish in our blood.”
Carson didn’t believe that fact would help her become a beauty, but she loved Mamaw all the more for trying to cheer her up.
Mamaw ignored the girls’ questions and kept an enigmatic smile on her face as she removed the sheets of brown paper to reveal a large portrait in an ornate gold frame.
Carson gasped, unable to tear her gaze from the proud, beautiful woman depicted. Mamaw and Lucille hoisted the big portrait and hung it with great effort. When they were done, Mamaw slapped dust from her hands, placed them on her hips, and stood back to admire it.
“Carson,” she said in a tone that made Carson stand straighter, “this is your great-great-great-great-grandmother Claire. She was considered the city’s greatest beauty in her time. Quite legendary. Look at her eyes. The blue—that’s the Muir blue color that’s been carried down for generations. Claire was the wife of the great sea captain who founded our fortune.” She lifted her hand and said in a staged whisper, “The pirate! The story goes that once he’d set eyes on Claire he gave up the life of a pirate and settled down in Charleston to win her heart. She went against her family’s wishes to marry him. The rest, as they say, is history. The love of a good woman can change a man, you know,” Mamaw admonished.
“But Mamaw, why did you bring the painting here from the big house?” Carson wanted to know.
Mamaw reached out to lift Carson’s chin with the tip of her finger. “I saw the resemblance you share with Claire. I want you to see it, too. Every day, when you wake up, look into this portrait and see how beautiful you are. And courageous.”
“Dear, wise Mamaw,” Carson murmured, remembering that day. Because there was no one to share with her stories of her mother, of whom there was not so much as a photograph, this ancestor had, in her child’s mind, taken on the role of her mother. At night before she fell asleep, Carson had looked into Claire’s beautiful eyes and shared her secrets and believed she was heard.
Of all the treasures in this house, Carson knew that this portrait would be the single item she would request.
Inside the garage it was as dark and ancient as an old barn. Spiderwebs graced every nook and sand filled all the crannies. The single four-paned window was so dirty, rays of light barely penetrated the grime. Carson found the golf cart parked in the far corner behind a dead lawn mower, two rusted bicycles, and a worm-eaten wood table covered with dusty brown boxes filled with assorted rusted tools that Mamaw felt had life left in them. Carson thought her time would be better spent renting a trash bin and tossing everything into it.
The scent of vinegar and accumulated dust made her sneeze and her eyes water, but she gritted her teeth and pressed on, sweeping and scrubbing the dirt, cobwebs, and mouse droppings from the white golf cart. It was a two-seater cart with a bench in back. Once she washed and rinsed it with the hose and dried it with old towels Lucille had provided, she was surprised to discover that the little cart and vinyl seats were in pretty good shape. Like the Cadillac, it was probably only taken out once in a blue moon. Carson took heart. A new battery, maybe a few other incidentals, and this golf cart might really work.
A few days later, she was rumbling in her cart along the narrow roads shaded by scores of palm trees and the graceful low boughs of ancient live oaks. She felt the breeze against her cheek, heard the crunch of gravel beneath the wheels, and likened the feeling to being on a boat in the water, closer to the world around her and not trapped behind steel doors and glass.
“Darn Mamaw for always being right,” she muttered to herself, having to admit she loved it. Carson liked to name her vehicles, so she christened the cart “Bouncing Matilda.” While Matilda wasn’t the Blue Bomber by any stretch of the imagination, it had a certain charm all its own and did the job of getting her from point A to point B on the small streets of Sullivan’s Island—at least in the daylight. As she drove along the road at a slow speed, she chuckled, remembering those two old hens sitting on the porch playing gin rummy and how they’d completely bamboozled her.