The Rocker Who Holds Her (The Rocker 5)

“I saw the doctor yesterday,” I told him. The appointment had gone well, and I had even decided to start taking the pill so Nik wouldn’t have to worry about condoms. “As long as we don’t get carried away, it’s okay to have sex again.”

The words hadn’t fully left my mouth before he was grabbing me and pulling me onto the bed. Nik moved fast, covering me with his big, hard body and slamming his mouth down on mine. When he finally pulled back we were both gasping for breath.

“I’ll be careful, baby. I swear I won’t hurt you.”

My fingers were trembling with both passion and love as I lifted them to trace his damp mouth. “I know, Nik. I love you.”

His eyes darkened even more. “I love you too, Em.” Warm lips brushed over mine in a butterfly caress before kissing across my cheek, down my neck, and pausing to nuzzle my ear. “I know that getting married is a big deal for you. Thank you for making every dream I have ever had come true.”

Tears burned the backs of my eyes, and I blinked rapidly to keep them at bay. I had cried far too much in recent weeks. I didn’t want to cry when I was so happy. “I was terrified that I would lose you if we got married,” I confessed my unnatural fear.

He pulled back enough to meet my gaze. “That is the stupidest thing I have ever heard.” He shook his head sadly. “You’re stuck with me no matter what, Em. It nearly destroyed me when you said you didn’t want to marry me, but I still couldn’t walk away from you.”

One errant tear spilled down my cheek, and I dashed it away with the back of my hand. “I’m sorry I hurt you,” I whispered. It gutted me to know that I had caused him pain like that.

His long fingered hand cupped my left breast, his thumb brushing over my distended nipple. That one touch and I felt like I was on fire with need. I wanted him so bad that I was sure I would come at the first touch of his fingers on my pussy. My thighs spread as if they had a will of their own, and Nik came down over me, his pulsing dick pressed against me perfectly.

“Fuck, you feel so damn good!” he muttered, his jaw clenched as if he were having just as much trouble holding on to his self-control as I was. “This is going to be over embarrassingly fast, baby.” He buried his face in my neck while his hands were busy touching me everywhere. “I’m so close I don’t think I can last much longer.”

He moved his hips just a little and his dick brushed over my clit. Even through the thin layers of clothing that still separated us that one small contact had me panting. I clutched at his bare back, my nails sinking into his skin so hard that they nearly broke through. I let out a small scream only to bite my lip, scared I would wake Mia who was across the room in her crib.

“Looks like I’m not the only one,” he rasped out, gritting his teeth so hard I could hear it even through the blood rushing through my ears. “Gods, I love it when you’re wild like this.”

I arched my back, pressing my pussy against his dick harder. “Fuck me, now,” I commanded. “Or I’m going to attack your sexy ass.”

Fingers that trembled unsnapped my teddy at the crotch. Seconds later, Nik was pushing inside of me. It had been so long, and I was tighter than I had ever been. If I hadn’t wanted him so desperately, if I wasn’t soaking wet for him, it would have hurt.

Nik thrust halfway in and stopped. He was holding on to his control by a ragged thread, and the effort was costing him dearly. His entire face was clenched, veins popping up in his neck and forehead as he gasped for breath. “Am I…hurting…you?” he gritted out.

He was harder than I could remember him being. His dick pulsed inside of me, and I shuddered with pleasure. “I’m good. I’m better…than good.” Sweat dripped down Nik’s face and my entire body was damp with my own perspiration. Less than five minutes and I was in need of another shower. “Please, move.”

“You’re so tight, baby.” He shifted his hips just a little, gaining half an inch deeper. “Don’t want to hurt you.”

My need for him was flooding my pussy more and more with each passing second. There was no way he could hurt me. Not when it felt this fucking amazing. “You won’t. I swear. Please, Nik. I want you so bad.”

He groaned and pulled almost completely out of me. I whimpered in protest, wanting him deep. “Nik! I’ll beg if you want me to.”

Nik muttered a harsh curse and slammed back into me, going balls deep. There was nothing that could possibly compare to how good he felt deep inside of me like that. I clung to him as he slowly pulled out of me only to dive deep again. I was shaking, so close to the edge of my release that I wasn’t sure I was going to survive the fall.

“Emmie, I love you!” Nik whispered, thrusting deep one final time.

His words sent me over the edge. Those sweet words that I had never thought I would hear him say pushed me to a release that left me free falling. I cried out, not sure what exactly I was saying, as I felt him coming apart in my arms.

Epilogue

Wedding Day

I woke up in an empty bed.

Groaning, I turned over on the king sized mattress, burying my face in the pillows and wishing that Emmie was beside me. My body ached with need for her, having spent the last two days without her. Layla, Lana, and Harper had taken Emmie to some spa for the last two days. Their version of a bachelorette party.

I was glad that Emmie was off having fun, being spoiled rotten and pampered as she got ready for our wedding. My aching dick on the other hand wanted to strangle all three of the females that had become vital parts of our family.

“Da-da!”

I raised my head, my body instantly cooling down at the sound of Mia. My partially closed bedroom door opened and in toddled my baby girl. Emmie was going to freak when she found out that Mia could climb out of her crib now, something that she had been doing for the last two days.

Sixteen month old Mia pushed her tousled red hair back from her baby doll face. Big, sleepy green eyes spotted me as I sat up in bed. “Da-da!” she exclaimed, running toward me as fast as her chubby little legs could carry her while she held on tightly to the little bear in her arms. As soon as she reached my side of the bed, I swung her up into my arms.

She clung happily to my neck. “Da-da…” She pulled back, noticing that the spot beside me was empty yet again. Her bottom lip trembled. “Mo-ma?”

I gave her a reassuring smile. “Momma will be home today, baby doll.” I brushed a kiss over her sweet smelling hair. “And you get to wear your pretty flower fairy dress.”