The Sins of the Father

Two long blasts on the ship's horn, and a moment later she felt a little shudder. Although there was no porthole to look through, she could feel that they were on the move. She sat back down on her bunk and tried to convince herself she'd made the right decision. Although she planned to return to Bristol within a month, she was already missing Sebastian.

She began to look more carefully at what would be her residence for the next week. On each side of the cabin a narrow bunk was attached to the wall, whose dimensions assumed that any occupant would be below average height. She lay down and tested a mattress that didn't give, because it hadn't any springs, and rested her head on a pillow that was filled with foam rubber, not feathers. There was a small washbasin with two taps, both of which delivered the same trickle of tepid water.

She put on Dana's uniform, and tried not to laugh. When Peggy returned, she did laugh. Dana must have been at least three inches shorter and certainly three sizes larger than Emma. 'Be thankful it's only for a week,' said Peggy as she led Emma off for supper.

They descended even further into the bowels of the ship to join the other members of the crew. Several young men and one or two older ones invited Peggy to join them at their table. She favoured a tall young man who, she told Emma, was an engineer. Emma wondered if that explained why it wasn't only his hair that was covered in oil. The three of them joined the queue at the hotplate. The engineer filled his plate with almost everything on offer. Peggy managed about half, while Emma, feeling a little queasy, satisfied herself with a biscuit and an apple.

After supper, Peggy and Emma returned to the information desk to relieve Trudy. As the passengers' dinner was served at eight, few of them appeared at the desk, other than those who needed to ask for directions to the dining room.

During the next hour, Emma learnt a great deal more about Peggy than she did about the SS Kansas Star. When they came to the end of their shift at ten o'clock, they pulled down the grille and Peggy led her new companion back towards the lower deck staircase.

'Do you want to join us for a drink in the staff canteen?' she asked.

'No, thank you,' said Emma. 'I'm exhausted.'

'Do you think you can find your way back to the cabin?'

'Lower deck seven, room one-one-three. If I'm not in bed by the time you get back, send out a search party.'

As soon as Emma had entered her cabin, she quickly undressed, washed and slipped under the single sheet and blanket provided. She lay on the bunk trying to settle, her knees almost tucked under her chin, while the irregular bobbing of the vessel meant that she couldn't remain in the same position for more than a few moments. Her last thoughts before she drifted into a fitful sleep were of Sebastian.

Emma woke with a start. It was so dark she had no way of checking the time on her watch. At first she assumed the swaying was caused by the movement of the ship, until her eyes focused and she was able to make out two bodies in the bunk on the other side of the cabin, moving rhythmically up and down. One of the bodies had legs that stretched far beyond the end of the bunk and were braced against the wall; it had to be the engineer. Emma wanted to laugh, but she just lay very still until Peggy let out a long sigh and the movement stopped. A few moments later, the feet attached to the long legs touched the floor and began to wriggle into some old overalls. Not long afterwards, the cabin door opened and closed quietly. Emma fell into a deep sleep.

9

WHEN EMMA WOKE the following morning, Peggy was already up and dressed.

'I'm off for breakfast,' she announced. 'I'll see you at the desk later. By the way, we're expected on duty at eight.'

The moment the door closed, Emma jumped out of bed, and after she'd washed slowly and dressed quickly, she realized there wouldn't be any time for breakfast if she hoped to be behind the information desk on time.

Once she'd reported for work, Emma quickly discovered that Peggy took her job very seriously and put herself out to assist any passenger who needed her help. During their morning coffee break Emma said, 'One of the passengers asked me about doctor's surgery hours.'

'Seven to eleven in the morning,' replied Peggy, 'four to six in the afternoon. In case of an emergency, dial one-one-one on the nearest telephone.'

'And the doctor's name?'

'Parkinson. Dr Parkinson. He's the one man every girl on board has a crush on.'

'Oh  -  one of the passengers thought it was a Dr Wallace.'

'No, Wally retired about six months ago. Sweet old thing.'

Emma asked no more questions during the break, just drank coffee.

'Why don't you spend the rest of the morning finding your way around, so you know where you're sending everyone,' Peggy suggested once they'd reported back to the desk. She handed Emma a guide to the ship. 'See you for lunch.'

With the guidebook open, Emma began her quest on the upper deck: the dining rooms, the bars, the card room, a library, and even a ballroom with a resident jazz band. She only stopped to take a closer look when she came across the infirmary on lower deck two, tentatively opening the double doors and poking her head inside. Two neatly made, unoccupied beds stood against the wall on the far side of the room. Had Harry slept in one and Lieutenant Bradshaw in the other?

'Can I help you?' said a voice.

Emma swung round to see a tall man in a long white coat. She immediately understood why Peggy had a crush on him.

'I've just started on the information desk,' she blurted out, 'and I'm meant to be finding out where everything is.'

'I'm Simon Parkinson,' he said, giving her a friendly smile. 'Now you've found out where I am, you're most welcome to drop in at any time.'

'Thank you,' said Emma. She quickly stepped back into the corridor, closed the door behind her and hurried away. She couldn't remember the last time someone had flirted with her, but she wished it had been Dr Wallace. She spent the rest of the morning exploring each deck until she felt she'd mastered the ship's layout and would be able to tell any passenger where everything was with more confidence.

She was looking forward to spending the afternoon testing out her new skills, but Peggy asked her to go over the passenger files in the same way she'd studied the ship. Emma sat alone in the back office, learning about people she would never see again in her life.

In the evening she made an attempt to eat supper, beans on toast and a glass of lemonade, but she was back in her cabin soon afterwards, hoping to catch some sleep in case the engineer returned.

When the door opened, the light in the corridor woke her. Emma couldn't make out who it was that entered the cabin, but it certainly wasn't the engineer, because his feet didn't reach the wall. She lay awake for forty minutes, and didn't get back to sleep until the door had opened and closed again.

The Sins of the Father

Emma quickly became accustomed to the routine of the daily work followed by the nocturnal visits. These visits didn't vary greatly, only the men, although on one occasion the amorous visitor headed for Emma's bunk and not Peggy's.

'Wrong girl,' said Emma firmly.

'Sorry,' came back the reply, before he changed direction. Peggy must have assumed she had fallen asleep, because after the couple had made love, Emma could hear every word of their whispered conversation.